What if the thick, heavy void I'm stuck in was just oil
what if at one point I jumped in on purpouse, because I couldn't drown out everything else.
What if the oil goes on forever, and the sane people are on a bridge, far far above, out of reach.
#HappyPaintings
I want to die, I felt happy yeasterday now I feel devastated
(and I can't spell)
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Comments
28 Jul, 2021, 2:44 pm
Unironically deep in different ways, but...
What happened!? What's the cause of the devastation?
28 Jul, 2021, 3:10 pm
is there anything i can do to help :[
28 Jul, 2021, 5:08 pm
hope u oke bud :( we here to help ya out we gotcha fam
29 Jul, 2021, 10:08 pm
@Cleric @Ender1872 @Local_Jar_Of_Mayo
I'm mostly okay, I just have this thing where if I actually feel happy, the next day I crash really hard
29 Jul, 2021, 11:30 pm
Oh... I get that......
It's like being punished for being happy...
29 Jul, 2021, 11:43 pm
oooferz same here i feel ya :[
30 Jul, 2021, 1:07 am
@Cleric
Really? I thought I was the only one that happened to...
It's a problem I guess...
30 Jul, 2021, 10:11 am
@Cleric @HammerdShroomie
Honestly, I thought I was the only one who got that
Yeah, it sucks. And it sucks even more that other people experience it too...
01 Aug, 2021, 8:57 pm
One day i feel super duper confident and feel nice about myself, the next day i worry and im self conscious...I hate it :'[
08 Aug, 2021, 4:34 pm
@Ruby_Rider
sammmmmmmmmmmeeee.........
08 Aug, 2021, 4:34 pm
:'(
08 Aug, 2021, 4:59 pm
just gotta look forward to the good days though. dont focus on the bad
08 Aug, 2021, 5:57 pm
@Ruby_Ruder
Yeah. Gotta focus on the good times, even if they're small. Like today, my mom ordered pizza and garlic bread ((((:
24 Dec, 2022, 12:35 am
You jumped in when you were little, you didn't have perspective, you have been drowning all your life, desperate, you try to drag me under as well, you almost got me.
I beleive there is hope and salvation for you, you need only look for it, really search for it, my time is now, unfortunately, and there is nothing you can do to save the image of "us" implanted into our heads by our parents, I wish you the best-
But I can't rescue you.
I'm sure you already know what happens if I try.
30 Dec, 2022, 7:47 pm
Ok?