i've loved her for a long time now, i think. but love is complicated for me...idk what i feel. meh,,
she jokingly said she'd never date me cause she wouldn't deserve me.
is that a compliment...? are you putting yourself down? i'm no saint...i just want people to like me. i just want to make others happy. i want you happy...to get all the love and care you deserve.

but am i too nice...would i be better off a jacka.ss?
whatever. i just need to bury the feelings again...