re//ok! it started by my house , it was my house but the rooms weren't where they are normally , and idk why i was in dressing gown xD (i never wear that tbh) and my parents watched the tv so i went to the garden and in the garden shed and instead of the tools were 3 secret passages , 1 for the kitchen (in the dreams idk why the kitchen was instead of the hallway that i have irl) 2 to get out of the garden (which is impossible irl xd) and 3 to go in a new room that i didn't know (instead of the enter of the cellar) so i took the second entry and instead of the big place with the building next to my house was a big prairie with a river xD and here a random woman who started to leave and after i wanted to come back home but i wad her head in my hand (wt.f i even don't know who it was T^T) and like i panicked i put the head in the oven XDD and after i runned away and i was in front of a kind of church with two small streets on each side so i took one of the streets and this time (suite)
i was in a mountainous place so i climbed the kind of cliffand i ended up in an amusement park and i played a little weird game that reminded me a little Okami xD and i winned 3 candles , 2 blue and 1 pink/red and one girl from my school stole my pink one ! UmU and she said that she absolutely needed it idk why xD and after i managed to take it back and my dad came to get me without arguing me (wow xD) and after he cooked something with the oven and the head wasn't here! (so strange... XD)
after for the end of it i woke up in a new house , my parents said that it was our new house and i was on the floor and started to cry , my dogs , my cats , my sis , you , and even Gaster , i coudn't remember of these memories ! and i couldn't escape from this dream ! (but really it was impossible to woke up) and i seemed younger , like i was smaller with longer hair , and my parents didn't remember that i'm trans , it was VERY VERY VERY weird cuz in the 1st part of the dream my dad treat me
(suite) so normally like a boy, like everydays and idk why not at this end and after like i couldn't escape from this i took the first thing i saw and i busted it against my skull
re//ohh i see well just news from my sis and she's very stressed cuz she has to go to the court soon cuz of something pretty grave happened (it's a long story but i can explain only if u want on a old post)
re//ok ok i see now well yea it's ur fault BUT u realised this , ik that's not an exuse but it's more u WAS a monster to u that you are if u want to help yourself rn do u think u're monster at this point ? uwu i don't want to defend u cuz u asked me to don't so i will just say it by "true" u had reasons to treat u like this , not exuses just reasons , like our brain sometimes doesn't want to accept that we should treat ourself good cuz maybe we just see ourself like a person who doesn't deserve it , even in our inconcious
but u changed right? and want to change more so yea u did mistakes but ur life isn't finished and like u realised it now everything will be better right ? u feel guilty but hey it will pass ok and u're not born as an angel u become an angel , and after all nobody is perfect so now well do what u need to do
re//yea i try but aaaaaa legs are hard to draw ... T^T like complicated poses with legs are pretty easy for me but when it's more "normal" idk why it become hard -w-' wbu?
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09 Oct, 2020, 10:20 pm
yee!!congrats to Stormheartalpha to be 1st! owo
09 Oct, 2020, 10:41 pm
re//btw i'm going to sleep cuz of my awful headache -w-'
so gn! sleep well and sweet dreams! <3
see ya tomorrow my queen uwu
09 Oct, 2020, 11:56 pm
You did well yourself OS!
This was lots of fun to do!^^
10 Oct, 2020, 1:22 am
Re: Sorry about yesterday, I shouldn't be saying stuff like that
10 Oct, 2020, 9:54 am
Hi Miry! owo
10 Oct, 2020, 10:05 am
re//very good and u ? uwu
10 Oct, 2020, 10:24 am
re//playing Yokai Watch 2!
and u ? owo
10 Oct, 2020, 10:55 am
re//ohhh i see uwu
btw did u dream about something lately ? owo
10 Oct, 2020, 11:48 am
re//oh oki xD
Btw yea ! And a really long one
If u wanna know what it was about I can tell u but it will take me a little while -w-'
10 Oct, 2020, 12:41 pm
re//ok!
it started by my house , it was my house but the rooms weren't where they are normally , and idk why i was in dressing gown xD (i never wear that tbh)
and my parents watched the tv
so i went to the garden and in the garden shed and instead of the tools were 3 secret passages , 1 for the kitchen (in the dreams idk why the kitchen was instead of the hallway that i have irl)
2 to get out of the garden (which is impossible irl xd)
and 3 to go in a new room that i didn't know (instead of the enter of the cellar)
so i took the second entry and instead of the big place with the building next to my house was a big prairie with a river xD
and here a random woman who started to leave and after i wanted to come back home but i wad her head in my hand (wt.f i even don't know who it was T^T)
and like i panicked i put the head in the oven XDD
and after i runned away and i was in front of a kind of church with two small streets on each side
so i took one of the streets and this time (suite)
10 Oct, 2020, 1:01 pm
i was in a mountainous place so i climbed the kind of cliffand i ended up in an amusement park and i played a little weird game that reminded me a little Okami xD
and i winned 3 candles , 2 blue and 1 pink/red
and one girl from my school stole my pink one ! UmU
and she said that she absolutely needed it idk why xD
and after i managed to take it back
and my dad came to get me without arguing me (wow xD)
and after he cooked something with the oven and the head wasn't here! (so strange... XD)
after for the end of it
i woke up in a new house , my parents said that it was our new house and i was on the floor and started to cry , my dogs , my cats , my sis , you , and even Gaster , i coudn't remember of these memories ! and i couldn't escape from this dream ! (but really it was impossible to woke up)
and i seemed younger , like i was smaller with longer hair , and my parents didn't remember that i'm trans , it was VERY VERY VERY weird cuz in the 1st part of the dream my dad treat me
10 Oct, 2020, 1:04 pm
(suite)
so normally like a boy, like everydays and idk why not at this end
and after like i couldn't escape from this i took the first thing i saw and i busted it against my skull
and it's there that i woke up
WT.H?!??! xd
10 Oct, 2020, 1:05 pm
why i always do such weird dreams ?? TTwTT
10 Oct, 2020, 1:57 pm
re//mmmh..yea it can a possibility
but scared of what exactly? xD
10 Oct, 2020, 2:56 pm
re//mmmmh..maybe to lose my most precious "things" cuz of me/my personnality ? idk xd
10 Oct, 2020, 4:11 pm
re//yea that's sure
but describe a feeling is so hard aaaaa T^T
btw nah not in the mood rn
and u?
10 Oct, 2020, 5:15 pm
re//lmao
btw u will maybe have some surprises on Wattpad soon ewe
10 Oct, 2020, 6:16 pm
re//uwu
also how was ur day ? owo
10 Oct, 2020, 6:50 pm
re//mmh same ig xd
10 Oct, 2020, 7:22 pm
re//yea xd
also nothing new lately?
10 Oct, 2020, 7:40 pm
re//ohh i see
well just news from my sis
and she's very stressed cuz she has to go to the court soon cuz of something pretty grave happened (it's a long story but i can explain only if u want on a old post)
10 Oct, 2020, 9:19 pm
re//mmmh idk xd
just i can say is probably a guy if u can cuz i have so much girls xD
after do what u want uwu
10 Oct, 2020, 9:57 pm
re//yea ik..
10 Oct, 2020, 11:01 pm
Miry?
11 Oct, 2020, 8:40 am
re//it's ok dw uwu
also goodmorning! owo
btw ohhh what is it? nothing grave ?! OmO
11 Oct, 2020, 9:53 am
re//ok ok i see now
well yea it's ur fault BUT u realised this , ik that's not an exuse but it's more u WAS a monster to u that you are
if u want to help yourself rn do u think u're monster at this point ? uwu
i don't want to defend u cuz u asked me to don't so i will just say it by "true"
u had reasons to treat u like this , not exuses just reasons , like our brain sometimes doesn't want to accept that we should treat ourself good cuz maybe we just see ourself like a person who doesn't deserve it , even in our inconcious
but u changed right? and want to change more so yea u did mistakes but ur life isn't finished and like u realised it now everything will be better right ?
u feel guilty but hey it will pass ok
and u're not born as an angel u become an angel , and after all nobody is perfect
so now well do what u need to do
11 Oct, 2020, 10:00 am
re//it's normal
all i want it's to know u alright uwu
11 Oct, 2020, 10:50 am
re//well if u take more care of ur teeth maybe it wont happend?
11 Oct, 2020, 11:12 am
re//so good luck! uwu
also i forgot to ask xd
How are u today?
11 Oct, 2020, 11:47 am
re//oof xd
well like tired but i can't sleep
11 Oct, 2020, 12:14 pm
re//nah xD
i slept but idk why i'm still tired -w-
btw yea sure! uwu
11 Oct, 2020, 12:27 pm
re//now i just have to wait my slow pc xD
also after playing i'm going to post a drawing on Colors ewe
11 Oct, 2020, 12:38 pm
re//btw if i don't really remember the controles for a moment it will be normal like it's been a while xD
also what's ur level in the game ? owo
11 Oct, 2020, 12:46 pm
re//oki! nice uwu
lv 66 xD
kinda high level than u oops -w-'
11 Oct, 2020, 1:33 pm
the internet of my pc crashed.. i hate it so much..
11 Oct, 2020, 1:41 pm
re//yee
but idk if my dad will success to recover internet , cuz my pc bug so much -w-'
11 Oct, 2020, 1:55 pm
re//yea cuz it really doesn't work
but we can still talk here no ? -w-'
11 Oct, 2020, 2:24 pm
re//Yea! owo
btw yes sure uwu
11 Oct, 2020, 2:43 pm
re//eh eh grazie! uwu
11 Oct, 2020, 4:07 pm
re//just cuz of the surprise kiss from the last mini comic xD
11 Oct, 2020, 4:38 pm
re//mmmh idk xd
surprise me like always! uwu
11 Oct, 2020, 4:46 pm
re//aaaaaw grazie mille!! >w<
11 Oct, 2020, 5:15 pm
re//even if tbh the shading was pretty simple xD
11 Oct, 2020, 5:29 pm
re//oki np! uwu
11 Oct, 2020, 5:46 pm
re//oki! grazie ! ^^
it will be fun to draw ewe
11 Oct, 2020, 6:03 pm
re//i will try ! uwu
lol i love the fact that when idk what to draw u're always here help me xD
even without knowing like today
11 Oct, 2020, 6:26 pm
re//so that's a new power!! *o*
also i need to know something , do all of your siblings like to play video games ?(or it can be board games)
cuz i found an idea of scenario xD
11 Oct, 2020, 6:54 pm
re//oki! grazie mille ! uwu
11 Oct, 2020, 7:16 pm
re//uwu
btw what are u doing now ? owo
11 Oct, 2020, 7:36 pm
re//ohh cool! owo
clean the sketches of the requests (yea today i was very fast to find the poses lol)
11 Oct, 2020, 8:21 pm
re//uwu
so anything new lately ? owo
11 Oct, 2020, 9:12 pm
re//nothing much
except maybe just a fuc.king nightmare again xd
11 Oct, 2020, 9:51 pm
re//yea i try but aaaaaa legs are hard to draw ... T^T
like complicated poses with legs are pretty easy for me but when it's more "normal" idk why it become hard -w-'
wbu?
11 Oct, 2020, 10:14 pm
re//i feel less alone xD
btw so cool! good luck for it uwu
11 Oct, 2020, 10:22 pm
btw i think i'm going to sleep
(like i start to draw sh!t cuz i feel tired xd)
so gn! sleep well and sweet dreams uwu
see ya tomorrow dear friend! owo