oh no, what happened if you don't mind me asking? you don't have to reply ofc.

@frogbun

I just dislike the fandom, really, I find I feel physically sick whenever I look up fanart or stuff like that, I feel there is a very subtly toxic undercurrent to a lot of fan content that I can't stand, that some people only make fan content because Deltarune is semi-popular and other people use it as a maladaptive comfort and become very possesive over the characters, and an over-abundance of fluff content often leaves me uninspired and drained.
I didn't want my part with the Deltarune comunity to leave me feeling so torn between their idea of comfort and my idea of content.
I feel the overwhelming vibe I get from content pulls me down and halts creative growth in comparison to something like, say, Katamari.
I got into Deltarune to find a ballence of normality and stability, but I just feel disgust and repulsion as a common emotion now.
The divide between the game and the fanbase is the issue, while the game seeks to innovate and expand player's mind, the fandom seeks to

@frogbun
stick to what has already been done and shrink people's minds.

I don't want to shrink, I don't want to be less, but the fandom's social attitude sticks to me and gives me panic attacks.
I should have clarified, I will still be making Deltarune related content, but I will no longer engage or interact with the Deltarune community, because it's bad for my mental health.
I don't think I could give up Deltarune entirely, and, I want to make something beautiful inspired by Deltarune.
Unfortunatly, the Deltarune community is not a melting pot of inspiration and ideas as I hoped, instead, it is simply a place for people to drool over asthetics and make characters do random funny things based off of a meme that was popular 5 years ago.
Nothing wrong with that really, but it is the opposite of the reason I play video games and make art.

I think the Undertale AUs Community on Amino sounds more healhy than Deltarune then.... igh

@HammerdStardust makes sense, i don't think i'd want to be in a fandom like that either. sounds quite draining.