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*x-files music intensifies*

Oh no XD That's not what it's suppose to look like

lmaoo @LeTJBOI

i wondered what it was then i realised lol at least u tried bestie @LeTJBOI

Ye, atleast lmao

it wasnt too bad tho @LeTJBOI

^
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@LeTJBOI

oops nvm it didnt work

Honestly better than what I did :P

haha @LeTJBOI

hey, its an attempt.....
A for effort! @JinXxDoeSsArTt

ayoo whats that?!?!?! @JinXxDoeSsArTt

that thing u done lmao it looks odd whts it supposed to be? @JinXxDoeSsArTt

i dont see it lmao @JinXxDoeSsArTt

i still dont see it lmao @JinXxDoeSsArTt

sorry i totally see it []_[] @JinXxDoeSsArTt

:OOOO BILL THE DORITO FROM GRAVITY FALLS!

@InkDrawz YES ITS BILL!!!!

I JUST SAVED SOME FROGS
THEY WERE SO CUTE @Noahxx_Clxwn

AWWW @Emzyracher

MY MUM SAID WE COULD GET PET FROGSSS
IM NOT KIDDING IM SO EXCITED!!!!
@Noahxx_Clxwn

SOBB I WISH MY MOM WOULD LET ME

VERY SAD SOBBB SOBBB
MY MUM WONT EVEN LET ME GET A FISH BUT SHE LETTING ME GET FROGS LMAOOO
@Noahxx_Clxwn

sheds tears @Froggywoggy

so i drew elija but i didnt like how he turned out so i drew him twice but i cant fucking colour so they both suck

@Noahxx_Clxwn

Sobb im almost done drawing lucas cry @Froggywoggy

should i still post the them?

they r both in different styles
one i dont like and the other is rlly simple
ugh idkkkk
@Noahxx_Clxwn i wish i was as good as u

dont push yourself and yes post them they will be great @Froggywoggy

thanks i will @Noahxx_Clxwn

:D @Froggywoggy

i drew eyes on him lmao i dontknow if i made it worse @Noahxx_Clxwn

sobb dont worry about it

ima just post both? @Noahxx_Clxwn

yes

i decided to get rid of the eyes sorry @Noahxx_Clxwn

cries

yes
fear me @FazNugget

@\katnya and @\sneakysnek

no wayyy i didnt know one was 10 and the other was 14?!? @jaspers_monologue

they r both my frieds

yeah,, same here

sneak is the 14 yr old right? @jaspers_monologue

yeah, kats 10

and snek is 14

i knew kat was 10
but i didnt know sneak is 14
i dot talk to them tht much @jaspers_monologue

me neither but this is rlly weird

yh it is @jaspers_monologue

bro i seriously cqnnot believe this shiť
i honestly havent liked kye from the fuucing beginning,, he gave me bad vibes but honestly this just confirms it for me. theres literally no reason to call you fat?? i dont think hes even seen a picture of you like tf?? thats just rude

i also think that lydi is too naive for these kinds of things. literally told me i was victim blaming in a situation where I WAS THE VICTIM and i forgave her. she believes everything she sees. she has no gauge on whos

lying and whos not and blaitantly believes everything she sees on the internet. its crazy.

shes just siding with him because she believes that if someone dissagrees with her than theyre being abusive. shes just under a spell and when they break up shes probably never gonna see that and i think thats sad.

yh sky doesnt like him either, he says kye has a bad aura bout him
unfortunatly hes seen me and ive seen him
lydi is just too gullible to be on the internet
she just cant seeall the red flags
@jaspers_monologue

kye is just so strange like he has bi polar i swearrr
hes just so rude so randomly like when i got then together he was ok but then recently he being a přick like wțf i havnt done aanything wrong @jaspers_monologue

idk y she is siding w him
i think hes manipulating her or smth like its so weird
he keeps calling her a horny weirdo and they talk about cuddling and do this weird thing '(kisses kye hard)'
like hasbhajbs what?!? @jaspers_monologue

@Froggywoggy FR IK ITS SO CRINGEY AND LIKE UGHGUGJG
its honestly sad that she genuinely believes theyre gonna be together forever and gonna have kids and all that shıt,,
LIKE WHERE ARE YOUR PARENTS OML

lydi only got the internet a year ago so i cant really blame her for being naive,, i got access when i was 6 so i know my way around here. she just doesnt have experience and thats sad

ikr where r there parents pleeease
and also lydi was saying how she has no friends and shes soooo lonely cause one of her friends had a baby and the other r busy

what?!?!? ur friend just had a whole human come out their ***?!? and ur whinging because ur lonely @jaspers_monologue
like dammmn u wish that was u and kye huh lmfao

i also got access young so ig i cant blame her if shes only had it for a yr but still
c o m m o n s e n s e
@jaspers_monologue

factss

kye got banned after saying 'lewd' things to nicole and she got a temp ban but only for a few days, shell be back soon @jaspers_monologue

that means they broke up and im glad
he was so weird and was like manipulating nicole and she couldnt see that
is homestly sad she dint notice all the red flags
but hes gone now so ig i cam be at ease @jaspers_monologue

he has been 'off' since the beging but idk i feel like there was smth about him that just wasnt right, like as im talks to little children, not right @jaspers_monologue

yeah, im glad hes gone and nicole doesnt seem to have been taking their breakup too hard!! im glad that theyre not together anymore because kye seriously wasnt acting right and was down right weird and rude. kinda wish he were still here so i could curse him out. literally am so glad hes gone tho i was tired of seeing him being weird/ manipulating her.

yh im surprised, she doesnt seem that heart broken?

yh he was veeeeery weird
im currently fantasising bout yelling at him :)
@jaspers_monologue

sameee <3

lmao @jaspers_monologue

theres someone on here who uhm is kinda making me uncomfortable,, theyre reminding me of sketch and its really triggering for me and ita kinda just stressing me out
called me an asşhole and then told me that i made them have anxiety,, then 30 minutes later they changed their mind and said that i was amazing and such,, it kinda feels manipulaive tbh

no way
do they know that the sketch is giving u anxiety?

thats horrible, im so sorry my love, who is this person @jaspers_monologue

sketch like the person btw

ooooh i thought u meant a sketch @jaspers_monologue

who is the persn that reminded u of them tho @jaspers_monologue

im very sorry they r being so horrible to you, u dont deserve any of that and i hope we can sort this out and stop u from being sad @jaspers_monologue

naw sorry should've made it more clear

its birdtea_ btw,, i like being friends with them and such but still sometimes the things they do and say make me uncomfortable sometimes

what they seem so nice???? (obvs not)

why was they calling u an asšhole?
@jaspers_monologue

ok so they made a post yesterday about how they had a crush on cubix (one of lemonbones' characters she ships me with) and i was like messing around y'know,, i thought we were playing and messing around when out of the blue they kinda just told me that and said that "no one could love cubix more than them" and cringey stuffs like that,, idc about the crush or anything but before that they were talking qbout how they were gonna fuċk him and stuff so like it was kinda weird yk??

idk. this is a dumb thing to be upset about,, sorry

shut up its not dumb @jaspers_monologue

i was just reading that post funny enough
i mean yh that is kinda weird to say....

aaaaa idk i felt like shipping myself with cubix made me happy and now it just makes me think that im kinda selfish because they wanted to ship themself with him and i dkdnt let them oMMGG GTHIS IS SO EMBARRASSING AND CRINGEY TO WRITE OUT IM SORRYY

YANDERE VIBEZZZZZ
but in all seriousness, its was kinda ur thing to ship urself w cubix but ofc other ppl were going to too, not just u unfortunately @jaspers_monologue

fųck fųck fųck
god damn it
i think someone else likes me

and theyre a really good friend of mine and i zUFHFJUFFJH i hate when this happpenss

YES LOUBO
U LIKE HER BACK?? @jaspers_monologue
ITS SO OBVIOUS SHE LIKES U

wait no

i dont like her thats the problem,, i just wanna stay friends

ik and like i think i took it too far bcuz i told her i loved her and when i say that to people i mean it platonically,, i dont know what to do fyffhyfhgygh

TELL HER THEN
DONT LEAD HER ON U SILLY BOZO @jaspers_monologue

not the i love u thing, u say that to anyone @jaspers_monologue

im the only person she's ever liked and im gonna reject her??? im gonna ruin everything eugugjfufuf nooo

IM NOT TRYING TOOOOOO

REJECT HER
IF U DONT LIKE HER
DONT DATE HER
SIMPLE AS @jaspers_monologue

otherwise u will end up dating someone u DONT like
then ur in a bit of a pickle rnt u? @jaspers_monologue

yes but still,,
what if she doesnt like me?? its all just speculation
im just assuming because every single other time someone has posted some sħit like this that says "i like someone uwu" its always me. it might not be this time

should i wait until she confesses or should i just tell her rn??? im so conflicted ughh

i say just tell her rn
and if its not u then its not u @jaspers_monologue

ur a loveable person what can i say @jaspers_monologue

i qsked her now im just waiting for a response guufjguutug

i saw hkahjbahjshajbshjbas @jaspers_monologue

you saw which post i did it on??

its a sketch of 3 ppl @jaspers_monologue

y do i have to prove myself lmao??? @jaspers_monologue

ye

you dont!!

mkay, she hasnt responded yet :| @jaspers_monologue

**** shes back on her main

uhm
should i tag her on the post or ask her again on a different one

uhm idk lets wait a bit first @jaspers_monologue

yh tag her @jaspers_monologue

JFUFJRUFNF I HATE THIS SO MUCH OK

ITS NOT MY FAULT UR SO COOL TONS OF PPL LOVE U @jaspers_monologue

EMILY I HATE THIS AM I TOO NICE?? WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP FALLING IN LOVE W ME EWAJFJGJGJGJG

THERES NOTHING SUCH AS TOO NICE JISPY

UR JUST A RLLY LOVEABLE PERSON @jaspers_monologue
ur so fun
ur so kind
ur so nice
ur amazing to talk to
ur a great listener
u ave amazing art
u always draw ppl for them w/ out them asking

THATS ONLY A FEW THINGS
@jaspers_monologue

EVERYTHING BOUT U IS *chefs kiss*
i dont blame all those ppl yk @jaspers_monologue

SHE RESPONDDE

HELP

IK THATS WHY I SPAMMED U @jaspers_monologue

'what would u do is i said 'yes' '
lmao thats so cringe
i just goy ****** hand embarrassment @jaspers_monologue

HAVE U SAID ANYTHING @jaspers_monologue

no

I said smth for u, im sorry but i thought i would help @jaspers_monologue

delete it please
i wanna speak up for myself for once
thanks for your help i appreciate it a lot but i dont want her seeing this
i care qbout her a lot and i dont want her to think i hate her because i dont

ok sorry @jaspers_monologue

its all good dw about it

i went to delete it but she don it be4 me @jaspers_monologue

i think she deleted my comment

god damn it

i ruined everything
again
awesome

she obs cant deal w rejection
shes probs gonnz act like nothng happened bc she got rejexted
reminds me of that one guy who lied u then threatned to khs and catfished as smone else lmao @jaspers_monologue

i know
im not sure if i can take it if she does that

Ugh shut up
u didnt ruin anything
so what if u didnt like someone back not the end of the world
u 2 werent even that good of friends. i only noticed u started talking the other day
plus im sure u guys will still be friends @jaspers_monologue

god i hope so
i really dont want her to hurt herself
im so scared shes gonna be like he was
but i dont think shed be like that
but if she is then im in for more trauma ig,, idk what to do anymore haha

DONT U DARE TOUCH URSELF @jaspers_monologue

WAIT THAT SOUNDED WRONG LMFAO HABJSHBAJS SORRY @jaspers_monologue

I MEANT DONT DO ANYTHING TO HARM URSELF

AND I MEAN IT @jaspers_monologue

BAHAHAHAH

THAT COMMENT JUST MADE ME STOP SO GOOD JOB,, COMEDY WORKS

YASSS SLAYYYY @jaspers_monologue

WILLAAYY @jaspers_monologue

WAIT U MIGHT NOT GET THAT
BASSICALLY ITS WILLY IN CURSIVE
ITS SOOO FUNNY IRL @jaspers_monologue

FJUFHGUFHG

HANIDGIABJSBJAGJSBAHS @jaspers_monologue

THANK YOU EM YOURE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND FJFMJJG

HEY NO PROBLEM

I ENJOY HELPING U @jaspers_monologue

hey what happened on lous post

i didnt see what happened

was gone for literally 15 minutes

LOOK @jaspers_monologue

wait nvm i told u @jaspers_monologue

heyyyy so just wanted to say
uhm i just realized i kinda just vent to you without asking
and i wanted to say sorry
i dont want you to carry my burdens n stuff bcuz ik you have some problems too,

im sorry for dragging you into things
im sorry for being a bad friend
and im sorry for turning you into a *********
i appreciate and adore you so like if i ever hurt you or am hurting you pls lmk,, i need reqlity checks sometimes

im here for you always aswell so you can vent 2 me if u need me, ok??

ther.apist

awww jispy ur so kind

i generally love hearing your problems and doing whatever i can to help. It makes me forget about whatever is making me sad that day

ik ur here for me and im here just as much @jaspers_monologue

your not dragging me into things and your NOT a bad friend @jaspers_monologue

ok,, just letting you know
and thank you emily
youre an amazing friend and you need to be reminded of that >:))

grr big hugs >:] @jaspers_monologue

yes very big snuggles >:))

:)) @jaspers_monologue

do remember to let me know if anythings bothering you ok?

ok! will do
gonna go to bed cuz its almost 2am for me,, gn em!!

gn!!! sleep well <3 @jaspers_monologue

@/mylil_sketches
look them up
theyre back

just talked them out of offing themself
can i vent to you later?

YES OFC MY LOVE @jaspers_monologue

@jaspers_monologue nned to talk, im here for you :)

hahha
emily im so done
im so done having so many panic attacks about this
i dont wanna do this anymore
i feel like theyre doing this to me on purpose
its been exactly a month
EXACTLY
on the 25th of march they did this to me
theyre doing it again
is this gonna be a monthly thing??
im trying to be nice to them
but im so scared
im so scared of them
what theyre going to do to themself
i dont know anymore

please do what you can to not have panick attacka, ik its hard since he enduced your trauma but he very clearly isnt worth your tears, i love you so much jispy and i want to do all i can

what he is doing is not ok and needs to be stopped, we should convince him not to come back @jaspers_monologue

please stay strong for me and dont cause any harm to yourself @jaspers_monologue

i have no clue if this will be a monthly thing but i promise i will beat his ahs everytime, im sick of him putting u down all the time and i aint having it

i want to but
i dont want them to be hurt
who knows
if i say something slightly off to them then im worried theyre gonna threaten to kill themselves again

and i feel like if i leave them to "do it"
even tho theyre probably not going to
i feel like im the one killing them

the best thing to do is ignore him when he says such things

if they threaten to again, lemme know. ima keep an eye on them anyway but still

shut up jispy, u wont be the one that 'killed them'
they wont even do it anyone @jaspers_monologue

anyway*

thank you
jujugjgug im giving you the biggest virtual hug rn

np jispy, big loves for u rn and always
@jaspers_monologue

****
theyre making more accounts again
and pretending its not them

ōmfg*

its @/-yourlocal_artist-

ughhhh lemme check @jaspers_monologue

i didnt know their art style, but they always have local in the fake acc names so i believe u @jaspers_monologue

true i agree, idk bout this acc, jasper just told me it was them? @jaames

sorry for like throwing u under the bus didnt realise how bad that comment sounded until i reread it @jaspers_monologue

no its ok!! my mistake honestly lol

anything else u wanna talk bout my love? @jaspers_monologue

they are btw,, keeping this out of my comment section bcuz waaaaa im worried

ugh i was hoping they would leave but oh well

maybe its best to steer away from them? but thats ur choice and im not gonna tell u what to do @jaspers_monologue

IM SUCH A DETECTIVE STOOOOP

im gonna try to just felt bad not responding

well respond if they message maybe just dont interact w them? @jaspers_monologue

i tol lake wjat hapepend
euphoria saw it
i ruines verytng
again

What did you say my love? @jaspers_monologue

im sorry
i cqnt ** ths
i fuekde up so bad em

i tpld lke wgat happendd wigh euphoria
i shoudnt habe

you didnt fuċķ up
listen to me jispy, you had every right to tell lake what happened with euphoria, ok? @jaspers_monologue

i feel so bad
i cant beleve i did thay
im discusted by myslf rn

bur thyr friens
lake ahs enough going in as is and i mad it so ych wrse

DONT U DARE TALK ABOUT URSELF LIKE THAT @jaspers_monologue

u done the right thing by warning lake, if u hadnt he wouldnt been so unprepared if it ha:ened again w lake and it would have been worse @jaspers_monologue

so take back what u said to urself rn @jaspers_monologue

blednng

fick im bleddingd

goldon

WHAT THE **** DID U DO @jaspers_monologue

im not mad, ok?
im just very worried, sorry for shouting @jaspers_monologue

m fine

why r u bleeding my love, please tell me @jaspers_monologue

i had a scar frm earlier an i dug my finher into it
it ws dumb buy i cleaned t out nd its got a bandaif on it

jus wa sngry it ont ha/pen agaun

sorry

thats ok my love
good by for cleaning it and putting a bandaid on it :) @jaspers_monologue

boy*

thank yo so nuch emiy
i honestly dont knw what id do wtihougt you

i,feel a kot better yhank,you

i dont know what i'd do without you either :)
i love you sooooo much and im so glad i was able to make u feel better, it makes me happy to see u better @jaspers_monologue

are you ok with me saying i love you? @jaspers_monologue

yeah

sorry didnt get notification

:)

oh ok thats good! @jaspers_monologue

hey ik youre probably sleeping but uhm lem is leaving colors bcuz of their mom and im supr upset about it and i feel like its my fault nd i don know anymroe i cant dstop cryinf og d damb it im sory i jsut need to say ho2 i feel or im gung to snap

thats sad

its not ur fault, im in entirely sure what happened but their acc iw broke, it washt bc of u @jaspers_monologue

im here,, whats up?

ok @jaspers_monologue

ok so ive been like rlly gender dysphmoric recently

like i dont want to be a girl but i like how i look as a girl and i dont necessarily want to be a boy

so im kinda like inbetween being trans ftm or like non binary/ gender fluid

im not sure what to do bc kurt is straight so im scared to mention it to her since im worried he wont want to be w someone not the opposite gender, im otorried he wont support me , just ont want to be w me, so idk what to do im sobbing rn
@jaspers_monologue

im also worried ppl will think im attention seeking or smth
bc 2 of my friends r trans

and the ppl in my class r soooo transphobic and openly deadname and misgender the trans ppl in my class

pls help @jaspers_monologue

i feel so sick idk what to do
im scared and im crying my eyes out @jaspers_monologue

alright ok
its good your finding these things out because i know from experience its not easy and gender is an extremely difficult thing and im proud of you
i think you should talk to kurt about how he feels about transgender/nb people in general to see his opinion, then we can sorta gauge what to do from there

i dont think you are attention seeking at all,, i cant speak for everyone else but i know you and you wouldnt do something like this for attention and if anyone else thinks otherwise i

will curse them out whether it be an irl person or online.
please dont cry darling
those kids in ur class can suck asş. they dont decide whether or not you should feel good about yourself.

god i am giving you the biggest virtual hug rn

it means so much that ur proud of me jispy

u mean a lot to me and this makes me fall in love w u in a platonic way
ill take ur advice and ask kurt but im so scared
ur mean so much to me u big baby and now im crykng of happiness @jaspers_monologue

im hugging u straight back :) @jaspers_monologue

dont be scared im hoping hes ok with that and if he isnt then he doesnt deserve u and he can go eat dust.
n yes you big bum im extremely proud of you,, it took me literal years of denial before i even considered being me

ily and you better wipe those tears away >:((

im so glad u found who u r and happy in ur body, i now understand how hard it is to discover urself

ily more and ill wipe my tears away :,) @jaspers_monologue

JISPY GO ON KURTS DROPKICK GRANDMA POST @jaspers_monologue

NOICE

tell him if ur ready, i can tell he really likes u so i dont think it will matter that much to him!! but only when ur ready ok?

ok i think im ready to tell him and get his oppinion and hopefully he will help pin point exactly what i want to be @jaspers_monologue

im so sorry that your mom did that. she didnt even hear you out or listen to what you had to say and immediately cut you off and she doesnt have the right to do that. you dont need an "exuse" to be non binary so dont listen to her. youre completely in the right to be upset about this and again im sorry that you have to deal with this. let me know if theres anything i can do

thank u jispy, u helped me a lot w figuring out who i am and im very grateful, unfortunately i dont think there is anything else u can do @jaspers_monologue

YK WHAT FOK IT IM NON BINARY AND I DONT GIVE TWO SHATS BOUT WHAT MY MUM SAYS @jaspers_monologue

HELL YEAH

GET IT BITČH SHE DONT CHOOSE NOTHINGGG

EXACTLYYY @jaspers_monologue

on your newest post btw

all done, i thought she was referencing herself
sorry i didnt even know it was ur deadname otherwise i wouldve deleted sooner @jaspers_monologue

no its all good! dw too much i just had referenced my name was th same as a disney princess and i didnt think anyone would comment it

ok thanks @jaspers_monologue

kris saw the first post on rems account and now hes mad. just letting you know because im not in the mental state to talk to them rn

what did he say bout kris? @jaspers_monologue

it was the convo he had with you, about how he was scared about how many vent posts i was making about kris and what they did

emery kmgonna gonna lose.it im ao mad rn i've never wanted to curse somebody out so bad befofeits not even funny

i cant believe hes turning this about him because you wetr takling abut what he did.

oooo i remember

HELP ITS HALF ONE IN THE MORNING AND MY FRIEND GOES 'does that say jaspers a mongral' @jaspers_monologue

IK RIGHT SORRY HAD TO TELL U THE MONGRAL THING DIDNT KNOW U WERE MAD @jaspers_monologue

hopefully that cheered u up a bit @jaspers_monologue

hbjfubhfh

thats my new user 100% and confirmed

No way @jaspers_monologue

shes laughing @jaspers_monologue

go to bed gggjjrnjf

lmao ur probably sleeping but im just gonna talk bcuz im mad!! hope thats ok lol

n the fact that im the one being told to dni even though everytime i see their name i start literally shaking and my mood gets ruined?? like im sorry for ranting im just annoyed asf rn

yh i remember beung well shocked when he said that to u, he makes 0 sense @jaspers_monologue

can i kinda vent to u @jaspers_monologue

ofc!!

go ahead :)

hm

whats ur thughts? @jaspers_monologue

it might be both tbh,, i cant really say much because i cant speak on how you feel but i understand how that can be upsetting

just tell rem that you didnt like how they said that and im sure he'll understand!! just dysphoria things yk??

yh well after he said thzt he put three dlts cause i think he could ell he shouldnt of said ghat @jaspers_monologue

are you crying? not trying to rude im concerned :[

..yes.. @jaspers_monologue

sorry
em im sorry your upset
this stuff is really hard for literally no reason,, like dysphoria can come in any shape and size
get it all out if you need to
its perfectly fine to cry and hopefully you'll feel better after

i dont like cruing tho
it makes my head feels li,e sits gonn explpde and i dont like it bc it hurts @jaspers_monologue

alright so heres my guide to try to feel better
1: go get some blankets
2:fluffy pillows too
3: get comfy and cuddle up
4: maybe listen to some music or do something you like

i usually do that when im upset and it helps atleast a lil bit

sorry im not the best at advice

im alrdy listening to music
i dont have any blankets :[ i should robsget some @jaspers_monologue

yez!! go get some now *gun*

i cant its 9:45 pm and i aint going to the shops @jaspers_monologue

idc go get ur lil nb arse to the store and get some blankets

if you cant just rest under ur matress

i have a douvet cover lmao @jaspers_monologue

could u tell me please @jaspers_monologue

AFTER ALL I JUST DONE FOR HIM @jaspers_monologue

@jaspers_monologue

okok @jaspers_monologue

oh i dont remember that
might not have got the notif for that one

after all i done
like i didnt have to convince him to stay??
but i still did @jaspers_monologue

and ok lol will do @jaspers_monologue

SAME @jaspers_monologue

NONNOONO

KRIS GJMRRG

IKR @jaspers_monologue

OKOK WE SHOULD BE OK

WE SHOULD NOW @jaspers_monologue

DLETE UR COMMENT IDIOT I SAW<IT

HE WONT LOOK HERE ANYWAY @jaspers_monologue

JUST IN CASW PLS

THERE @jaspers_monologue

hurry up and see this so i can delete it

emerryyyy

ok delete it
i was making a new email @jaspers_monologue

its activated @jaspers_monologue

DID KRIS DELETE HIS ACC @jaspers_monologue

idk?? ill check

I THINK HE DID @jaspers_monologue

yeah. he told rem he was gonna delete it and thats all i know

THANK GOD @jaspers_monologue

knowing kris he'll be back @jaspers_monologue

100%

calling that hes gonna be back on the 25th

hahaha bet @jaspers_monologue

OK HI so a lot of stuff happened so basically inkdrawz and cipherdragon got into an arguement because ink didnt support lgbtq,, then sleepiigeminii got involved because she spoke up about ho.mophobes and ink,, lydi,, razr and others spoke up about not supporting lgbtq bcuz it was a sin or sum **** and so **** happened, #colorspride became a thing and everyone who posted in that tag is cool blah blah blah so ink, lydi, sky_galaxy, rem, sleepii, and a bunch of others got banned because they argued

tl:dr hom.ophobes and other people got banned because they were arguing about whether lgbtq people should be supported or not

oh yh rem told me on disc he got banned didnt tell me y tho @jaspers_monologue

hey uh did i do something?
like did i make u upset or anything we just havent been talking much lately and i just wanna check if im being paranoid or not grggrg

no ive just had a lot going on so i havnt been on lately @jaspers_monologue

@jaspers_monologue

oh ok
thanks i didnt get the notif the first time

i guessed, thats y i tagged u again silly @jaspers_monologue

i feel so horrible @jaspers_monologue

oh god ok

im so sorry imhere now just give me a second i need to type

im so sorry i wish i could givd you more guidance here i feel terrible

online only

this is y i wasnt sure to tell u bc i didnt think u would know what to do anyway @jaspers_monologue

sorry for late response to @jaspers_monologue

sont feel terrible i feel terrible @jaspers_monologue

all ok dw dw!!
i hope me listening helped,, im sorry i cant give any advice,, ive never been in a relationship before or literally anything intimate so i cant help there
i also.just wanna say no matter what u do or say ill be there!! i'll always have ur back ok?
again im sorry i cant help much but of theres anything else i can do PLEASE let me know

u have generally helped a lot, like a loot. more than what u think. thank u sm jispy i love u sm @jaspers_monologue

ly emery stay safe♥♥

omg dont say that it sounds like ur dissapearing forvever and i wont see u again ;_; @jaspers_monologue

HAAHHAHA NO

IM SOBBING IM SRRY I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THA% GHFHFHFH

BAHAHAHA ITS OKK @jaspers_monologue

WAAA

DONT CRYYY @jaspers_monologue

if i were leaving 4ever i would atleast tell u smh

good, i hope u dont leave @jaspers_monologue

TY BABEZ @jaspers_monologue

YK THE GUY I GAVE THE GLUCK GLUCK TOO
@jaspers_monologue

YEAH??

ohhh hes joining colors

oh ****

his bio says ur his gf???

IKIK I KINDA AM AND THATS Y IM SCARED @jaspers_monologue

HE IS THE ONE I GAVE THE GLUK GLUK TOO
WHAT DO I DO @jaspers_monologue

UHHHH

BRO,,,,,,

IDK
DO U FEEL LIKE
ANY ATTRACTION 2 HIM???

YES BUT SAME W KURT TOOO @jaspers_monologue

THATS PRETTY MUCH THE SAME THING????

hhh i feel like ur gonn a have 2 choose

WELL IG @jaspers_monologue

between irl guy and kurt

AHHHH I DONT WANNA @jaspers_monologue

wellllll

idk
i dont think kurt would b open to poly

same w kian @jaspers_monologue

they r both straight as @jaspers_monologue

if i were u i would choose irl guy
no offense 2 kurt but hes just like
an online bf
not an irl one
its not the same

yh ik what u mean but i feel bad since hes goten cheated on before and like heart broken @jaspers_monologue

well obviously dont tell him ab

kian

just say u wanna break it off,, do it nicely

Okok ill have to wait till hes unbanned tho @jaspers_monologue

wait have u only been talking thru colors??

like with kurt

yh @jaspers_monologue

he doesnt have a phone @jaspers_monologue

heyyy emery i miss u a ton
its not rlly the same without u here anymore
ive made new friends and grown closer to old ones it just kinda feels incomplete without u idk
i miss u a bunch aaaaaa anyways ily hope ur doing good

AAAAAAAA IM ALIVE HI JISPY IVE MISSED U SOOO MUCHHH @jaspers_monologue

OHMIHGOS HI

HIIII @jaspers_monologue

this is only temporary unfortunately bc im grounded sobbb @jaspers_monologue

lmaoo thats usually why ppl come on here

its only for a day im allowed my switch back bc im at my nans house

@jaspers_monologue