found my lil rat plush i forgot abt for like a year or 2 i bought from ikea for literally no reason but it does have one now! its name is daisy btw it/she and shes gonna be a swingy thing while i watch mcr concerts to feel like im thre rather than routing in my own house knowing i will never be able tl watch a concert from my favourite bands cuz i have so much social anxiety ill literally have a panic attack :)
i flinch when ppl walk past me and theyre not even that close to me like???