*insert ballz joke here* by tspp-
i do not wanna start ranting abt how terrible i feel for no reason these days so ill keep it short just for ur sanities sake
so...ive been taking anti ddpressants for abg a week or more now and...i feel even worse? they have not done anything and??? i?? feel even more daed inside like i cant even cry, i cant even laugh, k cant evdn get mad i just blankly stare as the teacher rants abt whatever class i have its so so so so tiring to feel so fcking blan all the time i havent cried in 2 weeks-
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16 Sep, 2022, 3:24 pm
LIKE WHAT IS THIS FEELING HELP PLZ IF YK WHAT THIS IS OR WHATEVEF PLZ TF IS THIS TELL ME ISTG AM I GOING INSANE???
THE ONLY TIME I FEEL HAPPY IS WHEN I WATCH MCR THINGS OR THINK ABT MCR RELATED CONTENT THATS THE OMLY HING THAT MAKES ME FEEL EMOTION
I WANNA START FRUIT NINJA AGIAN SO BAD BUT JY PARENTS FOUND OUT AND NO IM PETRIFIED TEYRE GOING TO FIND OUT AGAIN-
16 Sep, 2022, 3:27 pm
SHYT I FORGOT TL PUT IT ON NSFW-
ANYWAYS IM NOT GONNA TYPE ALL THAT IN AGAIN FCK IT
16 Sep, 2022, 4:03 pm
idek wgat it is bc i feel this 2 continuelly nd i dont take any meds bc i cant / never will b able 2 afford them :skull:
likr i cant ebeb ** anything 2 cope fsjgy????
IDK WHAF IT IS BUT I HOPE U GET THE HELP ND CARE U DESERVE
nd jopefully feel better (not that ur not goung 2 struggle w everything u struggle w) if ywim
bigs hugs <3333 /p
16 Sep, 2022, 6:52 pm
now i am not an expert by any means so do not take this as fact
however from what i've HEARD anti-depressants are similar to ADHD medication- they're designed to numb any depressive feelings but they also numb down the other feelings too (from what i've heard)
hence why some people stop taking their adhd meds bc it's not absolutely necessary and it makes them feel less like themselves. (PEOPLE WITH DEPRESSION NEED THEIR MEDS- DO NOT STOP TAKING THEM)
this is just from what i've heard tho and i'm
16 Sep, 2022, 6:53 pm
not in any way an expert.
ly tho and hope you find out what exactly is happening if what i said wasn't accurate <33