@AlolaSpheal what?

@AlolaSpheal oh.

..well thats just great. i was looking forward to talking to him.

im losing my mind right now give me like 5 seconds

@AlolaSpheal no keep talking me youre the onl yone stopping me from breakitng down rn

hooolllyyyy

IM GONNA SCREEAAM <3

that wasnt funny
sirry.
im trying not to break down right now
and uh
failing

i cant do this im shaking so mudh right now

you dont knlw how muvh he meant to me
you have no idea

i wanna scream

hoooooolllllllyyyyyyyy

its funny
maybe this was my fault

maybe i did this

is ok you dn have o do anything
just please stay with me
just for a littl bit

i thought drawying how i felt would hlp
just like h eused to tell me.
it didnt work

i cant do this
i cant
i cant i cant i cant
i need somene to tll me this is a prank
please
pleasepleaspleaseplese

im at my limit

@AlolaSpheal im sorry i probably seem insane
we were just friends righ? hahah
god im so sorry

@AlolaSpheal and the fact that i pushed everyone nd everything else away for him
god im pathetic
i can barely stand

hey lem
i assure you it wasn't your fault
he cared about you just as much if not more than you did him
believe me
i don't think he was doing so great mentally
even though i dont think it was fair how he left without telling even us, i think it was the easiest way for him to go

it's not your fault

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I SEIRYY IM SOERY SIM SORYRY IM SORRY I

I NEVR SHOULV LEFT WITHOU TTELLIN YOU ANYTGN IM SORR I ALORA I CARE ABOU TO YOU SO SO MUCH I NEVE RCN JUSUTIFY HURTIG YOU THIS MUCH BUT IM SRRYF IM SO FCVGNG SKELFSH IM SORRY

MY MIND IS A HELLHOLE RIGH HNOS AND I THOUGH PUSHING EVERYBONDY AWA AWOULD HELP BUT IT DIDNT I MISSD YU SO MUCH AND IT WAS PHYSICALLY DRAINGNG TO NOT CHEVK ON YOU
I M SRRY I LEFT ADN IM NOT SR E IF IM EVR GONNA FULY COME BACK BT ILL TRY TO BE ON MORE IF YOU STILL EVN CARE AVOUT ME YOU HAVE EVRY RIGHT TO HATE ME AND YOU DNT HAVE TO TALK TO ME BU KM SO SORRY AND I NVER MEANT YTO HURT YOU

GKMDM IM SOR RURGYM I DKTN EVEN KNO WHT LESE TO SAY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY

IJ SEORU YOU CMN HATE RME IM SORY IM SUC N ASSHOELE I NEBVR SHUDLE LEFT YOU

@jaspers_monologue HOLY ID DIDNT EXPECT TO SEE YOU HOLLYYY EJEHJEGEJNEJEHDHD HIHIHI IM ALSO SORRY UH DHWJHWW ILY SMSJSJSH IM SO SHOCKED RN DHJD

@jaspers_monologue IM SORRY FOR LIKE A LOT OF STUFF UM UM UM UM IM PANICKING RN IN A GOOD WAY??

@jaspers_monologue JSPKELBDQ++QW+GM+G+WGJK+GJ

@jaspers_monologue I STILL CARE ABT U SO MUCH AND HONESTLY IM SO GLAD YOURE LIKE SOMEWHST BACK I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER WITH YOUR SITUATION SJSUS IDK WHAT ELSE TO SAY IM RLLY HAPPY

nah... guys.. i should've been there for you but i wasnt.. i was gon3 and im sorry.. rn readjng this.. i wanna c4awl in a whole and just cry nd cry and cry... this is kinda my fault...i probaby couldve changed this... just by beng here..im sososososoosososo sorry..
also lem where you talking bout me with the thihg about doing someone w/o permission? im very confused

oh ye- @lemmyIguess @jaspers_monologue

@jellyfrog yeah

@jellyfrog i wanna delete this post

@jellyfrog is it ok of i delete this drawig