hi! :3

Wassup, shrimp! Why gettin banned?

u here? now?

yo @GaboKoopa @razrdraws @appletown
i spoke out against mortis a dog/minors f---er and
getting banned- but hes not! totttttaaaallllyy fair right? xD

@appletown lmao! ikr? -_-"

Uh huh.. fishy

RIGHT @razrdraws?! im just rather steamed about it! :l

ugh yeah :I that guy being on here makes me uneasy

oh wait a sec- i just checked Mortis's account and it seems like its disabled or somthing, when u click on any of his drawings it says they're deleted :o

oop- update, his account is completely gone now :p

HOORRRAAAY!!!
hear that @SleepiiGeminii hes gone! :D

ty for telling me @Hailsss! and yes, me too. he Reallly gave me the creeps!-_-

@yukyU_U HEYYYY!! im alive and back !!!
i missed u!!! how you been?! :D

lol! im so glad to be back @yukyU_U!! :D

You were one of my favorite followers!!!! Any chance I could get you back?!

@WarriorOfChaos YEAH!! i just did!! :D

THANK YOU!!

@WarriorOfChaos
yeah! im so sorry bout that!!
i got in trouble at home and my parents deleted my art and main account!! and now im havingtrouble finding all my friends again!!! T_T
so tysm for finding me!!!

I am so glad God blessed me with parents who know that art is important to me.

thats very great @WarriorOfChaos!!
i wish mine did! T_T
but, i have no cause to complain, their very good in many other ways!

I think your mother might be projecting her own interests on to you when i comes to art

@WarriorOfChaos maybe!
still, i kinda think its just cause none of them are super artistic, so their not sure what to think about my art? like my mom likes when i do animals, but they both dislike anime, and thats like literally ALL i draw! LOL! :'/
hopefully someday theyll learn to not only accept it, but like it too. :D

sounds great @lydia1027!
thats really cool! especially considering my online name is Lydi! and ur lydia! LOL! XD

OMG UR BACK AHHHH I MISSED U SO MUCH!!! WHAT HAPPENED???? @Lydi073

hii @XxIzzi_Da_AxolotlxX !!! ^w^
i got in trouble at home and my dad deleted my account and art!!
thankfully he didnt know about my side account!
ive been having trouble refinding all the friends and followers i had too!
im glad to see u again , missed u!! ^w^

i missed u sm to lyds

@XxIzzi_Da_AxolotlxX hehe! ^w^

hehe

hey @Hailsss could we talk?
i could really use a Christian friend pep talk just now.
if not, thats ok too!

@Hailsss @Hailsss @Hailsss

Yeassss, im here, whats up? :0

goorllllllll

G O R L

sorry, just needed some Christian advice.

so i put on my pf about my bare-laid beliefs.
i feel very conflicted. and i cant think objectively rn (que u) so, i feel like i should profess my beliefs right?
but i also feel as though im making ppl leavve before getting to know Jesus, thru me.
BUT i also feel like ive followed the crowd too much, and my beliefs have been faden.
but i feel better saying it, but im scared too. >-<
so like im unsure. what do u, think of this situation????

GOOORRLLL @Hailsss XD

@Lydi073 Ofc the bible says to count it all joy when troubles come your way..
I think its great that you're standing up for whats right. Its easy to feel kinda deflated in a community like colors, where there's literally only like, 5 Christians.. xD

truuuee.. but i feel so stuck bout EITHER Q_Q
like, i want to protect my faith, and for it to be strong,
but i also dont want to fight 24/7.
what im scared of most, is losing my faith.
i dont think i ever would- but i DO feel as though my morals have slipped since hanging-out with ppl who think so diffrently???
hmmmmmmmmmmm. and then i was having a stress attack over doing it, AND not doing it at the same time... o.0
and then im wondering if the part of me NOT wanting to do that, is the -

devil telling me lies????? :0000
hmm. x-x

...
i tthhhhhhhhink ive decided????
im going to leave it up i think? =.=
thanks for the advice @Hailsss!! sorry to bother u!!!
its just a hard subject yk??? xD

@Lydi073 Ughh yeahhh i feel the same way!
Like, rn i just responded to jasp about abortion. I think we can both agree that abortion is horrendous, so i cant just stand around and say nothing.. But i definitely dont appreciate the backlash either :/ (Although the convo is pretty civil so far)

and noooo you aren't bothering me at all! :D
Are u ok with me sending you youtube links through email? There are a few really good evangelists out there that i like watching

oh yeah id love some!! please do @Hailsss!
i may have to send u a yt link too!
u could see my dad in my church preaching! ^w^

^ only if u want ofc! i wont send it if u dont want! ^w^

@Lydi073 ohhhh yeah go for it!!
I might not send anything tonight tho, but definitely tomorrow! :3

@Hailsss uhhhm not trying to be nosy , and its ok to not answer this! but was it eric? :o
he blew up at me several times. not like i dont understand it, but yeeeeeah.

anyways, same here! i know its on there since my dad uploads weekly, but im so inept at yt lol. XDDD

@Hailsss he told me to quit pestering him not to long ago. thats why i asked. sorry. xd

(yes i will delete it) hmm. actually im not that suprised! they are who started the drama on inks post after all! :'/
sorry to hear it bestie! at least know that me, tb , ww , zoni, warrior, and imcool all i agree with u!! ^w^

oops frgt to tag! @Hailsss

@Lydi073 Aww seriously that small group of our Christian friends on here are the legit G A N G QwQ
Tall72 or whatever his user is, is also Christian... but he doesn't get very involved with the drama on here xD

@Hailsss lol! cant blame him tho! Dx
but yeas, i really do appreciate our little gang!
honestly alot of times when yall held me up from falling apart!
even if we have alot of haters- i think its worth how strong our gangs bond is! its kind of beautiful in away! ^w^

@Lydi073 Right!?!! QwQ
Yeahh TB and ww really helped me when i had a small meltdown lol. because i was being called a bigot and stuff for my beliefs. And i love chatting with you too, its a real pick-me-up after a debate LOL

ohhhh btw, now that we're emailing i might send u a pic of me :3

@Hailsss right?!? XDD
im glad if tb and ww helped u!
we really gotta atick together- theres so few of us in the world. Q_Q
i hope our gang always stay friends! even if we all stopped for some reason, im thankful for all the help in the past yk? ^w^
except for my immediate family, (and our gang and u! lol!)
i cant really talk about these things with ppl!
so its a refreshing breeze, yk? ^w^
like your good advice.. 7 minutes ago! LOL XD

@Hailsss oh that would be cool!
i CoUlD SeNd yOu 50000 PiCtUrEs oF JimiNs fAce! LMAO XD /jkjk

@Lydi073 Agreed UwU
TB told me that he might get an instagram and that he'd let us know if or when he does.

@Lydi073 OMgEe jImmInN

ugh sorry i keep tagging you even though its on your own paintinggggg

@Hailsss oh that would be good!
ive been trying to get everyone im super close to on heres email/insta just in case! o.o
well like froggy! i didnt agree on her with everything- but she has insta and so at least i can see her alittle bit there! ^w^

@Hailsss LOL its fine!! my notifs are so buggy it actually helps!! lol! XDDD

right!
Oh and i uhhhhhhhh kinda unfollowed froggy on insta-
I didnt mind all her selfies but one post she made to her story was kinda provocative (some woman in a very small Bikini/bra with big b0oba) 0.o

I probably could have overlooked that, but a lot of my irl friends are following me, so i didn't want them to somehow go down the rabbit hole of the people im following and find THAT xD

@Hailsss oooh didnt see that!! thanks for the warning! o.0
my brother checks my phone at random-
and id be (for good reasons lol) in BIG trouble if they saw that!! x_x
noooooot good. xd

@Hailsss EXACTLY!! Dx

IkR my dad would be MEGA ANGRY if he found that..
Im trying to by as good as possible so my chances of getting a normal phone someday aren't ruined xD
(i use insta on the fams i-pad ha..haha.. ;-; )

lol yeah, same here! ^w^
i wanna show my parents that i can handle the internet, without going down a path of bad stuff, so that im allowed to do so! x_x lol!

ill see u tomorrow bestie! i gotta head to bed! thanks for all the advice , chatting and fun @Hailsss! ^w^

Yassss
Saints 4 life lol
Ok gn, ttyl nicole! :3

@Hailsss
LOL goodnight! XD

i hope ur to the same point i am with colors...
like if someone hates me who even cares?
just block em, or ignore em. if someone leaves u, or unfollows u cuse of it, whys it matter?
that person obvs wasnt ur friend in the first place if theyd leve that easy. :'/
and the good ones will stck like glue!
idk, thats just how i feel rn!
kinda freeing actually! i feel less stressed! ^w^

@Lydi073 thanks lydi U-U
Ya sorry, I'm not interacting with them i just get frustrated sometimes. :I
Sorry to bother uuuu! after like, 5 minutes im over it. I should probably just set my switch down when im frustrated instead of venting to u sorry Dx

I gotta loosen up a little U-U

oh no! i didnt mean 'dont vent to me' i just meant last time i almost got banned for venting, and i dint want that to happen to u!!! Dx
i like hearing my friends talk! weather venting or chatting! ^w^
boy, cipher is definitely not who i thought tho!
sorry uve had to go thru that @Hailsss!! :(

@Hailsss hey i have n idea! do u have anything lavender scented??
i find that helps me relax!! ^w^

@Lydi073 i gotcha :3
I do try to keep my venting to a minimum though.. but its nice to know i can talk to you! And uhhh... does lavender scented deodorant count?? xD

@Hailsss if ur deodorant helps u de-stress i guess??? LOL XD

MmmmmMm yess after a long stressful day the only thing that helps me relax is sNorTinG mY deOdOraNt!!! x'D

@Hailsss LOL! XD

Also im curious, has anyone had issues with u about ur bio?

SO weird *to me

tho i hope he'll wanna be friends/friendly someday, until then ive been trying to not interact . lol.
☆♪iM sO sIcK oF dRaMaAaA!!!!♪☆
yk? -_-*

As for cipher, I've given up them. As bad as that sounds.

Literally all i did was explain my worldview as politely as possible, and they go and tell me to never comment on their art, then they block me and tell others to block me, AND told ME to unfollow them. :/
Frankly, thats not the type of person i want to be friends with xD

*Given up ON them* bluh, excuse my EenGlIsH

@Hailsss same here. :'/
but i mean i wish we COULDVE been friends. sad.
i didnt even SAY anything to them- (but because my pfp i guess?) they blocked me. lol. :'/

idkkķ Im trying not to focus on it too much. Most people on here aren't that blunt, so i get along with the majority of people on colors.. :p

@Hailsss same! they really turned on a dime!

i even got a new follower today-
theyre in 'the community' andreally nice , and dont care what my opinions are!
it was nice that someone dosent hate me!LOL ^w^

@Hailsss and ye, im trying to stop thinking about that..
along with the kitty. :(
i keep thinking "im ok, and ive cried enough today, im good!" and then when i think ive done crying, i start again. i hate it so much.. T_T

Yeahh i love it when i find a lgbtq person that doesnt hate my guts right from the start. xD Like veggie! :3
*major subject change* Its ok to cry nicole :/
A few days ago thats about all i did.. ALL DAY D'x
It'll pass, just hang in there... Wish i could cheer u up somehow :(( *pat pat* THERE THERE CHILD, LET MY CALMING VOICE SOOTHE YOU!!!!!

@Hailsss lol ikr? XD
thanks, i just reeeally feel like a weak person when i cry (which i often do lol)

AND I CANT HEAR UR VOICE BECAUSE WERE TEXTING @Hailsss!!! LMAO XDDD

aww :<
U can cry a river nicolee, just make sure u take care of yourself! Make sure to eat and drink water or the obvious choice... TEA!

WHAT DO U MEAN YOU CANT HEAR ME?!? IM YELLING SO LOUUUD LOL

oh btw i responded to ur emails, or maybe you saw. Idk just in case u wanted to knowwww lol

@Hailsss ill try to 'mom' LOL! XD
and oh ty! ill have to check later, my phone iisnt on me at the moment! XD

Thats 'Mother' to you, thank you very much! xD (JK)
Ohh and thats fine! sorry if i seemed pushy lol.
AlsO i might send u a pic of me tomorrow :p is that weird? Its just that i know what you look like, but not vice verse. (except for my self portrait ig xD)

nah u aint pushy @Hailsss! dw! lol! XD
and yeah thatd be nice! if u dont want to, please dont feel pressured into doing so tho!
its actually been alot of fun on insta getting to see some of the ppls faces from here!
like froggy and pono, they look EXACTLY like theyre self-portraits LOL XDDD

OMGOSH YES especially pono, she looks EXACTLY how she draws herself! :o
And ty, i dont feel pressured tho, slightly awkward maybe but im always awkward sooooo- x''D

And all i can see of veggie (sky) on insta is his eyes xD

@Hailsss
LOL dont be! i look like literalroadkill! XD
and besides i think i know u by now: :p
ur gonna have a super-model no-acne no-scared with long eyelashes -face ...
and ur gonna be humble and say ur not pretty! LOL XD
IM CALLIN IT NOW. XD

@Hailsss lol! ill see ya tomorrow bestie! XD

@Lydi073 Pfff xD welll just know the pic ima send is from the wedding i was in, so i have ♪makeup covering my acne♪ LOL
Anyways cya tomorrow nicole! xD

And STOP CALLING URSELF ROADKILL!!
My mom saw u on ur insta and legit said "she's a cutie"!! ok idk if that means a whole lot coming from my MOM... But i think ur really pretty too ok??? >:(
No more of this roadkill stuff U3U

@Hailsss
UHUH coming from somebody with probably NO ACNE !! XDD PFFTT

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♥♡♥rOaDkIlL!♥♡♥
LOL XDD

sTo00oOp ur not a semi truck eitherrrrrr!
And noo, sorry idk what went down over there :/
Do you mean your worried if ww is upset with you or eric? I feel like you could just ask ww on a private post

WELL UR FLIPPIN GORGEOUS ROADKILL THEN

@Hailsss lol- just fyi i deleted some of the more.. political convos. lol! XD

Thats fine!! probably a good idea.. :p

oh jeez pls pray @Hailsss

:0
What happened?

@Hailsss check ur email later if u can.
i cant really talk bout it here. sorry.

oh thats ok!
I'll be checking my email in maybe an hour, i-pad is occupied atm Dx
But I'll definitely pray rn!

tysm @HailsssTheSequel!
and sorry i wouldve shared it on here, but its rather private. lol . xd

@Sugar-Sweets I'm just going to let you know that I'm leaving colors. I'm going to try to get back in contact with you and (hopefully) Dusk as soon as possible... I just want to let my besties know. I'm scared to, but I can't go back. Sorry.

@Hoshi_Bat aww man! be careful! ill miss u! stay safe!! qwq