tysm @Alexa_Bella!! ^w^

Can we talk later?

@InkDrawz hey, im here. if u wanna talk can we talk now pls?
... i just finished burying a much-loved cat..
i probably wont be on the rest of the day..

can u email me instead @InkDrawz?
i just really dont feel like colors today.
if not, ill tryto check in later...
love u sib.

Yes. This is my problem, I dought too much.
I think even existing is too much of an honor and I do not want to bother Him any more. But I also know that's not true.

same here @SoupiBuddi .
alot of days i feel existing is all i can do! (like today)
i think that its at that moment when faith either becomes the strongest force in your life- or it breaks.
and its so hard at times to keep the faith!
but i know its worth it!! ^w^

James is slap full of wisdom

@TB_studios LOL true true! XD

okay @InkDrawz ur acting the heck weird!
get ur tush over here and tell me! >:p
now sib , now!

@InkDrawz @InkDrawz @InkDrawz
cmon sib.

did i do something to anger u @InkDrawz???

sigh. cya i guess @InkDrawz. ._.

Ha ha, I know it's ridiculous, but I keep thinking that God doesn't want to get involved in my life because everything in my life is a mess. Like my room, my mind, my family, my routines, etc...
But I know that's what He promised to deliver everyone out of. Right?
And, I doubt if I actually have put all my trust in Jesus. I think I have but how can I be 100 percent sure? I don't doubt God's ability at all but I doubt my own faith, wether I actually trust in God.
If I don't know if I am putting my trust in Jesus, that probably means I don't, and I can't get it out of my head, so does that mean my name will be blotted out in the book of life until I get that thought out of my head? Or does it not matter.

Sorry, I didn't realise that I started ranting about stuff..

no! its a very good question @SoupiBuddi!
one i have yet to find the answer too sadly! :'/
i find that ive had so many untrustworthy ppl come in my life that i trusted and then got hurt from- that i dont trust even Jesus easily! (terrible, i need to fix it ik) -countinued

i think the fact you would ask yourself that is a very good sign! ^w^
it means your REALLY trying to find the road Jesus took!
i think the best thing to do is to pray for discernment at times like this.
i (literally yesterday Lol) had to ask myself something similar about weather i was professing my faith enough- or going along with the crowd too much.
i couldnt figure it out!!
and then i prayed for a few hours for discernment ,
the answer felt unclear-

but i asked God (not to mention my good friends)
to help me.
i felt a strong learning towards one, and i took it.
i feel very stress-free about it now- i feel like i chose the right one. ^w^
so i thinking praying for discernment is a good idea.

and about the trust-
i dont think God meant we would never DOUBT-
i think doubting is a natural thing, and that what God wants is to trust him THOUGH we have doubts! ^w^
at least, thats what i think.

and i think that means God will forgiive our doubts- as long as we repent and still trust through our fear.
and sorry for the long paragraphs i left u @SoupiBuddi ! lol xD

Notifs broke ;^; i'M sOrRy! ThEy dOn'T wOrK!

@InkDrawz oh ok. sorry i just got worried! x/
how are u doin? and whats up?

These are very wise words Lydi!
im gonna do that one day.

tysm!
that would be great @IM_COOL123!
i hope u do!! ^w^

thank u!!:D

alright lydi!
i gotta run!
the party's today!!

@IM_COOL123
oh great! have tons of fun!!!! ^w^

i did!! it wasnt as loud as most of the partys were.

@IM_COOL123 oh good im so glad u enjoyed yourself!! ^w^
it sounds like so much fun!!

thank u! although we left at eleven somthing.
my dad says im such a light weight LOLXD

@IM_COOL123 really?! LOL! my dad says the same thing to me too!! XD

HA!!XD

rn im making one of those
imma tag u so u can see it!:)

awesome!!! thanks @IM_COOL123! ^w^

np! sorry i didnt post it yet, i had 2 go to the store. im almost done.

its fine! dont worry bout it so @IM_COOL123!
i take forever to draw anything!! LOL! XD

im done now tho.

@IM_COOL123 sorry to ask- would u mind tagging me again? for some reason im not seeing it! sorry to bother u!! Dx

np!

hey Lydi
i saw your new post
idk if u wanna email me my email is
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hope you're okay

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empyreal daydream @ g mail .com
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