i dint forgor i just have c0v1d

@LemmyIGuess :shocked: :sweats: :baffled: u good????

SORRY IM BUSY WITH SCHOOL T^T

@Prinz yup !! dw ! :] u can vent to me if u wanns so go right ahead !! :] /gen

wanna* grr beats up grammer

@Prinz we all try to do our best so thats totally ok !!! we cant really give it everything trust me i bet ur messages deffo help (they help me a ton /gen) its just sometimes it doesn't hit right because the person encouraging,,,isnt real ??? in a sense that we dont know them ?? im sorry im kinda going into a weird ramble but i swear im genuinely trying to help
TL;DR once youve done all you can and you've given it your all you just kinda gotta wait it out,, yk ??
im so sorry if this (continue)

(cont)
the wrong tone ??? im genuinely trying to help but im just a very like,,, harsh ?? person so im genuinely sorry if im going a horrible job out here i swear this is supposed to be encouraging <//3 /gen

n i deffo get trying to protect urself !!! i have rlly bad trust issues and i usually tear myself away from ppl cuz im scared that they'll hurt me so i just leave them ;;;; wargg but i deffo get u !!!
this is just you doing whst you feel is right, nothin wrong w that !! :] /gen

urgrgd im sorry if this sucked im genuinely tryin warggg gives u all the love n encouragement ever <333 /p0s /gen /p

@Prinz wargg im so glad i actually did well this time <//3 /gen

n yeah !! i mean "not real" in the sense that we dont reslly know them,,, yk??? idk jsjsj

im so glsd i helped i bit wsrggg ur so cool henry n u mean the wrld to me ur so cool n nice wahh /gen /p0s /p <33

@Prinz dw abt the length !!! im just rlly happy tht ur doin better-- g8ves u a GIANT huggg !! :]]] <33 /p /gen

also im so sorry if my vents hsv like-,,, made u sad or anything wrgggg ill try cutting down on them im sorry jjsj <///3 /gen /nm

@Prinz im sorry im genuinely likedxjxxk id love to play but thats too muh pressure im sorry i wish i could b in the mood its just a lotta diffrent things r banging on my head rn n like urggg ;;;

@Prinz i feel guilyty not responding but likrff
im sorry ill prob not respond muvh i just need to

@Prinz im ok jssjs ;;;; srry just not in the mood for responding rn ;;;; im sorry jdjsjs8d im ok i swear- /gen /nm

@Prinz AWDHUSJS HENRY UR SO SWEET ;; I TOTALLY SEE U AS AN OLDER SIB :]]]/gen /p
n yeah !!! ill always see u as a close n special friend !! no matter what !!! dw :]] /gen /p <3

@Prinz
OFC UR STILL MY FRIEND SILLY !!!!! :DD /gen /srs /nm
i consider you to be one of my best friends on here n !!! i always will !!!! ily henry ily !!! /gen /p
n i dont think ur butting in on me n winters friendship at all !!! /gen i actually think u make the whole group better,,, yk ? :D /gen /p0s

ily sosoos sm henry n i would literally beat someone up 4 u- u mean so much 2 me n youve helped me thru a lot n !!! i appreciate u a ton henry, ily n i always will, dont forget that :] /gen /srs

/nm /p

@Prinz

!!!! i hope ur feelin better/ glad i helped a bit !!! :]
ily sm henry, n yeah- my age is also my greatest enemy cuz i dont think it fits me,,,???? idk its rlly weird x_x
but dw ! we all get older n when u get older, ill get older so !!! :] if anything weird comes up or if i feel weird ill tell u but i doubt anything ill hsppen !!!
ur just a lil silly guy n wsxcjismcjcssic <33 /gen /p /nm

@Print

please dont worry !!!! i just took it wrong ! /gen /nm
im rlly tryin 2 keep it together 4 u guys !!!! but dudnusjkd im sorry im not that sunny of a person, !!! really, !!! im sorry i just need some time ! :D /gen /nm /lh

please dont feel bad !'! u got this !!!! :]
ill b rootin 4 u from the sidelines !!! :D /gen /nm /lh !!!!!!

@Print

!!!! its alright !!!! /gen /nm
my troubles r for me n me only n thats how i want it 2 be so !!! dw !! i got this n u got this !!! :D /gen /nm /lh

no need ! but thx ! :]
if u ever need anything im here thooo !! /gen /srs /nm /lh

pls dont worry !!! ill b alright !! :D /gen none of this is ur fault !! just me being stinky !! dw :-] /gen /srs /nm /lh

@Print
im fine lolz !!!!! /gen /srs /nm

i promise i wont do anything rash !!! dw !!!! im sorry if i did anything ! please dont worry abt me ! :] /gen /srs /nm

love uuuuu dw !' :] /gen /p

@Print
im sorry if i made u worry :[ /gen /srs
i promise im ok !!! :D /gen please just focus on urself !! /gen /nm /lh please lov urself henry, there so much abt u to love :] /gen /srs /nm /lh /p

@Print
please dont worry !!! /gen /srs

just gptta
get some stuff out !!!! /gen

its not because of u henry, really im serious its not you just life being stupid please dont worry im trying ro cope oit here and im sorry if this is woeeying /gen /srs /nm /lh

im srry ittl pass soon please dont let this stress u out just my brain working bad im sorry ill be ok im serious please please please dont let this worry u im sorry /gen /srs /lh /nm

ily henry and ill never stop lovin u /gen /srs /nm /lh /p

@Print
you arent assuming the worst, you arre simply worried and thats completely understandable !! /gen /srs /nm /lh

please dont worry you have done and will not fo anything wrong ever im sorry im just

please just love urse:f henry you can love urse:f all alone and thats ok /gen /srs /lh /nm

@Print

please dont worry youve never done anything wrong
and im sorry for how it been for you, i wish i could be the one to really help u out

im sorry im not in the mood for interaction i just kinda
none of this is ur fault im sorry if it seems tht way i really am i really am sorry please dont worry love urswlf for me

/gen /srs /lh /nm /p

@Prinz-
nononoon ur fine !!! i just happened 2 go offline right after that mssage, im so sorry please im not mad at all !!!! /gen
ily sm henry you could never do anything wrong /gen /p

@Prinz-

ILY TOO !!!!! JDJDNSNDJSKKSK

@ripcage
i dont kmow what to say, but, i dont think your out to hsrm me, its just it seems thst all of those long paragraphs r abt me
i genuinely appreciate u as a friend but i just need you to understand that i have a life, all my vents r not abr u, i have a very bad family life and you thibking that those vents r abt you is just very
ily henry i just need you too know that no one hstes u

@ripcage
i also need you to understand im a kid, i cannot takw what you say like a man, and that i will occasionally mess up
i have a lot to lesrn just please give me time
ily <3

@ripcage
please tell me what exactly abt me makes u anxious so i can improve as a person, ily /nf /gen /nm

@ripcage
i will and have enever seen you as a bad person henry, watever is hppening im here, i also need time as well, but i will always be at the samw spot i always am so, when your ready
you know where 2 find me
ily and i wish you the absolute best of luvk, whetever is happening, you got this, hold ur head up high and puff out ur chest
u got this

@ripcage
we are all kids, just know that you, still have the upper hand on me age wise, and you always will /nm /srs

@ripcage
i regret those thungs but my brain keeps going back to those vents u made abt ppl you used to know, you described them as such horrible people i didnt want to end up like them so you would say those things abt me, i do not wish to compare "sadness" i said that in the moment because i thought you saw me as a person with no problems whatsoever

@ripcage
i dont have everyone
i never have
but to those who have stuvk with me, i appreciate them, but gin loves you, we all do, you simply have 2 see that /gen /nm

@ripcage
im sorry i misunderstood but please do not
yell at me

if your having a panic attack please lie down and drink some water, talk to someone

@ripcage
im glad ur in a good spot, we all are, and im very very proud of how far youve come :-] /gen <3 ily, u got this

@ripcage
yeah i thibk thats a good idea, i do hope we can one dsy truly and properly be friends but
thts 4 u 2 decide :-] ily

@ripcage
thats alright
we all need to lie down and nap sometimes <3

@ripcage

haiii !!! just here 2 check on u, ik things have been rough but i rlly hope that after all this we can truly put all this behind us n we can be friends :-]
please if i say/said anything that has botherd u pls tell me ! /gen
ive said some wrong things and i genuinely acknowledge that but please tell me so i can continue 2 grow as a person ! :-D /gen
ily henry n pls, ik we arent on the coolest of terms rn but if u ever need anything, im here <3 ily dude and i always will and i apologize

grshsucjjs this sucks but im rlly trying cuz i /srs feel rlly bad abt everything and i rlly hate knowing i hurt u n stuff n i rlly just wanna help djisjdi /gen

@ripcage
if i can do anything 2 make u feel better pls tell me :-] /gen

@ripcage

graa its ok !!! hope ur doin well--
we both hurt eachother but when i spoke on behalf of gin i didnt mean it in a bad way, i was in the heat of the moment and i just needed 2 say something- ik that doesnt justify what i said but sjsjskksss
and ik you gave me love its just
you were so obsessed w gin so so so obsessed that i felt like i wasent there, and i saw all those, all those were shoved in my face, and when you started ignoring me, idk man it just rlly rlly hurt djcjjxkxsos
but dw,

@ripcage
ily and i rlly still do, we were all in the heat of the moment and we both said things we didnt mean, now we just have 2 let go of all those small things too get better, this will tske time but ig if ur still up 4 it-- ? :-D /genq /nf

@ripcage

church ;jesus_emoji; /lhj /nneg
gfidkis i understand ur tired but at thst moment i didnt know any of this information so in my head it just felt like you were flst out ignoring me n like djidkiss ;skull;
graa idk what 2 say jhhh
i understnd i am "beloved" on this site but idk how tht rlly relates 2 this but whatevrdjidjkkckso ??? /nm /genq
anywyshsjjs !!! have a good time at church !!!! ilyyy <33

@ripcage
!! o i get it lolz-- tbh i dont rlly have a lot of friends on here ??? let alone close 1's so dhfdjdjkd /nm
anwys !! hope u had a fun time at churchhhh !!! :-D

ur a certified big boy ;muscle_arm; /vvp0s

@hemorrhage
graaa u dont need 2 do anything !!! dw !! /gen i just need some time, ily sm henry graaaa <333 /gen /p

@hemorrhage
graaa okok ;runs_away; /vnm

@hemorrhage
graaaa ily too henry, i totally get u, i get thsg a lot too but i usually just wait it out so djjksks idk i hope u feel better my lovely <333 ily sweetheart /p

@hemorrhage
graaaa i love cookie run !!! /gen
mjmdjdksk giggles sweetheart <3
i gtg jfiddod see u tmrw !!!

@hemorrhage
haiii !! srry im here late i waz hanging out w my friend <///3
hru todayyy :-D ?

@hemorrhage
GRAAAA HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAYYYY WHEN IS IT ??? /genq

IM GOOD BTW SMIKSOCJDISI :-DDDD /gen

@hemorrhage
COOL !!!
ALSO DW SJDUSJSK U DONT NEED TO LOLX DW !!! /gen

@hemorrhage
I MADE A POST ABT IT BRO ;SKULLL; /nm
ITS THE GOOGLE CLASSROOM

@hemorrhage
NAH FAM IM TOO SCARED TO GIVE PPL MY NUMBER LOLZ <///3

@hemorrhage
haiii yhdsjsk ily

@hemorrhage
no im just tired lolz skis,skaaloaoa graaa im ok !! /gen /nm

@hemorrhage
im not upset !! im ok i swear im just tired for no real reason sskskskcisijcdj /gen ily henryy

@hemorrhage
gegtdghhsj thank u thak u ggrghmmd,
collapses /lhj
if u wanna do anythung tho im up 4 it fjdidks /gen

@hemorrhage

hdudjj well im bad at deciding so ;___; /vnm

i had a fine day !!! hope urs was good as well :-]

@hemorrhage
HELP SNSHXJXS :moai: :cry: :skull:

@hemorrhage
BAHHAHH SURE :skull: :skull#skull#skull#skull#skull: /vnm /lh

@hemorrhage
WHAT YEAH OFC WHATHSHSJS SORRY DHDJD THIS IS JUST UNEXPECTED YEAH MAN OFC /vsrs /vgen /vnm

@hemorrhage
WAHSYXYSHA I WOULD NVER BE MAD SJXISKSKA /gen
I HARDLY EVER GENUINELY GET MAD SO DW BRO IM JUST CHILLNG
N YEAH UVE DEFFO BEEN A BETTER FRIEND N IM SO GLAD UR DOIN GOOD DIDSKSKSL ILYYY <333 /gen /p

@hemorrhage
ILY MORE HENRYYYYY <33333333 /p

@hemorrhage
NFDISLS IDK HOW TO RESPOND TO THSTXHJSKS /vvvvnm /vnneg

@hemorrhage
WAHSHA YES OFC MAN OFC ILL ALWAYS CARE ABT U DUDE ALWAYS <33333 /gen /p ILY HENRY /p /gen

@hemorrhage
WAAAHAHSHHAUA ILY MRE DUDE UR SO COOL N NICE ILY SOSOSOSO SO MUCH GRAAAA !!1!!1!1 /gen /p

@hemorrhage
AAAA HIII HII HI HI HI HI HELLLOOOOOOOO (SAILOR)

GRAAA IM DOIN FINE EDJISKSIS ALS THAT SOUNDS V YUMMY EJDFJID GIGGLES

@hemorrhage
OFMDKSKOS YES YES YES PLS IM SO DESPERATE FOR RPING IVE BEEN ON CHARACTER AI THIS WHOLW TIME ;SKULL;
YHDJSJKS WHAT WOULD U WANNA RP 2?1?1??2?1?1 /vgenq

@hemorrhage
GRAAA IDK SSKSKSKLAOA ANYTHUNG W KODA IS FINE WSSAAHS KODA USUALLY GETS ALONG BETTER W OLDER GUYS BUT WHTEVER U WANT IS FINE !!w!1! /gen /nf

@hemorrhage
GRRESJAJAJA THATS COOL THTS COOL DJSISK IDK ANYTHINGS FIENNNES

@hemorrhage
GRAA ITS OK I GTG IN A BIT SO SJIKSOS IF I DIE THATS WHY DW

@hemorrhage
IM BCK IM SORRY ;#;;#; IDDK IF UR STLL IN THE MOOD OR ANYTHING BUT EJUD ILY SM HENRY U MEAN SM TO ME ILY <33333 /gen /p

@hemorrhage
GU-GULP ;;#;;#;## DOLL ;[;[;;;;;;; /vvp0s

GRAAA GLAD I HELPED ;;;E;D; ILY SM DUDE I RLLY DO N I HOPE UR FEELIN A BIT BETTERR <333

@hemorrhage
HI SORRY SORRY I WAS PLAYING TOTK W MY FAMILY <///3 IM BACK IM SORRY DJCISKL
ILY SM HENRY GRAA

@hemorrhage
GRQAAA ITS SUCH A GOOD GAME URHRHUD ;;;;;#;;#;;#;

I LOFED THE DRAWIMG ITS GENUINELY SO SILLY N CUTE ;[;W;;W;;; GIGGLES /gen IM GLAD U LIKE EM ;;[;[;;#

@hemorrhage
HELPPLEDLD FR ???1?1 /vvvvvgenq /vnm

@hemorrhage
WAHHH OK ;;#;;#;#;; IDK IF ILL ACTUALLY ADD HIM SINCE LIK;;;E;W;W;W; IDK THIS IS A RLLY VIG TH*NG BUT ;; MAYBE ??? IDK TELL HIM I SAY HI ;;;

@hemorrhage
PROBABLY NOT GONN A AGAIN CUZ LIK;E;;;;; IDK I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT U SOUND LIKE AND I DONT KNOW ANYTHING RLLY SO ;;;;D;"" IDK MAYBE IN THE FUTURE

@hemorrhage
please dont worry, i was in no shape or form upset that you joined, im guessing you think that due to the "crying" message i sent but that was not abt you
i was at school and overwhelmed /gen /srs

idk what to say rn so idk /nm

@hemorrhage
:skurries out of my shell:
haiiiiis,,s,,,,sllxla !! /nneg

@hemorrhage

hruuu ^___^ ?1??s?a /vgenq

@hemorrhage
wahhh sorry if im bothering becausw you didnt respond 2 my message ;____;
felt like checking in again uuudmds im not sure if ive done something wrong but djjmdkdsoxls
love you /p /gen /vnm

@hemorrhage
!! dude dw !! /vsrs /vnm

it takes a ton to make me angry and hurt so please dont worry, ive been scared this whole time that you hate me :skull:
ily henry and please dont hesitate to talk to me, im rlly shy so i apologize for the fact i dont reach out much ssjxjxmskkxkxksslcs /gen /vnm
ily henry and please dont ever worry, ily and ive always got you, no need to be sorry for things long gone <3

@hemorrhage
graaa !!! haiii !!!!! i was just thinking of messaging u !!! /gen

im gooddd !!!!! hruuuu :-D ? /genq

@hemorrhage

graaa !!! glad ur doin goooddddd !! /gen wahhshjsusjsksiis hugs you /p

@hemorrhage
WAHHH I WANNA TALK MORE TOOOO ;;;; I JUST DONT HAVE THE CONFIDENCE :broken_heart: :broken_heart: I STILL THINK U HATE ME SO ;S;;P;P /vvvnm

@hemorrhage

wahhhhh thats good !'!!! /gen dididkekdols idk i keep remembering the times when you tolf me i as a person make you feel icky and iisks.s..s...s..sx idk i rlly wanna be super good friends w u but im always scared you dont like me so i just kinda dont do anything ;____; /vvnm
im glad u dont hate me though wahh /gen /vvvvp0s

@hemorrhage
wahhh im sorry idk what to say other than i dont really mind what you say, ive never been one to hold grudges its just that i dont want to hurt you back and all i wanna do is make you feel your absolute best, im just not sure on how to do it
ily sm henry i really do, i genuinely love u and i hope you know that, and i hope everything gets better 4 u, ily soso so much man wahhh sobs and hugs you happily /vvp0s /gen /nneg /nm /p /lh

@hemorrhage
hey, you doin okay henry ? im here 4 u if you need 2 talk, ily henry i rlly do
ill never stop /gen /p

@hemorrhage
wahh ik its probably rlly hard but you got this dude, i know u do, you got this /gen
<3 /p

@hemorrhage
BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG !!!
HAIIII JUST HERE 2 LET U KNOW ILYYYY AND I THIBK UR SUPER NEAT AND COOL AND THAT I REALLY CARE ABT U
DCJJDKDO /gen /p

@hemorrhageV2

@hemorrhagev2

haiiii !!!!! nice 2 hear from uuu !!! /gen /vvvnm
!!!d!s dw ur not bothering me !!! /gen sorry 4 not rlly chatting either , been hanging out w irl's more n im overall just doin my own thing !!!! not rlly super active on here anymore tbh ,,,,, [ my new hyperfixation on hobie brown isnt helping either SOBSSSSSSS ]
but !!! always glad 2 hesr from my friend [ s ] !!! /gen
i hope ur doin good :-] graaaaaa idk what 2 saysxmxm ,,,,,,

@hemorrhagev2

graaa !!!! thats so sweet of u !!! :-] /gen <3333
n dw !!! you dont need 2 try n be a better friend 2 me becaus u feel awkwrd !!! i mesn , its all happened so, what of it ? /vvvnm /vnneg

just ttm whenver u wanna man !!!! you dont owe anything 2 me :-] /gen /vvvnm

@hemorrhagev2

btw !w!q!1! rlly random off topic thing : do you know what happened 2 jasp ? :-[ /vvgenq im a bit worried

@hemorrhagev2

graaa i hope hes okay !!!! maybe he got grounfed w??2??2?!w idk rlly hope hes fine tho !!! /gen mmm

idk what 2 say :boom: /vvnm

yeahh ,,, hes had a lot goin so im not rlly surprised , all that matters is that hes ok in the end so !!! :-] /gen

@hemorrhagev2

im not rlly awkward !!!!! i never like #d.#: hold grudges or whstever since i honestly have forgotten like 70% of what happened so :skull: as long as ur ok im ok dude !!! /gen /vvnm

also thankk uuuu !!!! i gltta know how my husbands doing <//3 cant let him die on me /lhj

@hemorrhagev2 @hemorrhage

im genuinely genuinely not angry at all , i cant even remember how this all started , so please dont worry <3 /gen /srs /vvnm

BEATS UP UR INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS GRRDSGATTAAG

@hemorrhagev2

!!!! you got this dude !!!!! walk it the hell off !!! i literally do not care at all abt what happened so :skull: ik ur trying n trust me ur doin real good dude !!! really !! no matter what you think , i am not the type of mate to care about anything , i walk everything off so dont sweat it !!! /gen /vvp0s /vnm

its a little odd knowing ur 18 , so idk its a little silly , but as long as ur not weird abt it im ight !!! /gen /vvvvnm

ik ur tryin mate n im real proud of ya :-] /gen

@hemorrhagev2
GRAAA I HOP] 2 BE SILLY W U TOO AGAIN DUDE !!!!!!!! /gen

@hemorrhagev2
dude , dont sweat it please , im not a litte wimp who gets sad over some little thing an online person said to me one day , i literally dont care mate , ive been thru hell and back and whatever the hell happened that day is the genuine genuine absolute least of my worries , not even a worry a this point :skull: i am not uncomfortable or awkward abt this all or whatever you think , thats the truth so i dont have much 2 say 2 it /vvvvnm /vnneg /lh /gen

[ cont ]

to me its clear that your the one worrying , i am in no shape or form in distress about any of this and you really need to belive me . it is not the way i am to feel sad about such small trivial things , its stupid to me . please dont thibk about changing anything . that was a time when everything that was said was said , ok yeah cool now what ?
please do not worry for if i am hurt or not , i am hardly ever genuinely hurt , and at that time i wasn't hurt at all

/gen /srs /vvnm /lh /nneg
cont

all my life i have taught myself to not worry , so dont sweat it mate , im ight , now all thats left is 4 u 2 me ight , ight ? you got this dude , you just gotta accept that i really really dont care about what happened

/gen /srs /vvvnm /lh /nneg

anyway , peace , really dont sweat it dude , im ight .

i wish u the best of luck in everything mate , your real dope n a lot of people would agree . :-□ :heart_decoration:

/gen /srs /vvvnm /p

@hemorrhagev2 ^

@hemorrhagev2
everythings ight dude , dont apologize , were all tying our best , you included , everything nice takes time n i hope whatevers happening thats making you feel all down quits and gets squashed :-] /gen /vvp0s /vnm

@hemorrhagev2

yikes ,,,,,,,, the ab ortiin thing is what rrlly does it 4 me : since a little while ago i was terrified that i might be w??w?w?w? just because my . was late by like a week :skull: but it was
so scsry but that was also just be scaring myself

blockig them rn :boom:
hope ur doin well btw hen !!! ily sm n i rlly hope u sti: know that : if u eva need 2 talk or anything im here !!! :-D /gen /p

@hemorrhagev2

!!!! they rlly should not be sayinf those silly stuff here : v not cool : glad theyre gone but i thibk theyll b back :-[
glad ur good hen !!!! luv luv luvvvv uuu !!! so cool !!!!!! so coool !!!!!!!!! /gen /p

@hemorrcage

henry , love , u good ? ily n idk if u know that but i do , so please , u good ? /vgenq /vnm /gen

@migueloharaapologist

@migueloharaapologist
nnonoonon thats completely ok , i just dont want u 2 lose urself while venting , since the emotions may be too much :-] /gen

im sorry ur weeks been cra p :-[ i rlly wish i could help but im not sure how

@migueloharaapologist
HELP I LOVE THAT NICKNAME LOLZ
/gen
[ sorry i was gone 4 a bit , busy getting employed :sunglasses: ]

but ily hen , n im rlly glad u still see me as a friend , cuz i see u the same way :-] ily dude ily sm , u got this mate !!!!! /gen /p