Sounds relaxing :) How u doin rn?

@LeTJBOI pretty well lol

Cool cool

@LeTJBOI I actually know Yes_but_actually_no's name lol I guess I've studied hard enough and It paid off

Ah. Aight, cool

nightTime!what the you guys time huh''''

@ClueLess It's like 10:20 rn lol btw we need to kinda yk talk like when you can

uh ok sure

@ClueLess yk @Emzyracher has kinda been worried about you and said that y'all ain't been talking :/ is something the matter?

we mad up even tho he called me a bitch earlier @AM_Galaxy

sowwy for thatt emily i am whatever a boy bitchh is called xD

@ClueLess yes child a boy 'b' is called a bastard lol

@ClueLess @Emzyracher we'll as long as y'all made up... [dang... was expecting fireworks... now I ain't got no more tea to recive or spill :>] don't y'all do this again or somebody's weave is getting snatched lol

ahuhh

@ClueLess i forgive u :))

@emzyracher yayy! xD i promised i wouldn't do anything like that again galaxy lol i wven did a hand cross xD

wow look at u go @ClueLess

@emzyracher what do you mean?

u doing the fingers cross lmao @ClueLess

lul yuh,

@Emzyracher Ima start calling ClueLess シロ [white] lol I don't remember yellow in japanese

@pinkcupid !!!!!

@pinkcupid LILLY LIKES YOU!!!!! GUUUUURRRLLLLLL!!!!! Gurrrrrlllll!!! @Lovely_Lilly11 REALLY Likes you... LIKE A WHHHHOOOOLLLEEEE LOT!! Respond to her! IMEDEIAELY!! This is some tea honey LOL

@pinkcupid Tbh I did'nt know she was bi and never expected her to be but, heck, didn't expect to find myself Abro$exual XD

@carterco thx man!

@InkDrawz HAILSSS!!!??? That BI_TCH, TB_STUDIOS, LIKES HAILSSS?????!!!! What the actual fu-

@InkDrawz and A BIT_CH DIDN'T TELL ME????!!!!!

Yes..? I thought you knew. Lydi said that he kept praising her and flirting with her a few times. I kept quiet because I thought you already knew..

@InkDrawz Oh my go- what the hell? WHAT the HELL?? What the fu- Oh hell no..... No...

@InkDrawz I'm SUCH a DUMB_SS...!!! How the- why did I not see this....??? I KNEW IT Inky, I knew that he liked Hailsss, but for some reason... I just... never gave it any further thought....

I didn't until Lydi told me because I basically ignore him after the s- he pulled -_-*

Good artist but awful person

@InkDrawz well.... that son of a bich...

Should I send my venomous mermaid baby after him? :>

@InkDrawz Hmmm.... Tama is known as the heart robber [he bites through the hearts of predators and eats their hearts when he's alone and starving] He can end a human [TB] faster than a shark so LET THERE BE DEATH >:3!!!!!

Send out Verny and I'll send out Tama and Aoi... Midori Is pregers with twins....

she can't come

YES! And my vampire asian! >:D

She looooooves the hunt

@InkDrawz We may have to ship Lydi with Bird the cat >:3

*regal tea sip* Hmm, yes, quite right

@InkDrawz If you remember, we shipped our babies [tho they aren't shipped anymore lol] and then we shipped ourselves～ I think that's what's gonna happen with Bird and Lydi hehehe *sips tea*

Splendid! :D

*clinks tea cups*

@Sky_Galaxy hey... uh... do you mind talking for a few..?

..nevermind.. it's not really important

@InkDrawz sorry was busy :| what's up?

I'm fine now.. I'll try to talk a bit in the morning since something is still bothering me, but don't worry.. worry about Lydi please.. we can't lose her

I'm going to bed. Good night, if something happens write me asap. If this bi- goes after me, let me deal with it please. I can handle my own things, you help worry about Lydi... she's dropping again.. we can't lose her. If she leaves, I see no other reason besides you to stay on.

@InkDrawz Love, Ik you aren't on now, and this may SOUND like a bad idea, but... The time has come to find Nicole。。。 a man U_U

She had a crush, but the drawback was he was taken... do you know anyone?

@InkDrawz no.. sadly...

Rats :s

Dude, I need help. Lydi just got another hater (I think they were just being rude) on her Jimin post and I don't think she's listening to me.. I've tried to explain that their words are nothing but she's so hurt.. I'm tired of this. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE LEAVE HER ALONE?!

When you're on, please look at the posts on her new pic and if I can't get through to her talk to her.. I'm pulling advice out of my brain but I don't think I can keep trying to let her see that..

Thanks.. I'm sorry..

@InkDrawz Love, You need to help Lydi... She's REALLY stressed out and she knows no other way out but death... It almost got to a point where I couldn't help her

I HAVE NO F-ING IDEA WHAT TO DO! EVERYTHING I SAY SOUNDS SO F-KNG SELFISH THAT I'D UNFRIEND MYSELF! DO YOU THINK I'M NOT TRYING!?

..Sorry babe.. I don't want to lose her either, but there's not much at this point that I can do, I'm afraid...

@InkDrawz Baaaaaaaabbbbbeeee >:( WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL MEEEEEEEE!!!!???? [not back btw lol]

Uhhhh..... what..?

@InkDrawz That Lydi has a BOYFRIEND :D!!!!!!!!!!

I thought you were off you doof -_-

But yes, I'm happy too. Help me kick his @-s if he tries anything baby

@InkDrawz I am off smol bean♡ but came back to check on y'all lol

And I already have my wretched pan/wok ready :>

Good. I missed chu *kisses on cheek* you doof <3

@InkDrawz Ok don't take this the wrong way- but is it me? Or is Kyle low-key racist? Lmao

Hold on, I need to look -_-

Congrats, you and Kye are in the doghouse! :D

@InkDrawz *puppy whimpers* T^T

Don't hit me with that

@InkDrawz *snuggles you* Luv meh -^-

Nu! You don't deserve it yet! >:^

@InkDrawz *snuggles you more*

@InkDrawz omg pls don't hate me for this...... I LITERALLY JUST read a post where you said you sleep in your bra O_O- I feel bad that I read that omg... My conscience is killing mEh T^T

@InkDrawz Baby... Ik you're sad that Sweets is leaving... pls don't be too down... it's what's best for her. Some need different things and have different ways for coping with situations..

I know.... it's just hard because she was such a sweetheart while she was on.....

also WAIT YOU READ THAT-
(above, the bra thing TwT)

@InkDrawz Yes Sweeters was a sweetheart while she was here.... btw let me just pretend I didn't read the bra thing >/////<

*repeatedly smacks self with rolled-up newspaper* wHyyyyYYYYYY DID I NOT DELETE THAT?!

Babe Lydi's banned. Her pfp was taken down and marked NSFW just because she doesn't support, even though she was being nice about it...... I'm cheesed off. It makes me think someone was behind it, not the Devs. She doesn't deserve it Sky. At least we swapped Gmails...

@InkDrawz omg..... Do you think she'll ever come back..? Well.... we can't worry about her too much... she already said she was taking a break..

I agree... she doesn't deserve it...

@InkDrawz Your link doesn't work T^T if nothing else Here's my Gmail CattyCurry2030 so try sending it to that

Need full thing hon, it won't go through. I can give mine if you want

@InkDrawz ********************.com And yes you can give me yours so if this works I won't think it's spam mail-

* Catty Curry2030 @ gmail . com [no spaces tho]

hpuddin 197 @gmail.com

Name is either Heather or Toxta

@InkDrawz I think it works lol [btw I sent 2 drawing just incase 1 doesn't work]

im not gonna be on tonight, im sorry... some cr/ @p happened, and the stuff with anubis and sleepii resurfaced, so i might be on tomorrow....

@InkDrawz Oh Shet- not this again...

cavitiiiies....

I'll talk later -_-'

im back... my cheek is all poofy and I cant eat fr about 2 hoursss.....

3/6 done, they said the firs time it was 4

@InkDrawz oof- that sounds terrible...

it isnt too bad

@InkDrawz well... I hope you feel better Darling...

@InkDrawz, no matter what, you could never change the love I have for you! [unless you r-ped someone-] and you never have so- I'm not changing how I feel about you!

(WHY TF DIDNT I GET NOTIFIIIIIED?!)
Thank you bebe (baby).... I'm not very proud myself lmao... I just don't want you to feel alone in that because I don't think I'll ever come out....

And no I haven't and I haven't been on the other end thank GOD TwT

BABYYYY I JUST GOT MY FAVORITE POKEMOOOON!

HISUI ZOROARK FTW!

@InkDrawz Congrats Baby!! Mom would kill me if I got pokemon now [pocket demon christian thing]

WHAT WHY?! It's just (usually) cute monsters fighting each-other and catching them in little balls!

@InkDrawz somehow I can play loomian legacy [basically pokemon on roblox lol]

Grrrrr -^-

If you ever do, play Ruby/Sapphire, Sword/Shield and Arceus, they rock

hey sky...

im thinking of leaving. everyone is banned or quit for some reason or another, im not that well mentally and emotionally and i doubt i can act like my life is fine for much longer. i cant see my dad. i feel like a waste of oxygen. i cant even believe anything i say to reassure you guys. i dont know what you see in me.
im giving it a week. if mentally i dont improve i might just post art and thats it. no interactions. no nothing. i dont want to be a ghost. i dont want to evoke sleepii or her followers. im tired of hurting people. im tired of having the drama shove everyone away, and whether you tnink/know so or not thats ehy: im an lgbt hating blonde attention grabber in their eyes and im tired of dealkng with it.

i knlw you might be uoset bjt youll find someone better. imokks back. why not her? you dont need a paghetic, lazy excuse of a girl in your life. you dont need a deadweighg readh to give up and lay in a pool of mh own tears everh night....

im sorry sky...

heh, i cant even f-,ing write. how am i expected to get a job or get an apartment of my own with feelimg tired, or hjrt or ready to sleep forever. nobody asks abojt me because i dont want to be a burden and thats how i eant to keep it.

goodnight.

@InkDrawz I have one question for you Ink: WHY?

No, Not WHY do you want to leave,

Not why do you feel drained

Not why do you feel mentally unstable

I mean why do you feel like you're a waste of space?

@InkDrawz I COMPLETELY understand not wanting to have interaction with toxic ppl..

but STOP putting YOURSELF down for other ppls stupid a-s actions!

@InkDrawz When it comes down to Sleepii..... I talked to her.... She said some things... but she said that she was tired of being misunderstood... she said that she was worried about me hanging around ppl who don't "REALLY" support me for who I am... She's Anti-lgbtqiaphobic and I just accept her for who she is... she just doesn't know you like she knows me...

@InkDrawz You KNOW you aren't Lgbtqiaphobic so don't even trip [worry] in my case, she just thinks that just bcuz you're gay, means you HAVE to support lgbtq. I support the ppl I KNOW are good ppl who happen to be lgbtq but I don't support EVERYONE.

You don't HAVE to do ANYTHING for ANYONE if it's not neccesary.

You CAN'T let ppl tell you who YOU are!! Why do you think I'm telling you this?! You don't deserve to allow yourself to be treated like this! I try my best not to forsake you, regardless of all I go through, because I love you, and ALWAYS will! No matter what you do, I'm not going to sit here and LET you talk SH_T ABOUT YOURSELF because of people who will NEVER understand you!!

You are worth more than you'll EVER realize! You're better than any low-lives who try to tear you down to justify their personal hostilities! Even if you do leave Colors, even if you do leave your friends and me... don't let people determine your worth...!!

Tbh idk if you... were in the process of breaking up with me- but- um- if you weren't, just know that NO ONE could ever replace you. Not even リア [Ria], no matter what I felt for her before. I fell in love with you for a reason! Not just because you're cute or pretty or you're funny or whatever, I fell in love with you because you had depth and substance. You brought something in my life that I never experienced, but something that my soul was missing...

Even though I was in denial, I made Tama, and asked for him to be in you're story... just so I could be connected to you... Tama having love for Vernon [admitting it in a post] was basically me subconsciencely trying to tell you I liked you... I've never felt such a complex love in my life for ANYONE... No one could ever replace you... But if you are breaking up with me, I completely understand. I promise I'm not trying to guilt-trip you.

Either way, forgive me for the long a-s paragraphs hehehe.. Get some rest Ink... Love you♡

You're alright...
This morning is much better, and honestly I don't know where that came from o.o I scare myself...

As much as I understand Sleepii and agree that she's a great artist, that's no reason to attack someone trying to defend people like them, calling them things they aren't and sending someone's sui posts to their mom which ISN'T HER BUSINESS. I'm sorry but that isn't being phobic, that's being a huge @-s because you disagree. An apology won't even cut it after Lydi's mess

I'll talk later

Today's busy so I might cut in and out, I'm sorry.

No, I don't want to break up. I'd jump off a cliff before I do that dude like seriously >:^
I just didn't think you would want such a lazy little blondie replica. I don't even know what else to say.... but I'm really sorry that you felt like that. It wasn't my intention nor did I want to say anything like that, but that's all on my chest. And being a waste? It feels like everything I do I screw up. Things drop all the time. I broke one of the garden lights. I made my mom feel worse when she was upset. I just don't know why I bother trying, because if they aren't hurt they're upset, and I just can't deal well with it mentally. Hence I try to ghost or keep to myself, because at least then I can't hurt anyone but myself, and I do anyways....

@InkDrawz again, It's just not fair that other people should determine how you fair mentally! And you're fine when it comes to the- thing that wasn't gonna happen lol-

@InkDrawz Ghosting isn't always a good Idea because people may need you more than you realize...

Hey babe. I uh..... I might not post for a few days/be inactive today. Woman issues are hitting like a freight train atm, and I feel like crying.
Doesn't help that 99 percent of what I like doesn't have a sugar-free variant (that I know of), and it's torture ;v;

I'm sorry.... I'll see you later

@InkDrawz I understand baby You deserve time to recover. I won't be around often either since I'm finally on summer break [plus I'm bored as hellz lol] :3 I hope you feel better! Wuv u ♡♥♡♥

@InkDrawz I miss Lydi T-T

T-T

She should be able to come back since her month is almost up unless she did something else.. but from what she says she hasn't touched Colors in a while :/

@InkDrawz...ok... I hate to just burden you with what I'm about to say.. but it's been killing me for weeks... so I'm going to be straight up with you... Sleepii told me to be careful of Lydi, Ria, Hailsss, TB, and You.... She told me to be VERY careful with Ria, Lydi, and you [if I'm not mistaken] She said that you all socialize with me for the wrong reason....

@InkDrawz I told her that I have a strong relationship with you all except TB [Ria and I haven't been super close either tbh] But she said that the only reason why everyone hangs around me.... it's because of e-entertainment... She said you all don't except me for who I am now... I told her... that you could not hate me because 1. I promised to be loyal to you as you promised to me. 2. ... you were q u e e rish... like me...

She said that Lydi lied to me when she said that she attacked her [ that's why I couldn't find any proof....] and that Hailsss outright showed her disgust for lgbtqia on Mary's "Coming out" page... She said that just because you're q u e er it doesn't mean you can't still be **********

* h o m o p hobic

@InkDrawz.... I just want you to be completely honest with me... don't lie to me... I've been lied to many times in my real life and online... please just tell me... do you REALLY accept me for who I am as of now, or am I just something new, an experience you've never had before, "entertainment", some f-ggot to toy with...?

Babe, I've NEVER thought of anyone for entertainment, and I'm sure as hell not starting. I love you, and it makes me angry that Geminii is making me out like I hate you.
Don't believe me? Why do I put your well-being above my own? Or try to cheer you up? Users wouldn't do that, and even though I don't believe my own advice everything I say is to make you feel better because I care about and love you.

Believe what you want Sky, but I wouldn't lie to you like that, or even THINK of using you. You're my tall bean boy, not some cheap comedian on Colors who's heart I can manipulate. I literally almost cried with one of your vent posts. Think about that.

And if Gem is saying all of this or making you think that then I really don't suggest hanging around her anyone because that's partially manipulative whether you and her think so or not. It's called 'Toying with emotions' which I recognise fairly easily thanks to him, purposfully or not.

@InkDrawz.... It's just... I've been through this before... except I wasn't gay-ish... The biggest difference with you is not only are you not anti-lgbtq, but you know that I care about you just as much as you you're bi... Hailsss and Lydi are strongly opposed... but somehow they still hang around me...

@InkDrawz Sleepii said that she had friends that only hung around her because of what they thought they could get from her... she said she worried about that with me... after all the dumb s--t that's happened, would she really still have something against people who don't give a hell about her?

But I'm sorry that I underestimated how much you care for me.... I just have had so many people tell me they care about me and show otherwise... You clearly aren't like that...

I'd throw a punch for you, Sky. You matter so much than she makes you think.

I wrote Lydi about it. She's really upset and thinks that you don't like her and that we want her to go away or stop being friends... once again lives are screwed up. I told her that it wasn't the case, but I don't know if she'll believe me or not. And she even said that she might not come back...... I hope this ends. How many more people are hurt or leaving because of this stupid thing???

@InkDrawz No I don't hate Lydi!! She's like the sis I never had! I could never! I just didn't know how she felt about me... Please tell her I don't hate her... Even though we're VASTLY different from each other, I care about her regardless of where she stands in life... I- I told Sleepii you were bi yes [believe it or not, you came out while I was talking to her-] it took me a while... but I told her, hoping it would stop her from criticizing you...

....she said it was no excuse...I asked her what she thought of it... she said it may just be you trying to manipulate me... Idk why I even doubted you or Lydi for a second....

I'm not being a manipulative little idiot, and it's NOT. used as an excuse! >:^ Bish get it right-

Just don't worry about it. As long as she doesn't harass me here or my Gmails we're fine.... sorta. I'm not exactly mad any longer but it's still a huge pain. And it was about standing up for people being harassed and walked over! The lgbt is oppressed, I understand, but every race, color, etc. is too. That's no reason to go around jamming your ***/p down everyone's throat or bullying for it.

*I do not mean you btw-

@InkDrawz I completely forgot that Sleepii had a strong disliking for Lydi IN THE BEGINING- Whatever happened before, she may have held a grudge against her... The only isssue is, Sleepii has psycosis, so this may be why she's so hostile towards you all...

Still no reason.

Justify all ya'll want, there is ZERO valid reason for all the harassment. Sorry, but you don't want me to lie, so here.

@InkDrawz I'm sorry that this p-sses you off... It's just... if I told you too soon, you'dve been furious..

Noooot exactly, but glad none the less...

I'm gonna finish a ref and hop off... I love you. And if you doubt it again I'll shove you in a room with Malto. Covered in black paint. :>

@InkDrawz I had a plan to make up a lie to test all you guys loyalty to me... but I hate deception ESPECIALLY under the guise of pressuring people for "good purposes" Good purposes my a-s!! I was so afraid to ask you all how you felt about me... I literally had a panic-attack...

@InkDrawz I'm still nervous and this s-it is just about over... anyhow... you finish up your ref...♡

*tiny kisses* You don't need to test me mon amour... good night.

Ello! :D

Got a guide thingy out and thought you'd like to know. I can send you the stuff through Gmail and a few copies of older books if you want something to read. And the Handler sign-ups will be posted tomorrow if you're interested

Have a good day baby, I'll see you later. In the meanwhile I'll try to think up more entities and add to HMM. Love you - Ink

@InkDrawz Hey Inky :3 Thanks I'll check it out ^_^ Luv u♡♥♥

I'll be away for a while. At a parade my friend is marching in. Love you and see you later! - Inky

@InkDrawz Hey baby!! Hope you had fun ^_^♡♡♡ btw prepare to have your mind blown soon UwU

I will! >:)

I got back around maybe two? and all I wanted to do was nap or speedrun Arceus because I want me some legendaries lmao. Hope your day was good. The parade was allright. Stood on burning pavement barefoot (my choice, a bad one-) and watched my friend march. They threw candy and I got about two tiny handfuls. Everyone was push and shove or take, but one little girl let me have a few pieces of Starburst bless her heart ^w^

@InkDrawz Another Oc is Pregnant *squealz*

Awww! Who??

@InkDrawz You'll for sure see today～！

I'll be on either late night or early tomorrow. We're gonna go to class but I might reconsider. I'm tired of helping and my mom complaining about it. Apparently all the times I did chores and took time to clean because she was tired means I'm suddenly chopped liver because I don't want to miss a class? Whatever. I'm tired of this.

Even worse when my brother complains about mess. He works. Mostly what he does is clean his room, rarely does more than 3 dishes or runs the trash out. I do the dishes the most. I run the trash out the most. What do I get? Yelled at when I'm upset that I'm the only one doing them after a while. Instead of gifts I'd appreciate, you know, less lip when I try and more help with it.

@InkDrawz I understand, no problem! Tbh my Aunt is the same way. Like, she works back home [in California] and when she comes home, I have to take the trash out QUITE OFTEN. Like when she's home, I'll take the trash out on Tuesday, and have to do it Wednesday, perhaps Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday! And when she leaves, the frequency ceases [thank Jesus-] But while she's here, there are times when I'm doing something else or Mom is cleaning the house-

So Mom will take it out sometimes, and my aunt will seldom do it, but when she does it, she'll be like: "Oh Adair didn't take the trash out I had too..." ONLY TO HAVE AN EXCUSE NOT TO PAY ME!!! She doesn't need to clean the house because me and Mom do that, and she doesn't even need to worry about cleaning the garage or taking out the trash cuz at times we'll do BOTH! Just, don't let them get to you @InkDrawz...

It's hard... wait... your name is Adair..? o///o

@InkDrawz Adair is my Middle name lol

My real name is a secret and is quite rare UwU

Awww.. still cute either way ^-^

Night boo

@InkDrawz Night Baby♥

@InkDrawz Hey Babe... I want you to know that I may not be around for a while... maybe I'll post art from time to time... but I'll mostly be around to be with you... Mom said I needed to not be on electronics SO often and focus on more important aspects of life, so the time I'm on will be cut down unless I don't really get on my switch at all...

If I totally disapper.. pls don't think I ghosted you... I just don't want anymore issues.. I love you♡♡ Always :3

Okay babe.... take care. I love you <3

i MiSs YoU aLrEaDy! ;^;

@InkDrawz OMG I READ THE STORY PORTION!!!!!!! *screams in 日本語* THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!!!!♡♥♥♡♥♥♡♥♡

@InkDrawz Tbh I don't remember WHAT exactly happened to Tama- but as vicious as he often can be, this must of been one hell of a fight! [quite sure this happened before he and Sierra became mates]

Yup, and before Evan and Vernon locked it in. I'm glad you like it! :D

Hey baby. About 3 minutes after you see this, check your Gmail. There should be another letter full of links. Those are books. If it isn't there give it a few and reload it <3

@InkDrawz I LOVED the stories btw!!! I couldn't stop reading them- ofc until Mom came home and had to use the computer cuz hers' broke- lmbo

Wait you read all of them-

@InkDrawz yesh-

ALL of them.

@InkDrawz the echos in here- yes all of them lol

Bro.... IT TAKES ME A DAY TO READ THEM-

Uhhhh.... which one's your favorite? And what did you think of Broken Bonds?

@InkDrawz Tbh I Liked Ink's backstory and Vaati's backstory [ofc I was partial to Tama and Vernon meeting again uwu] broken bonds left me shook lmaoooo

Uhhhh.... Vaati's backstory doesn't exist yet-

That was just an encounter with the eggheads

@InkDrawz I thought it was cuz it mentioned her past and how link's grandpa blamed her for his death-

Mentioned but I still have to go in depth. Ink's the only one so far, Night will be next. Major warning, there is death. Like.... quite a bit-

And I don't even like his gramps after that. Nobody hurts bat mommy >:(

@InkDrawz I can't even believe them bishes tried Vaati!!!! >:( Tell her she has my backing U-U

I mean... she can easily commit unliving but
1) She's too sweet like that and
2) Trauma from all of that power

@InkDrawz I'm SO HAPPY you found my channel!!!! But may I ask one thing of you My Love.....?? My mother is highly aware of my channel... but she doesn't know about us... so if we act all lovey-dovey on yt as well, I'll probably never see you again... bad enough I don't come around often anymore... please... for our sake... let's not make ourselves too obvious on there....?

I already know. We can't on Fb as well because mine would flip...

but alright

Limit it to here

@InkDrawz Thank you Mo'ghra....♡

@InkDrawz I worried about Lydi with that.... When Miki exposed her to her mother, that was the messiest s-it that I have EVER seen in my entire life! I didn't want to put her in that place again, so I tried to limit how much I talked to her on insta

it's probably too late now tho...

Well hey, at least you tried to keep her out of trouble. And whatever the hell Kiwii did is her own salt so don't feel bad for her. Point is Lydi is ok

You okay, glassyeyes?

@InkDrawz I'm fine my Mystical inkblot... I just... I'm actually worried about Lydi, Eric, Miki, and mewinabubble.... I think their behaviors were all driven by oppression...

Lydi..... Lydi has personal things. I don't know about Mew and Eric, and Miki did that to herself

Babe, do you feel like a little bloodshed..?

I got kicked in the nose. HARD. :>

@InkDrawz +v+

@InkDrawz B-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-BLOODSHED +v+

*distored gleeful laughter*

@InkDrawz *distorted* Δεαr G○Δ Ηθω ⊂●µ¬δ Ι **^ε ψι$$εδ ΤΗΙ$!!!????

o.o c-calm down!

English Ink-

Babe. Chill. I'm FINE-

@InkDrawz why were you kicked tho-

Sparring T^T

@InkDrawz 。。。I kill them +v+

NO! DOWN SKY!

@InkDrawz *puppy whimpers*

Okay babe, you don't need to kill.

I beat his kadonkus >:3

Hey boo...

I don't even know myself, but... I mind send you a picture of myself over Gmail. I did with Lydi (she looks GORGEOUS and puts herself down >:^), and I wanted to show you but I was always nervous. I'm not a princess. I'm not a model. I don't think I look pretty at all. My face is covered in acne and I feel so self conscious, but.... if we're in this together you deserve to

(3Ds died... AHHHHHH-)
-see who I really am. I don't want to hide. But you should know, I'm not Cinderella, I'm not a pagent girl, I'm not a plastic girl. I don't even know if you'll wanna see. But you deserve to. Because I love you mi amour

@InkDrawz Hey Babe..... I just made a- kinda sensitive post... it's veiled in humor but it's kinda a big deal... just know that this changes nothing between us, just hoping it doesn't change things between others....

It won't between us unless you really want it to... nothing will. But... I don't know about 'others' though..

@InkDrawz ik.......

I don't want it to affect anyone negatively... but you understand differently than others...

@InkDrawz This is serious. I think Anna hurt herself!

@InkDrawz Blue was forced to break up with her boyfriend. Now she's devestated and Alii was trying to help her but she stopped responding

I know. I wrote her too. I surfed the comments because I was worried....

I really hope she doesn't Sky..... she's too nice...

@InkDrawz ok.... Shiro's having a breakdown too... so.. I'm just about ready to fall out-

@Glass_Galaxy Stay. calm.

I know people are hurting. But please... don't try to stress yourself thin, love. If you need to have a minute, do so. I don't want you getting riled up either.

I'm ready to boil Sky.... I hate trying to get people to calm down, even if they cooperate

@InkDrawz I'm trying... birdy's bf just broke up with her bcuz he was jealous....

Birdy?

@InkDrawz birdysmirdy....she just made a post saying she needed help with something

Lord help us....

@InkDrawz oh f-ck this is Ria all over again.....

...please don't remind, Sky... if two and two were put together right, i was there when she jumped....

her a-s is on the roof now....

@InkDrawz and is also cosuming alcohol as we speak...

And Anubis popped on. Great. A friend is sui and two others are hurting. Add a horrible ex. You get HELL :D

@InkDrawz oh sh-t

oh sh-t...

I thought of st4bb!ng myself with a knife washing dishes once, Sky. He made me think that far.

@InkDrawz can we talk about how I LITERALLY JUST HIT MY F_CKING HEAD ON THE FLOOR??!!!

Satan is trying to f-cking give me a heartattck-

I SLIPPED AND FELL JUST 2 MINUTES AGO

The side of my head hurts! AND I'm getting a migrane! And IDK HOW TO HELP EVERYONE

GLASS

YOU DO NOT HAVE TO HELP EVERYONE ON COLORS!

Try to relax. I told you, DON'T STRESS YOURSELF THIN

@InkDrawz It's all happening at once!! And tbh, idk about Anna, She scared the HELL out of me the last time saying she was done...

@InkDrawz What if she really does something?

@InkDrawz I'm trying not to fall apart... IN FRONT OF MY DAM MOTHER... WE ARE IN THE F)CKING LIVING ROOM TOGETHER!!!

@InkDrawz ok... just give me a moment....

Breathe, baby, breathe.

@InkDrawz The cherry on top? Your ex boyfriend has arrived <3 isn]t that peachy

@InkDrawz Thank God.... Anna's ok...

Babe, you don't have to worry about him. I need to confront him on my own, in my own time. YOU don't need to worry about anything

@InkDrawz I was in a different online relatonship [dear God i need help] but she was still in love with a boy she knew for 3-4 years [he was in love with her too, but he was low-key toxic asf......]... we didn't break up... we just seperated... but I'm still discouraged to this day, and it's a slight trigger when people have trifling a-s exes...

Mind you this was over 4 years ago now...

Boo

sh-t still bothers me a little...

I get it, and I'm sorry, but I'LL deal with Anu. He's mine, after all, and if I don't I'll just be mad at him for an eternity like my bio dad.

@InkDrawz ok..... I'll try not to worry about it..

@InkDrawz yk Anna and Alii are an item now right? Tbh I'm happy for them... but I'm worried the guy she HAD to break up with may come back into her life someday.... I don't think Alii can take that tbh... she said she's been in alot of pain...

Yeah.... me too...

@InkDrawz Hello my love♡ Just want you to know that I won't be around on the weekdays... so I'm not ghosting you... if I don't respond to you..... I can't play my switch on Monday-Friday..... Love you♡

It's okay mine lovely. I have a bunch of school and can only get on in the evenings or weekends.

@InkDrawz Miss you already Mo'ghra♡

@Noctakit Please be honest with me ok? I'll delete the comments after

Is the fact that you relapsed into SH JUST about the cat and or Shane not being nice as you say, or is it more?

okay

tbh its not really abt anything else other then stress, pressure and my cra ppy job lol..
ik that all may not seem like much, but after awhile i just felt like i couldnt handle more..

and it all keeps piling on!
i get dont with one thing and two more appear..
and i hate feeling lonely more then anything..

@chiisai_Hoshi idk if i needed to tag u or not

@Noctakit it's ok but it doesn't make it trivial if it comes back to this coping mechanism...

I'm sure you know this well because it's the most christian thing ever- but please pray. ESPECIALLY when you have the urge to sh.

ik dude.. and i hope yk that as soon as i did, i instantly regretted it.. now i feel worse having done it cuz like.. i was like a year clean... :'((

@chiisai_Hoshi and i will.. i still have to tell shane when he gets home from work.. i really dont want to.. but i will..

Just ask Him to take away that desire to turn on yourself because you're stressing. If you feel that doesn't help, at least get a rubber band if the urge is too strong. PLEASE don't hurt yourself.

@Noctakit Just ask him to be considerate of you. Ask that you can be more considerate of each other in this stage of your lives.

@chiisai_Hoshi im sorry to bring all this up to you, but thank you for helping- and ill definitely do that..

When outside circumstances bring challenges, try to resist any urge to turn on each other...

@Noctakit Please, always! That's what friends are for!

@chiisai_Hoshi ill try and talk to him when he gets home-
and until then ill try and keep my mind actively on smth like LOZ or Skyrim, or a puzzle.
thank you Chi, i really mean it <3