@InkDrawz Ok... 1. It's IMPOSSIBLE for me to not care about you. Whenever I'm on here, I'm hoping you'll say something to me, or respond to something I said. And when you go, everything is boring lol. 2. Your having a hard time with the past... I know that's tough... The first step to recovery? You talked about it openly. That means that you don't have to suffer alone. Me and Lydi can't heak you, but we can try to give you encoragement

@InkDrawz 3. Even though there's ppl who will come and go in your life, even if Me or Lydi left, it wouldn't be to hurt you or be shady b--ches. Anyone who left you on bad terms, though you did NOTHING to them, wasn't meant to be in your life. Don't ever let it get you too down. Me and @Lydi072 will always be your "rides-or-die"

@InkDrawz I require hugs Liebling.... Kindly give them to me pls T^T

@Glass_Galaxy Oki! *squish hugs x100*

@InkDrawz Thank you Mo'grha...♡♥

@Glass_Galaxy Hey boo... hope you have a good night...

Lydi is tired and dealing with sh/. I told her how Jasper quit and people went on break or disappeared left and right. She was shocked. She was apparently hurt by the whole ya'll-are-using-me-thing (I told her so she knew how you were feeling and spoke herself) thing....

@InkDrawz Jasper QUIT????!! Omg- I wish I could've told him bye.... but... tell Lydi that I'll be praying for her for sure... also tell her that... Miki (Sleepii) tried to sew doubt in my head about you guys..

I tell her that I don't hate her or mistrust her... I was just afraid and sensitive after that whole "gay thing" where we got banned... tbh I'm still sensitive to that incedent... had it not been for you, I wouldn't have returned... Tbh idk why I was banned from insta, but I'm glad my mind isn't being poisoned with lies anymore..

@Glass_Galaxy Is there anything you want to tell her directly? I can copy and paste it to Gmail. She isn't on that much since she's busy, but that's how we keep in touch.

Tbh, I think she (Miki) was trying to drive a wedge between us. I don't know why (probs the 'victim' thing -_-) but she needs to let it go. Everyone else has, and it was MARCH. SEVERAL months ago! -_-*

@InkDrawz I read that you'll be gone for a while.... Don't worry, I'm gonna be gone for a while... But when you do return, I'll have some art for you! I love you♡♥♥♥♡♥

@InkDrawz you know what Ink... I'm not angry at Alii for the whole nsfw rp... I'm angry at her for lying to me about her age... I trusted her. I thought she was such an amazing person. I've done some shady things, but I would NEVER lie about my age to be in a relationship with someone...

Had I known that Elijah was so young, I would have told her that there relationship was HIGHLY inappropriate... Believe it or not, I could even understand if she was 2 years older than him. I've liked a girl who was 1-2 years younger than me, but I was 13 or 14 at the time and we didn't even date... 17 year old with a 14 year old is FAR different then 13 with 11.

Alii will be 18 in April... DATING A FOURTEEN YEAR OLD! I'm so angry at her.... Why did she do this to herself and that child....

@Strings_Again I dunno buddy... I thought they were okay aside from the whole NSFW thing until I heard that he was that young.... dude..

@InkDrawz so... I have something to tell you... pls don't hate me... Um- So- Coffee_Beans told me she had a crush on me and she seems to be making it public. She said she knows we're a couple. At first I simply thought it was cute, but... now it feels like flirting...

@Strings_Again Excuse me, WHAT?
Mind running that by me AGAIN?
She likes you, but makes it public and feel like flirting while she KNOWS we're together???

HELL. NO. TO. THE. NO. :>

She asked me not to hate her for it and asked me if we could still be friends. At first I was like: "oh well since it's nothing romantic we can be friends." But idk now... it feels like that was a bad idea...

@InkDrawz Calm down Cariño...

No, Sky, I don't hate you. I love you. And it's fine if somebody likes you, but the fact that we're together and it feels like Coffee is flirting with you is kinda pushing a nerve. Especially knowing about that tiny little detail.
If it keeps up I'll try to talk to them, but if it makes you uncomfy you know what to do. Sorry if it's bothering you that much boo... *hugs*

@InkDrawz I didn't tell you because I didn't think that it was gonna be like this...

@Strings_Again Also telling a girl to calm down is basically asking a wasp to sting you-

Well, it is. And it's getting on my last nerve.

I'm glad you aren't mad... But I'm sorry I had to tell you..

@InkDrawz also- duly noted '-w-

@CrystallizedDusk Dusk... I have to say this... I have to say this right now because if I don't I'll probably die of unresolved things... I just ask that you don't hate me for this.. please....

Everything is so uncertain that I don't know how... i don't know how it will be possible to sustain the relationship we have now... I know that this is already technically a long distance relationship... but I don't see us being able to keep this up the same way.

I feel like slitting my throat for what I just said... I don't feel like I could live without you.... I can't stand the thought of being away from you... but I don't think that I can act like I can sustain a steady relationship now.... And the thought of hurting you is worse than the thought of living without you...

A friendship is different than a romantic relationship. It needs more attention than a normal friendship... right now I don't think I can give it what it needs... I just don't want you to hate me... I want to stay your friend... But I can understand if you don't want anything to do with me... I don't see how I can get in contact with you or Ezla now... I don't have the convinience to do that as of now... and after tonight I'm dropping off for a while altogether...

I couldn't bear the thought of ghosting you... I feel like it's the cowards way out... You deserve for me to be honest with you, and I love you too much to not say goodbye for now... I'm so sorry... I'm so so sorry... Please forgive me...

@Feather_Breeze Okay Sage.... be safe, and I'll be praying that you feel better. I cant live without you either, but it feels like I've let the relationship down too... it isnt all on you sugar. Take a break of needed, and whichever way we decide, I love you always.