@Lydi072 thank the gods im not the only one lol! i feel its a shame for me sometimes though, because i love to draw, i just dont seem to excel at it :\

Sometimes you just have to give it a go. If you're looking for inspiration, look no further than the things you like. Create a scene out of it. Or perhaps practice a portait. Just because you're not satasfied with the results, doesn't mean you suck.
Think of it this way; Are your only options to make art worthy of a museum, or never even try? Would you criticize some up-and-coming artist for not being as good as the best of them? We tend to give words of encouragement to others when we see their potential, but for some reason, we are harsh on ourselves.

Assuming you think you suck because you're not good at something.. So what you don't measure up to your own expectations yet. There's room to grow. I cringe whenever I look at my childhood sketches. And now I'm almost enamoured at what I do now. I've seen this growth not only in myself, but in many artists Galleries here on Colors throughout the years. If this is something you like to do, nothing is stopping you.

@The_Adjudicator thank you! you made me cry in a good way! im just, kinda speachless and touched at your kind words