IT JUST TAKES A SEC TO UPDATE LMAO /lh

ALSO REGARDING THAT!!!!! THQT IS WHY IM AFRAID TO TALK TO THEM ABT ITLOL
my dad already knows abt them but doesnt know i like,them(and he usuallytalks abt themin a ??? idk ???.sarcastic tone..????)
but i think if i showed my mom cancer shed like it cause?????? shes emotional lmao???
umm but my dads music genre liking is all over th place we like most of the same stuff but uhhh its hard to figure out what hed like
and first impressions r a lot lmaoo
UHH

ik u didnt need tp hear thst lmao but !!! I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO INTERACT W INTERESTS IN THE REAL WORL D DHFHDHJS"
STLL ANGRY I DID BUY THE BLACK PARADE ALBUJ I SAW

did not*

alright stop commenting wack istg

@wack- BRO DONT STOP I GEN LIKE LISTENING TO U TALK ISTG STOP BULLYING UR SELF!!! I HAVE THE SAME PROB W MY DAD!!! HES LIE THIS ROCK DAD THAT MOST>Y LIKES BLUES SHT AND I HATE SLOW SHT THAT £HY I LIKE METAL SM (AND HYPERPOP) SO UHM??? YEAH I MEAN HE KNOWS WTTBP CANCER FAMOUS LAST WORDS ETC BUT I SHWED TJEM (BOTH OF MY PARENTS) LIKE SONGS FROM BULLETS AND REVENGE WHICH IDT HE KNEW I SHOWED THEM MIRROR AND VAMPIRES FROM BULLETS I TJINK?? AND FROM REVENGE................U PROB KNOW-

@wack- priosn and to the end- AND LIKE????? WHEN I DID SHOW THE THA% HE DID SAY STH SIMILAR TO WHAT H SAID NOW BUT LIKE THOSE SNGS DO HAVE DRUG AND LGBTQ MENTIONS (IG) SO???????????? IMEAN???????? IDFK IM JUST MAKING UP EXCUSES

ARGRGDH NO PROMISES LMAO

he kinda was a big influence on my uhh musical interests?? so we definitely like a lot of the same stuff
but like he goes from jack stauber to old folk songs and some rock AND IDK HOW TO WORK W THAT LMAOO

id probably show him ty flr the venom?? i think hed like that but it does have like... not so kind religious stuff and hes a v religious guy lol
i think hed may like?? deathwish 2??? he likes fast rock BUT HE ALSO DOESNT ARRGGHGGH I DONT UNDERSTAND HIM
i may just say-

to him like hey theyre gonna curse and have dif opinions than u get over it lol
but i dont think hed care

"hes not around hes always looking at men"
u...um no uh dad its lk,e.... about..... best homies ykno??? n-no i mean men as in huMAN yk?? ummmm

ALSO HE GETS ANGRY AT THE SLIGHTEST LGBT REF LIKE THAT DRAG REFERENCE IN PRISON WOULD PROBABLY SND HIM OVER THE ROOF LMAOOOO
we were watching a show and this guy dressed up feminine and he just,,, like turned the tv off and kept mumblin 'thats not okay ew (god stuff) blabla'

@wack- BRO ISTG HE DID TOO AND I MEAN?? HE DOESNT RLLY CARE ABT WHAT I LISTEN TO IF IT DOESNT GET TO ME LIKE IM NOT DUM TO LIKE DO STUFF MENTIONED IN SONGS???? ITS MY CHOICE??? YKWIM??? LIKE N GENERAL!!!! BUT YEAH I GET IT

ALSO MY AUNT (MY DADS SISTER) IS A BIG ALLY TO %HE LGBT AND HER AND Y PRANETS WERE TALKING ABT GREYS ANOTOMY LR STH AD I COULD TLL SHE WAS SUPER HAPPY ABT TRANSGENDER PPL AND OTHERS W DIFF IDENTITIES/SEZUALITIES WHERE BEEING MENTIONED IN A NON STEREOTYPICAL WAY AND I WAS SO-

@wack- HAPPY TO KNOW SOMEONE IN THIS GOD DAMM FAMILY LIKES AND SUPPORTS THE COMMUNITY I AM IN!!1!!1!1! AND IM SUSPECTING SHE KNOWS ABT MY BEING FRUITY BUT I RLLY WANNA GO ON A WALK W HER AND TALK ABT STUFF IM INTERETSTED IN TO GET A BREAK FROM TALKING TO MY PARENTS AAND STUFF BUT IDK SORRY IM RANTING TO MICH GRAJSJ

LMAO MY PARENTS DONT UNDERSTAND THAT I CAN FORM MY OWN OPINIONS AND STUFF LIKE
im not gonna turn gay if i see one gay character
(i..... was always gay but thats beaides the points LOL)

BROOOO ARGRHRHDHS I HAVE NO ONE IN MY FAMILY WHO SUPPORTS
LIKE MY step(?)UNCLE CAME DOWN FROM UP NORTH WITH HIS (then girlfriend now wife) AND THE ENTIRE TABLE I WAS AT WAS MAKING FUN OF THIS TRANS PERSON AND I WANTED TO MURDER ALL OF EM A GG GGGHABAHSH
(my mom, dad, uncle, aunt, grandfather, grandmother(she didnt rlly tho) and umm some other ppl i think??)

the only person who id probably ever hint about being gay to is my grandmother on my dads side
she doesnt seem to /hate/ gay ppl like the rest of my fam
when my grandfather did like the gag face at the gay ppl on a commercial lmao um she said like
hey what are you gonna do about it? you cant change them

so shes not like supporting them but shes not gonna attack them ahaha,,,, ????

and uhh i think its the fact shes like catholic and not super religious lmaoo um while the rest of my family are highly religious christians
i fr need to see the part of the bible that says lgbt ppl are a sin
its really lost in translation anyways so like?? how can u even form a good opinion on that ????

(oh also i used emojis in this idk if theye gonna show up but im sending this from my phone so lol)

AND BRO DW??? U CAN RANT WHENEVER U WANT DUDE ITS FINE!!!!! :]]] /g

yeah the emojis didnt work oh well :')

ALSO ON THE TOPIC OF MCR AGAIN UM

i always miss my opportunity to be like "i likd them" lol

like my dad was talking abt how his coworker n his wife got tickets to see them because she liked them and
i just responded with a weird awkward laugh LMao heelpp meeee

i couldve been like 'oh yeah!!! that make some good music!' but i didnt grhhfh

i thinkhe talkd about that cause i watched like 4 mcr videos on our tv yt acc and it kept showing in our recommended ahhha,,,,,, :')

@wack- wow...i mean like my family is????? my family is religious asf but i dont rlly believe in anything?? but thats besides the point uhm??? the never expressed raw HATE for the lgbtq so lke ???? and neither support its difficult SOB like my parents talk abt gay ppl like theyre aliens sometimes and that it rlly??? like I CANT EXPLAIN IT

but on the mcr topic uhm???? my dad??? HAH IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING- LIKE HE WAS UHM OUT DOING STH AND I WAS AT HOME AND I WAS LISTENING TO REVENEG ON MY TV-

@wack- AND LIKE HE CAME BACK AND AT THE TIME I HAVENT TOLD HIM I LIKED THEM CUZ I DIDNT WANT HIM TO THNK IM A SICKO FOR LIKING BLOOD AND- UHM HE WALKED IN THE LIVING ROOM AND SAID "oh what are u listening to?" and he looks at the tv screen and i was litrally sweating bullets my heart was raising in the Olympics and he said "oh! mcr huh? when did u start listening to tem?" and i was still shocked scared and sharded my pants i said abt a month ago bla bla bla i told him i also liked green day-

@wack- fob bla bla bla and the convo inda ended there????? im also rlly existed i get to see another human being my age so i can hopefully rant abt my obsessions to grrrr idk if hes comfy w me sayig hes name so lets just call him Andrew