thank you and I'm sorry by Cosmic_n_Waffles
sooo i know the art isn't good at all but i needed to say something:
around 2 years ago one of my grandparents were diagnosed with... well what macmillan is there for. These last 2 years have been rough, each day felling guilt for that impossible chance i could have helped and i don't get told anything. my parents worry about me feeling more upset but every day i wake up, scared that it will be their last and i'll be in school when, you know.
thank you, even though you haven't known you've
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05 Jun, 2022, 8:34 pm
helped colors become more of my older and more grown up comfort blanket and bear. when i start to draw on colors, i forget for a little while and just enjoy myself, but there's a reason i haven't been completing commissions (rp and egg adopt).
i like to sketch and muck around on colors but when i've been trying these, i go so slow i remember and i always find myself sunk a bit deeper into my jumper and staring vacantly into nothing, thinking about my unnecessary guilt that i know icouldn't have
05 Jun, 2022, 8:37 pm
changed.
im sorry you've had to put up with me but im grateful you've had so far. when i just go with whatever on colors i find the only reasons i would be deeper in my clothes are
a) its cold
B) im wearing a onsie
and
C) its cosy
so again, thank you for your help which you never realised was helping and sorry for needing tl put up with me in this period of time
05 Jun, 2022, 8:39 pm
sorry for the long messages, i think ive finished the topic so far tho
06 Jun, 2022, 3:31 am
None of that could ever be your fault, though. Incredibly sorry you've been going through such grief. (Hugs) ♥
06 Jun, 2022, 5:53 am
@studiocritter ,thanks for the support.
i might delete this post later bc i only needed to get this off my chest and explain why im soo slow lol.
06 Jun, 2022, 6:43 pm
good luck
07 Jun, 2022, 8:28 pm
@loidforger ,thanks
07 Jun, 2022, 8:31 pm
no problem, i have some emotional difficulty myself
07 Jun, 2022, 8:33 pm
@loidforger ,oh no! emotional difficulty sucks, especially when trying to explain to people why its happening
10 Jun, 2022, 4:13 am
im sorry youre going through that ... if youre ever sad just remember you have us!!! sorry im not very good with my words