im here for you i sorrwy that happend to you :c i hope you feel better soon :)

its hard when you lose a freind but you got us on colors

@zoni_lilly Thank you... She was my best friend and I've known her for so long. Everything reminds me of her. I can't get her out of my head. She acted as if we were never besties, when a short while ago, we were promising we'd always be there for each other. I find it funny. The amount of love and effort put in for several years becomes meaningless so quickly. As if it never happened. The time spent with each other was meaningless if it just leads to this. What was the point? But I still miss her dearly... It's my fault. I'm supposed to help others. I've been nothing but lovely to her... And the moment I need what everyone else needs, which is an ear to vent to, I'm a bad person...

@fenniken No, no... That won't be necessary... As she may have been harsh and rude to me, I still care very deeply about her. Even if I didn't, I wouldn't want others to get involved...

Sometimes justice isn't necessary for these kinds of things. I've had worse friends who I still wouldn't want to seek revenge on.

Please settle down, @fenniken ... It's alright, really. Life is a learning experience. I can accept my falling-outs and move further in my life. It hurts, but I'm strong.

@fenniken Crying isn't a sign of weakness. It's healthy to allow our emotions to flow. As for ther info, I prefer not to say, as I don't want anyone to bring this situation up to them...

@fenniken I would prefer not to expose past friends. This isn't your battle. It's honestly alright. I appreciate your concern, but I would much rather they move on as well.

@fenniken I don't think this situation could have been solved...

@fenniken I appreciate it. Thank you...

im so sorry she bailed on you that terrible :C

@fenniken I don't often exchange social media with people here. Email and Facebook is too personal in my opinion. I am more comfortable with Discord.

@zoni_lilly Thank you. These things happen. It's just another lesson for me.

@fenniken That's alright.

@fenniken I'm sorry. I don't want to give out my social media other than Discord. I prefer to be somewhat anonymous.

@fenniken It's nothing against you. My feelings are based on past experiences.

@fenniken Sorry, but I'm not exposing them.

@fenniken Please let it alone. They aren't even on here...

@fenniken It's a farewell letter to her. I know she won't see it. She wouldn't even care, but making this helped me move on.

@fenniken She really isn't... I really admire her and value her. Even if she hates me and thinks I deserve pain. It's her other traits that prevent me from hating her.

@fenniken She didn't tell me to die... Nor did she hint towards that... It was just an argument that left me to feel like I'm a bad person for needing kindness in a hard line in my life...

@fenniken She was far from toxic. She was a wonderful friend to me for years. We both had stress and she snapped when I went to her for help. I'm not sure what happened that day, but it turned into a huge argument, which I deeply regret. I wish I never tried to vent to her... I thought it was OK to vent...

@fenniken I'm upset because she was a wonderful friend. She wasn't toxic. She wasn't selfish. She was the only one there for me for a long time.

@fenniken She didn't tell me that, nor did she cause me to believe that. I only said that because it's what I believe is true.

@fenniken ... I disagree. I feel like you aren't fully understanding the backstory from this, since it's really hard for me to understand it myself. I think it's best to let my past friends move on.

@fenniken Yes. You're right. I'm not, but I try. It's very hard to move on from these things for me.

@fenniken ... She wasn't just some random person I met online. I knew her in real life...

I know how it feels to lose friends. I'll spare the details, but it was someone on a chatting site who was my best friend. I had another friend at the time who got in a fight with him. When I asked him about it, though, he ignored me, and when I tried asking him about it on a different account, he just started being a jerk to me! For no real reason! I'm starting to feel like he's a supporting reason as to why I have trust issues.

In other words... you're never alone, @Ducky-Duck.

@TheOddKnockKnockFan You're welcome!

@dragonscar Thank you.

@fenniken Stop dissing people you don't even know!

@darkwolf2010 please take a chill pill, and u don't even know @ILoveDisney 's friend. i dont, but @ILoveDisney i hope things get better for u

@Duckii_0 Thank you