Oily Grave by SoupiBuddi

What if the thick, heavy void I'm stuck in was just oil
what if at one point I jumped in on purpouse, because I couldn't drown out everything else.
What if the oil goes on forever, and the sane people are on a bridge, far far above, out of reach.

#HappyPaintings

I want to die, I felt happy yeasterday now I feel devastated
(and I can't spell)

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
28 Jul, 2021, 10:33 am
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Cleric

28 Jul, 2021, 2:44 pm

Unironically deep in different ways, but...
What happened!? What's the cause of the devastation?

weoeoeo

28 Jul, 2021, 3:10 pm

is there anything i can do to help :[

Local_Jar_Of_Mayo

28 Jul, 2021, 5:08 pm

hope u oke bud :( we here to help ya out we gotcha fam

SoupiBuddi

29 Jul, 2021, 10:08 pm

@Cleric @Ender1872 @Local_Jar_Of_Mayo
I'm mostly okay, I just have this thing where if I actually feel happy, the next day I crash really hard

Cleric

29 Jul, 2021, 11:30 pm

Oh... I get that......
It's like being punished for being happy...

Local_Jar_Of_Mayo

29 Jul, 2021, 11:43 pm

oooferz same here i feel ya :[

AnArtistNamedStar

30 Jul, 2021, 1:07 am

@Cleric
Really? I thought I was the only one that happened to...
It's a problem I guess...

SoupiBuddi

30 Jul, 2021, 10:11 am

@Cleric @HammerdShroomie
Honestly, I thought I was the only one who got that

Yeah, it sucks. And it sucks even more that other people experience it too...

Ruby_Rider

01 Aug, 2021, 8:57 pm

One day i feel super duper confident and feel nice about myself, the next day i worry and im self conscious...I hate it :'[

SoupiBuddi

08 Aug, 2021, 4:34 pm

@Ruby_Rider
sammmmmmmmmmmeeee.........

SoupiBuddi

08 Aug, 2021, 4:34 pm

:'(

Ruby_Rider

08 Aug, 2021, 4:59 pm

just gotta look forward to the good days though. dont focus on the bad

SoupiBuddi

08 Aug, 2021, 5:57 pm

@Ruby_Ruder
Yeah. Gotta focus on the good times, even if they're small. Like today, my mom ordered pizza and garlic bread ((((:

AnArtistNamedStar

24 Dec, 2022, 12:35 am

You jumped in when you were little, you didn't have perspective, you have been drowning all your life, desperate, you try to drag me under as well, you almost got me.

I beleive there is hope and salvation for you, you need only look for it, really search for it, my time is now, unfortunately, and there is nothing you can do to save the image of "us" implanted into our heads by our parents, I wish you the best-
But I can't rescue you.

I'm sure you already know what happens if I try.

SoupiBuddi

30 Dec, 2022, 7:47 pm

Ok?

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