Oh! Well have a fantastic trip (& ofc a safe one!)!!

@CGull
*hugs*
have fun

Cya... have a good trip! I'll be reading Art of War and rotting in my ban! C:

See ya!

Have funn

thanks yall!! cyall later!! ^w^
@Mintyy @EricToon @InkDrawz @Wind_Waker @Empyreal

Cross Country Road Trip Baby!!!!!

I THOUGHT U WERE GONE OMG

D: u scared me

have a good- GREAT, time!

haa :O

@WarriorOfChaos right?! should be super fun! im gonna go to a monster truck rally too!!!! ^w^

tysm @DWADIRUM @MRB68!!! ^w^

@MarkStoulmare sorry!!! i got in trouble at home, and so my parents deleted my account and art!!! T_T
thankfully i still have this one! ^w^'

@madwurmz.com
haa?? :0

@WarriorOfChaos im leaving tomorrow at 6am! ill also get to see my new nephew for the first time!! ^w^

You know what's crazy? I have an uncle in Texas who's two years younger than me. he's my mom's half-brother

@WarriorOfChaos
that is strange!!
my oldest brother is 12 years older than me!!
my sis is 10 years older, and my other bro is 8 years older! o.O

When I was younger i had no idea what to call him. next time i see him i'm just gonna drop the knowledge bomb on him

@WarriorOfChaos
LOL! sounds legit! XD

OOOOOOOOO HAVE FUN!!

@Hailsss
Thankksss!! ^w^
im mainly looking forward to the monster trucks!! XDD

have fun!!!! I'm going on holiday loads in the half term (2 weeks away)

ooh fun!! ^w^
i hope u have a good time too @Avifauna!
ill cya later!!

Enjoy your trip! That sounds so fun!

@CGull YOU SCARED ME HALF TO DEATH-I DIDNT REALIZE YOU CHANGED USERS AND COULDNT FIND YOU D: IM SO RELIEVED!!! Anyway...Have fun on your trip!!! ILY!! :D

hope ur vacation is exciting!
most likely, by the time u come back, i'll finish the drawing!:)

@Cgull OMG THANK GOODNESS :DDD

I hope you have a wonderful vacation. :)

Hey Lydi. By the time you get back you'll probably be tired. I hope everything went well and that you had fun. So far things have been relatively tame here, and I've been keeping myself busy with books (HMM was updated, and there's a little secret in there) and planning the comic. So far there's little to no input because Sweets has artblock, and work on that book has halted for now, plus I'm thinking of just waiting out the week and a half until I can come back. My mind is set on staying :)
I hope things are well for you. Anything new and exciting? How did it go? Was it fun? Did you get ANY sleep or relaxation? ...There I go again sounding like a mom-
No matter what, I'm here for you always, and you don't need to be afraid to talk to me or vent if you need it. I love you sis, take care of yourself. - Ink

@InkDrawz Wassup! I'm so

Sorry for what I've done to you... I was trying to protect and well.... I just made things worse. I've already apologized to the colors team, and I'll make a public apology once I'm off my ban. But this one is a private apology to you.

@razrdraws What for? you didn't do anything. Sleepii started the drama and I finished it. It should've stayed between us, true. You don't need to apologise to me at all, if anything I should be apologising to you. You were only trying to be a good friend, and nobody could ask for more. But it's over now. It's the past, and everyone is over it but her so far, and bringing it back up won't do a thing for the people hurt by it.

Nobody should go after someone like that and then keep it up outside of Colors. Lydi had to delete her account, I was harassed on Gmail and I'm sure there are other people as well.

Y'all are so cool man >_<

@razrdraws How am I cool for saying that you don't need to be forgiven because you were just trying to defend someone???? Like, thank you but I always see myself as the polar opposite lmao-

Hey Lydi, another message. I'm off my ban (hallelujah) and things are slowly calming down. I apologised to Cipher and it seems like we're friends again. HMM was updated and a chapter was finished, and I'd like you to help direct Ophelia's Pov. But you need some time. There's no rush. The comic will be out later when I'm ready.... it's gonna be hard to tackle and I'm gonna need some cheers from my pals. I'm starting to miss Vinyl.... I wish she was here...

I'm sorry to bring my stuff in lmao, I just missed you. Get some potentially needed rest. I loves you - Ink

HEY @INKDRAWZ!!
i missed u sib!! T^T
i had a good time but i am soooooooo tired! lol!
i got to go to a monster truck and dirt bike rally,
and a wrestling competition! ^w^
it was also my uncles bday so we got to celebrate wit him for once!
i also got a bunch of new books and fun stuff!!
i hope ur doin ok! love ya! ^w^

im not suprised! i miss vinyl too! it was really hard cause my phone had service at some points on the trip, but everytime i tried my switch i couldnt get any wifi strong enough. -_-*
im glad to be back tho! i missed u! ^w^

Awesome! Glad to hear you had fun! And congrats for them! :D

@InkDrawz
thanks! ^w^

Also I'm sorry but YoU gOtTa SeE HoRrOr MaNsIoN mYsTeRy'S nEw ChApTeR-

I wanna continue but I want to know where you want me to take it or do, plus there's a neat little secret in there..... if you catch my drift.

I spent like.... the entirity of my ban on about 5 pages TwT

I'm pathetic! :>

@InkDrawz LMAO! XD
i still need to look it up!
ill see if i can tomorrow, cause GOOD GRAVY im exaughsted! T^T

No rush!

I'm just upset that little over 4-5 pages took me HALF. A MONTH. Good LORD why?????? >:^

lol. XD

totally diff subject @InkDrawz.
i dont think i told u, (but pardon me if i did)
eric and i broke up. my decision.
i like him alot, and we are still friends.
but i just cannot be in a relationship rn.
Too much. :'/
dont really care to talk about it more than that-
but u need to know, i mean for goodnss sake ur my sib!
but pls dont talk about it with anyone else please, its rather personal. :/
annnnnyways. ye.

I get it. You two were actually very cute, but relationships CAN be a strain, especially if a partner is hurt or something happened, and I understand. Nobody should be in a relationship if things are going on and it'll add to it. But I'm here. I'm sure me and Sky will fight (hopefully not as bad as Anubis... we were so bad sometimes) and it's natural, just like siblings, but if it's a huge strain or too much then nobody can blame you on that.

Eric already told me about it though... he already knows that I hope you two can be better buddies now!

No you aren't Lydi. But.... try to get your mind off of it, okay? If he wants to leave it most likely isn't because of you. It'll hopefully fizzle, but dwelling on it won't do anything. In a way it's like that with me and Cipher because I guess I was far off. I'm hurt, but I'm not chasing anyone. Not anymore.

its not that easy @InkDrawz.
not for me. im ok, just forget i said anything.
i shouldnt have... i show far to many of my vulnerable sides to others..

I know it isn't but thinking about it won't do any more good Nicole. Do whatever you want. I'm just trying to help.

@InkDrawz it is me.
i am the issue.
thats why hes leaving. because im a monster. kiwi was right.
people keep leaving because i hurt them too much.
i dont mean,to, but i do. always. everytime.
im not exaggerating, its just true.

@InkDrawz im not telling this to you so u can 'fix it'
im just telling u because ur like literally one of the 3 ppl i havent dramatically hurt yet.
im just telling this as a warning. ppl shouldnt get close to me.

Nikki, NO ITS NOT. Like I said there's probably something irl. I was going to during my ban because of the backlash that WAS my fault! I egged Sleepii and didn't even consider that another person was doing worse! So stop blaming yourself until the person actually answers because you AREN'T! If anything, you keep me here! How would a monster keep someone on Colors????

The only time you really hurt me is when you don't listen to me or really get into it with Sky, but that's just because I've been down that road. It leads to nothing.

he wont even reply when i say something nice @InkDrawz.
ive tried being his friend and he wont even give me a dan answer.
im exaughsted from lack of sleep and i cant stop crying.
its me. and i just really hate all of this sh-t.

..im gonna head to bed.. ily. gn. see u tomorrow ink.
and im sorry.

Good night sib. I'll try to write him.
Get rest and dream well. MaYbE oF JiMiN-
(I won't stop lmao-)

@InkDrawz its fine.
i cant force him to be my friend. thats even worse.
its fine just leave it be.
thanks tho. i wish i could dream of jimin. lol

OR GHIRA! >:)

lol! XD
ill try. thanks @InkDrawz.
goodnight sib! <3

Night. You already know who I'll be dreaming about :)
BYYYYYYYRNE! >:D

SHOULDNT U BE DREAMIN BOUT UR BF INSTEAD OF BRYNE @InkDrawz?!? XD
LOL!

and im sorry if this is rude, cause i know ur trying to help-
but can u delete ur comments from erics latest post?
i feel like sh-t over it, but look how well that worked in the past with other ppl.
if i insist on friendship with eric, it might make him feel like leaving more. i may not romanticly want him, but i want him to be happy.
and the last thing i want is another drama...
cause remember when i told someone i felt ignored n the past? they said i was dramatic, i dontt wanna quarrel -_-*

@InkDrawz sorry. i do know ur just trying to help, and i wish so badly that would work,
but it might just stir up more trouble..
yk what i mean? i hope u understand..

@InkDrawz like that person told me before , it was just me being stupid.
im sure hes not ignoring me, its just me being stupid again.