I NEVER MEANT TO LET U DOWN OR HAVE U GO IT BETTER by tspp-

OF THIS WAY FOR ALL THE DIRT LOOKS THE PHOTOGRAPHS UR BF TOOK REMEMBER WHEN U BROKE UR FOOT FROM JUMPING OFF THE SECOND FLOOR?

sobber is the last thing i am rn i feel like im going insane like i see and feel stuff that arent there sometimes hear stuff too but its pure paranoia as ik and i always had it but it has...gotten worse? like not to the point of like screamng and yelling and like yk terror its just sth there kinda watching u.....study...sleep do whatever

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17 Aug, 2022, 10:07 pm
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tspp-

17 Aug, 2022, 10:09 pm

anyways i wan5ed to say that im currently in a transitioning phase of my artstyle so im thinking of gong back to my cartoony artstyle but like we'll see how that goes and how long it will last cuz i never have or had an artstyle it always changes

tspp-

17 Aug, 2022, 10:14 pm

i also always had problems w paranoia and stuff like the thing "what if..." and stuff therapy kinda helped for a long time (a year is kinda long right??) but it has came back cuz i never do the like excersises she told me to do while tryna keep away the paranoia but like km starting thera:y again in september but w/the new one i did some sessions w back in june/july and stuff

tspp-

17 Aug, 2022, 10:21 pm

@Jasmin_Quartz no its goes: IM NOOOOOOT OOOOKAYYYY IM NOT OOOOKAAAAAAAYYYY IM NOT OKAAAAAAYYYYYYY^ U WEAR ME OUUUUUTTTT WHAT WILL IT TKE TO SHOW U THAT ITS NOT THE LIFE IT SEEMS? I TOLD U TIME AND TIME AGAIN U SING THE WORDS BUT DONT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A JOKE AND LOOK ANOTHER LINE W/O HOCK I HELD U CLOSE AS WE BOTH SHOOK FOR THE LAST TIME TAKE A GOOD HARD LOOK IM NOOOOOT OOOOOKKAAAAYYY IM NOT OOOKAAAAAAAAYYY IM NOT OOOKAAAAAAAAAAYYY U WEAR ME OOOOUUTTTT

anyways i ned to go to bed in a bit

tspp-

17 Aug, 2022, 10:24 pm

@-Alii- thx!! also WHAT??? U LISTEN TO MCR TOO???? AJJAHDH YIPPEE!!!!q!!1!1!1!!11 WHATS UR FAV SONG??? I HAVE A LOT BUT MY TOP ONES ARE PROB PRISON LIVING FASHION STATEMENT MAMA AND DEAD!

tspp-

17 Aug, 2022, 10:26 pm

@-Alii- yeah i live in greece kts 1:26am

tspp-

17 Aug, 2022, 10:28 pm

@-Alii- oh its ok dw!! lmao mcr is one of my biggest hyperfixations atm for abt 3 months now?? im tryna listen to more thna mcr but lmao yeah idk! i like metal too and tryna listen to more daughters, code orange, slipknot, the used, misfits etc.

tspp-

17 Aug, 2022, 10:29 pm

@-Alii- i mean like i like more than mcr but i always pick mcr and i rlly need to stop grrr-

tspp-

17 Aug, 2022, 10:30 pm

@-Alii- i have family from the us so i kinda do the maths were abt 7 hours ahead of yall

tspp-

17 Aug, 2022, 10:39 pm

@-Alii- have u heard of black veils bride?? u mght like em lmao u might also like fall out boy, panic! at the disco, and maybe 21 pilots?? theyre the most popular emo/pop punk bands everyone knows

tspp-

17 Aug, 2022, 10:47 pm

@-Alii- ik!! i havent heard alot of 21 pilots but?? meh idrk but fob slays

anyways u should totally listen to the black parade the FULL album its totally amazing breath taking anyways gtg gn!!

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