@februaryfaye @strawberryshortcake i know she's very adorable but sadly she drank the orange juice :((((((((((((
hollow knight made me feel genuine pain because of the sun who is also a moth with orange juice

when i was a kid i was obsessed with ants and roly-poly's, and mylas a roly poly :)

@februaryfaye hollow knights a good game but dont get attached to anyone lol
your friends die and your girl gets stolen
but at least i have my homies elderbug and leg eater
and ogrim :))))))))))

re: its ok
maybe next time

so we back in the mine

re// oh no

@lunaticbiscuit got our pickaxe swingin from side to side

that's cuuute
I hope u get your motivation back soon, it sucks when that happens. TvT

The ignoration hurts me. lol

@xnei_yuix ???? what?

Nothing lol it was a joke. I thought you had ignored my comment. XD Sorry, I didn't want to bother you ^^''

@xnei_yuix/ @nei_zeppeli uhhhh ok man idk how to say this
but i kinda have been ignoring you, you're supporting free flying who has done horrible things to my friends. he told sleepii to kill herself on camera multiple times, and he uses homophobic, transphobic, and racist slurs. i dont want to be around people who are supporting that.

I knew why you were ignoring me. I just wanted to make sure.
Listen Ender, being nice to someone doesn't mean you support their actions.
I'm being polite because he has always been nice to me. You can't expect me or anyone to be angry at someone who has been nice to them (especially when I wasn't there to know what happened between him at the other girl).
I want you to know that if i ever saw him being racist or homophobic I wouldn't support it. If anything I would tell him that I'm uncomfortable with that stuff lol. There is a difference between being nice to someone and actually supporting their actions.
And everyone has a chance of improving. Because everyone has made mistakes. That's really important to evolve as a person.
I hope you don't think that I would tell anyone to kill themselves or anything along those lines, because I would feel really offended (since you think I'm supporting that kind of actions).

Also sorry for the long comment, I know you are sick. Feel free to reply whenever you feel better.

@nei_zeppeli ok i get you dont support that but by being polite to him and encouraging him you /are/ indirectly supporting all of this, whether you like it or not.
would you be nice to a sex offender because they were nice to you?
he's claimed he's changed but he hasn't. he still does all of this stuff, even if you don't see it. i saw in using the n word on this site. he isn't changing.

@Ender1872 Nei isn't defending a sexual predator. As a victim of sexual assault I'm genuinely appalled that you would equate a rapist to some kid who may or may not have naughty opinions, all so you can win a petty fucking argument. She's not enabling shit by just talking to someone and giving them the benefit of the doubt. God forbid an adult woman make ajudgement calm on someone that she's never met. And I've known Nei for years, she would stand up against and not defend anything racist, sexist, homophobic, or transphobic. As a matter of fact she has been one of the most supportive people in regards to my transition. If she caught anyone being genuinely hateful she would shut that shit down immediately. I haven't met free falling, I've had one single interaction with him presumably after he found out I was friends with Nei. I'm very open about the fact I'm trans. It's not a secret on my tiny gallery. He perused it and complimented my calligraphy and art amd we chatted a bit and then never again. Not once did he say anything transphobic or intolerant to me, so if he was as fervently fucked up as you are seemingly implying I like to think he would've at least brought it up in attempt to challenge me (which would've been a grave mistake lol luckily he didn't). Now again, I don't know the guy, I will concede that. But for the sake of argument what was the context for these homophobia and transphobic remarks? Did you see them first hand or is just basically hearsay? I know you just commented that you yourself saw him use the n word so you know what if that's true that's his fuckup. Assuming he's white anyway, again I know pretty much nothing about this guy. I'm just getting the feeling that this is a witch hunt against him because you and some others are witch hunting Nei for simply talking to a guy. And you certainly wouldnt want to specify anything if it made you look bad. The take away from that is you need to be more specific, otherwise you cast suspicion on yourself lmao. By the way generally speaking telling someone online to kill themselves is 90 percent of the time slang for saying you hate them. I'm willing to bet he wasnt telling this sleepii person to genuinely commit suicide. When I'm off my antidepressants I have regular suicidal thoughts and even then i don't interpret people telling me to kill myself as a literal invitation for me to commit toaster bath. But I don't know maybe I just have thicker skin by having an objectively shitty life. But real concern here is Nei. She disagrees with me on this, but in my opinion she shows most of the signs of generalized anxeity disorder. Do you even care how much stress you're likely causing her? Or do her feelings not matter to you? Ate you going to dehumanize this proud supporter of LGBTQ+ community because she sometimes TALKS to someone you all have a personal grudge against? And yes nei is right, by treating someone with respect amd common courtesy you can pull someone out of bad/harmful ideologies (assuming that's even the case with this kid). I speak from personal experiences here. The goal is to be nicer to them than their own communities are, and as nicely as possible correcting them with actual hard data and evidence, and you'll change people over time. Everything worth anything takes time and effort. Expecting things to magically suddenly change (or to always stay the same) is idiotic. Granted it's not the case for everything, but again I'm not going to equate naughty opinions to sexual assault because that devalues the traumatic experience people like me had to live and cope with. But again, I'm not defending free falling. I'm defending Nei, who is effectively my little sister.

@sleepiimikii lmao you clearly didn't read shit. I said I dont know this guy. I dont know what he's done. I'm here for Nei. I've also not claimed to know more about anything. And I never told ender he was wrong for for distancing himself from people for whatever reason. He can make his own choices. I said that he's wrong in saying Nei is supporting someone for just vaguely associating with someone. Also you cant cry transphobic when you've decided to call Male despite the fact that I identify as female and have been diagnosed with gender dysphoria and am hormone therapy for fucks sake. THAT seems awfully transphobic. And by the way if you have screenshots of this behavior than how about you share them with the rest of class, hm?

@sleepiimikii and btw just because ender is also a victim of sexual abuse doesnt mean his comment didnt devalue the experiences of victims like me and him.

@sleepiimikii you are accusing me of things I legitimately did not say. I did not say sexual abusers deserve support. All I said was if you have claims be specific and back them up, and not wotch hunt my friend who wanted to talk to someone and try to make her own judgement call. And if you have evidence of him doing illegal shit like spreading child porn you really shoul report it to the authorities and give them the evidence. If you have evidence I invite you to add me on discord and show me. I just ask you blur out disturbing images for me. Written text being uncensored is fine.

@sleepiimikii that's a-ok, you made a mistake. I assumed you looked at my profile or you know, actually read what I wrote in here

*on
Goddamn

@Sleepiimikii again I'm not putting down enders experiences lol. The way they wrote theur response to Nei it made it sound like they were comparing something that's not a rapist to a rapist

@sleepiimikii again, I'm willing to see evidence in the form of screenshots if you have them. I only ask you blu disturbing imagines, but leave the written text uncensored. My discord tag is Corpsebrood#0498

@sleepiimikii again I argue ender was very vague so my confusion there should be at least somewhat understandable

@corpsebrood alright so what in the goddamn
first off, we are not witchhunting nei???? i'm literally just ignoring her why would that translate to withhunting in your head, thats not at all what it is. i'm not yelling at her, or repeatedly going at her, i've literally just not been talking to her because shes supporting free flying doing all of this horrible sht.

@Ender1872
I misheard several things and I'm very protective of my friends. And you know what anything regarding sexual abuse or abusers is a tremendous and I do mean a tremendous sore spot for me. As for the witch hunting thing, you can call me crazy or whatever here but i saw several comment threads that i kind of interpret as shit talking Nei for barely associating with free falling. They both just politely comment on eachothers art. That's. About. It. So forgive me for being protective of someone I do consider my family here. Especially when my biological family leaves much to be desired.

As for my comment, I do see how it was incredibly reactionary and rude. So I'm sorry. No excuses. I'm sorry I was rude to you. And I dont randomly throw out apologies either, ask anyone who knows me, I'm quite proud. But I'm not lacking self awareness. So yes, I'm actually

Sorry

@corpsebrood I know those threads probably exist, but I did not take part in them. I know that she and free flying are friends and that's about it.
as for association, nei is on free flying's friend list. so she can't be 'barely associating.' They are friends and support each other.
I accept your apology, and I understand why you were upset. I likely would've reacted the same way if I was in this situation. luckily I was asleep for most of it, so I wasn't around for your anger.

@Ender1872 well I'm glad things have calmed down, but I do still as politely as possible disagree with her association of free falling being anything more than just that, an association. I've known Nei for a long time and as far as I can tell they aren't particularly close, or friends in any real meaningful way. I'm not defending anyone other than Nei, especially after seeing screenshots. Again I am still sorry for my hostility.

@corpsebrood it's alright. i've seen a few screenshots, but not much. the one i've seen is where sleepii went through the search of their discord conversations, trying to find a specific thing, but ended up finding like 50 instances where he was using the n word and other slurs.
nei and free flying may not be close, but they still are friends. it may not be the closest or most meaningful friendship, but it still exists, and by being friends with him she is turning a blind eye to everything he's done.

What if I'm there? It's not like I'm telling people to put me in their descriptions lol. Sometimes I just randomly find my username on someone's description because they find me worth of being there or for whatever reason. I'm not someone super close to them, I barely know his real name. The only thing I was supporting is some of his art pieces because I genuinely think some of them are cool. He does the same with me, that's all. I'm not a friend perse.
(Also I disagree on the thought that just because you are friends with someone it automatically means you are supporting all their actions and thoughts. You are supposed to help each other improve, but that's just my opinion based on my experience.)
So please don't assume I would support disgusting stuff because that's a serious accusation and you don't even know me lol.
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@SleepiiMilkii
I wanted to apologize for not wanting to see your proves on discord. The situation was too aggressive and I didn't want to add some random girl that I didn't know. I hope you understand that. But now knowing that someone has harrassed you I'm really sorry you had to suffer all of that. No one should and I hope it doesn't happen again. Really. So sorry, again. I would NEVER support that.
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So I apologise to both of you if I have ever hurt you. But I don't think that treating me that way was correct either. I will just keep my distance with both sides from now on.

@nei_zeppeli i dont think distancing myself from you because you supported him was incorrect, it's not like i'm trash-talking you. it's for my own health and safety. i've been polite to you, and you've treated me the same way, so you shouldnt say you're being treated unfairly because i was ignoring you for a reason.

Yeah, for the wrong reason because again thinking someone supports that without even asking them first is really unfair... did you even read what I said?

@nei_zeppeli sleepii has told me you've defended him at least once, and im going to believe her over you, no offense. i'll ask her for screenshots later. even if you didnt, im still not in the wrong for distancing myself from someone who is potentially defending him. if i didnt, i would be possibly putting myself in a dangerous situation or a situation i dont want to be in.

@sleepiikiwii wait what did he say to me was it during my truck break or my other break that was for like a year
if you got screenshots just copy the image address and paste it

@sleepiimikii I agree sexualizing children is wrong. I too was abused as a child and that's why it's a massive sore spot for me. I obviously don't condone it especially after being given proof. I just don't personally think the nothing relationship Nei has with him is indication of her condoning his actions, because again as she puts it it's mainly just been nice comments about eachothers art. She's going to distance herself which is a good thing. If she defended him she was likely lacking important context for the situation. Again I apologize to you and ender for my hostility.

* @sleepiimilkii frick

@sleepiimilkii also sorry if I misspelled your username

@corpsebrood we all misspellin sleepiis username today
its a curse

I'm sorry guys. I didn't want to cause you any trouble. I'll let you be. I was just trying to defend myself.

@sleepiimilkii so it was the one where i was gone in 2019 when my mom found out about discord? send a screenshot if you can

@xnei_yuix its fine. trying to defend yourself is normal. hopefully no more drama comes from this. i'm going to continue distancing myself for now, but once it calms down i'll start being friendly again if you'd like that. if you don't want to be friends i understand that completely.

you handled this is a polite way so this didnt last as long as other arguments i've been in have.

I don't want anyone to feel forced to being friendly to me. It just makes me feels worse.
This has given me way more anxiety that I'd like to admit when I don't even know you that much. But then again I wanted to make things clear because as I said one time on your speedwagon account I think, I do believe you are someone cool to have around lol.
That's it, I'll let you be. I'm really sorry

@xnei_yuix i think you misinterpreted, i'd like to be friends again, but i'm still going to distance for now. you're a very polite and kind person, i think you just got tangled up with the wrong person. i'm sorry this caused you anxiety, i don't hate you or bear a grudge against you, if that's what you're thinking. i genuinely believe you're a good person with the right intensions, but got mixed up with the wrong person and ended up in this situation even though you aren't considering him a friend.

Thank you for being this understanding