this year so far has been something else and i dont know what to do about it. Recently i just found out that my one friend truly doesnt care for me, they've told me im a liar and a thief and talk bad about me in a group chat. Yet she proclaims, shes very good at lying, to the point her boyfriend believes me more than her. My friends i started 2020 with did not enter the same this year. i just want to cry at this point. i only feel like the two who care is him and my best friend.