THE COLORING IS SO PRETTY ;w;
I strive to have pretty sketches like this hdgddss
I'm sorry it's frustrating here for you :'(

Sometimes certain things, or people can ruin an fun experience that you made for yourself for stuff. All I can say is, don't be influenced by anything or anyone. Do whatever makes you happy, and don't let anyone take that from you. *^*

With that said, I like this a lot! I especailly love how the sky looks, so whimsical. *o*

Lol, why does your trash look better than my hour(s) long stuff!!? :')
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Also, I get what you mean; the "community's almost nothing but a few artists who either: haven't found a better art site yet, ..and/or mouth-breathing t**ds who literally bully everybody...
I kinda feel bad for the makers: they KNOW the community's dying but they have no idea why or how...

@XNei_YuiX Awww....Neeeeeiii.......If this helps at all, I'm always here for you. There will always be people that try to get under your skin just because they can. Usually, I would either ignore them and keep doing what I am doing or let them bring me down. I learned, especially on here, that there are people you will meet that will make a place, that seems toxic, alot brighter.....I've met a ton of amazing artists and wonderful freinds that keep me here and even if I may not be the most talented person ever, I enjoy their presence so much that I don't allow others to make me feel any different. I do try me absolute best to help my friends out and talk to them whenever they need it. You are a wonderful person and crazy talented, Nei. I just want you to make the art you want to make since it is unique to you and it makes you happy. I hope that helps even a little bit.

@Prometheus lol you are always here to cheer me up!!! XD I'm so happy I know you! And also thank you:)
@Cleric don't compare yourself to others, especially me, my trash quality highly depends on my mood lol
also good to know someone understand me, especially because we both suffered the same stuff at the same time pff
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@Siobhanatron @Dynoluvva
I'm sorry that I'm always complaining about the same thing, I feel like such a crybaby x-x *gives you guys hugs*
I'm going to post again and hopefully more motivated this time:)

*hugs you back% Shhhhhh!!! There is nothing wrong with complaining about things that bother you. You're be ok just do you!!! *

when i'm upset with people i put on eminem and write music to spite other white kids.

@Free_Flying_ since I don't know how to write music my only option is to grit my teeth and pretend I don't see things lol

@Dynoluvva I wanted to elaborate more because your comment was too sweet and as usual your support makes me super happy and I don't deserve it:)
You are right. It's just that sometimes I let small things get me down and I feel so dumb (when stuff irl is already complicated, this only agravates it if that makes sense) my only way of venting without the feeling I'm annoying people is drawing, but that's what hurts me aswell sometimes. so guess I'll explode lol
if my opinion means something, I think you are really talented. Not everyone has the guts to spend more than ten hours on a drawing, that passion you have is one of the things that motivates me to keep trying to improve and I love it!
So, yes. You always help me. With every comment, even if it's just a small opinion. I'm forever grateful:)
and these small (or not so small, actually lol) talks we randomly have here bring so much joy to me. I'm so introverted and they help me a lot. I just can't express how happy I am to have you as a friend lol

This is . . . ADORABLE!!! >////< *hugs them* that's sad to hear! :'O colors to me just feels a bit hollow and lonely. 'o x o i'm not always here but I love seeing ya here making the great arts!! ; v ;)/ *pats your back*