i have gender dysforia by picklejuice

its really hard for me to say how i feel and what gender i am... i dont like my chest at all and it hurts.. it hurts so bad mentally and physicaly my hull body is changing in ways i dont want it to... i wanted to be a biological male but no one understand me cuz when i tell them that they say 'so you want to be a boy' but my answer is 'no, no i dont'
i want to be accepted as who i am,in my school,at home,anywhere honestly...
i feel like so much stuff is piling up inside me and i felt like ventig

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_tjz_

20 Feb, 2022, 6:53 pm

huh.. Honestly, I don't know how it's like, so I can't really say much. But I do hope you do end up finding who you are soon. You got it

dude5762

20 Feb, 2022, 7:31 pm

may I suggest church OH Sanctuary in middlefield Sunday 9:00 - 10:00 Thursday 6:00 to 7:00

dude5762

20 Feb, 2022, 7:35 pm

also if you do come don't mention me parents don't like me mentioning this stuff

picklejuice

20 Feb, 2022, 7:41 pm

@ATJArt im not cristian and i dont live in American sorry

picklejuice

20 Feb, 2022, 7:43 pm

ty @LeTJBOI. i have found a gender identity that fits on what i feel

ponopzop

20 Feb, 2022, 7:51 pm

@ATJArt How invalidating! Very rude.

I can't imagine how hard it must be to go through all of this, I hope your social network irl and on colors is able to help you to open up about your gender identity, its not an easy journey by any means but I hope you're able to find peace - you are valid and I hope things get easier, stay strong!

picklejuice

20 Feb, 2022, 8:01 pm

tysm @ponopzop that means a lot to me ♥ its hard ngl and ik it will become better ty im really happy ppl understand...

LouchanSan

20 Feb, 2022, 8:14 pm

I get you, you are not alone
Sometimes i hate the way my chest and hips look like
Because sometimes i don´t want to be a woman
It´s hard, but i am strong enough to take it
I want you to be strong, too
Because i know how brave and strong you are, and i know you can do it
I´m proud of you, and i will be here if you need me

picklejuice

20 Feb, 2022, 8:36 pm

tysm @LouchanSan if i need anything i will ask for your help ♥ can i hug you?

picklejuice

20 Feb, 2022, 9:21 pm

i really need a hug ty @Lovely_Lilly11 :hugs:

picklejuice

20 Feb, 2022, 9:22 pm

lol i get the joke but a hig would help @ruthie ty for your support

picklejuice

20 Feb, 2022, 9:22 pm

@Lydi072 im not cristian but ty :)

LouchanSan

20 Feb, 2022, 11:29 pm

Of course! uwu *hugs*

ChaoticMess88

20 Feb, 2022, 11:34 pm

oh im so sorry!! i think your amazing and this situation must really put you through stuff and really bang you up! please be kind to your self! i know my words are probably hollow and mean nothing, what complaments do you like more? masc or something else?

picklejuice

21 Feb, 2022, 1:55 pm

@ChaoticMess88 masc are fine ty for ur kind words tho it means a lot to me ♥

picklejuice

21 Feb, 2022, 1:56 pm

tysm @Bayro

turt1le

21 Feb, 2022, 3:02 pm

I probably can't be of much help, but I do hope that you figure it out </3

picklejuice

21 Feb, 2022, 4:43 pm

thank you @KiwiCactus!

shsl_frog

22 Feb, 2022, 4:58 am

hi im adopting u im ur trans dad now

dude5762

22 Feb, 2022, 6:35 pm

@ponopzop how is it rude?

Sky_Galaxy

24 Feb, 2022, 12:51 am

@ATJArt I agree with @ponopzop it's invalidating their feelings by not exactly addressing the issue. The least you could have said was: I'm sorry you're going through a tough time.

Sky_Galaxy

24 Feb, 2022, 12:54 am

@zappyfr0go *hugs* I'm sorry, I understand how it feels to be disatified with yourself even though I've never experianced what you're going through. I genuinely hope you find what you're seeking :)

Sky_Galaxy

24 Feb, 2022, 12:56 am

@ATJArt no offense at all, maybe it was how it came off. Even if you weren't trying to be rude

picklejuice

24 Feb, 2022, 6:45 pm

@sterlinglee123 OMG THAN< YOU DAD!!!!

picklejuice

24 Feb, 2022, 6:46 pm

ty @Sky_Galaxy! i hope the best for youuu

Hisoka_lover_2239

01 Mar, 2022, 1:24 am

May I offer you my gender dysphoria hoodie in these trying times?

picklejuice

01 Mar, 2022, 8:59 am

@Hisoka_lover_2239 :0 OMG TYSMMMM :hugs:

dude5762

06 Mar, 2022, 6:30 pm

well what country do you live in?

picklejuice

06 Mar, 2022, 6:43 pm

@ATJArt is it necessary to answer? i live in greece

afton33_lolbit

07 Mar, 2022, 7:11 am

i have a non binary friend so this is definitely fine

dude5762

31 Mar, 2022, 6:51 pm

thats cool!

dude5762

31 Mar, 2022, 6:52 pm

also no it is not that necessary.

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