have you been getting enough protein

i was skating the other day trying to grind the highest rail ive ever grinded and i hurt my crotch. ill stick to doing lower rails and curbs for now. ow. maybe if i did a manual idk

fun. meds are 'real' fun.

but they help.

@Free_Flying_
i meds i take are called
MEMES

@LunaticBiscuit I think sooo, it started after not having my meds. May be a withdrawl thing. I got my meds today so we'll see if it goes away after a few days. If it doesn't i'll tell my doctor.

@-CannibalCrossing- ksks, rails scare me lmao. I need to invest in knee and elbow pads (probs should invest in a helmet too, but i hate helmets) I've been practicing shuvits on grass (because i'm a pwussy and scared of falling on concrete) and my left foot won't cooperate. It's almost there tho.

@Free_Flying_ I take 75mg of Sertraline (an SSRI) because my anxiety makes me do impulsive bad things.

damb.
i take... piilllz for severe adhd, insanely severe depression, insomnia helping shiz, impulse contr, and lots of melatonin i shouldn.t be taking...

oh, and vitamins.

i hate them.

but i need them and feel proper ish

@Free_Flying_ awe, i hope they're helping tho. My psychiatrist said most of my behaviours were anxiety based. My doctor thought i just had ADHD, he was incorrect. I still feel like there's something else going on, but i responded well to my meds so.. i can't tell. My mood always feels the same unless if i'm in a depressive episode.

@Free_Flying_ i also take melatonin, because insomnia

damn x2.

meh, i mean they are nice to be off sometimes. i laugh at memes better lol.
my advice, keep listening to urdoctor lmao. im sure you know that already tho.
lmao i'm kinda addicted to sleep meds. not a healthy habit and i'm afraid to tell my parents because who wouldnt.
but thats my problem. and it's not like i pop 20 a day.

you know yourself the best i guess. even if it doesnt feel like it.
oh, fu.ck insomnia. i forgot to say that.

i take pen.is enlargement pills
jk

if i took those could i possibly grow a peen tho?

@-cannibalcrossing- no lol

@Free_Flying_
aw man.

@Free_Flying_ I get the addiction to sleep meds. Please reach out to someone tho (doesn't have to be your parents) maybe a doctor? a therapist? a psychiatrist? I had a bad habit of stealing behaviour meds from my brother, along with pain killers, and melatonin. It started as just gathering them, taking like a mix of them usually 7 total pills, just to sleep (or for the walls to move-that was wacky) because I was scared to be awake. Then I'd get attachment issues with the bag of pills, and anxiety over 'running out.' luckily the meds that are actually mine got rid of that weird attachment, and I finally got myself to bring the bag to my doctor, so he could throw em away. I reached out a few months after i started doing that, because i was like "oh no my impulsive, and other weird behaviour is not good."

i plan on getting help soon. i've been meaning to for a while now but the stupid virus has really screwed me for a lot of things regarding health. once school starts back up, i'll sneak out and see a therapist/whatever.
sorry to hear abt the meds, too. it's hard to talk and man up like you have. not many people share this stuff. glad youre gettin better, too.

@Free_Flying_ the virus sucks, especially in the US. (Cases aren't supposed to go in a U shape - but our data has) I hope it clears up in your area soon!

eh, it might. idk. but i wish the same to you.

the canadian goverment is a lot differemt than the usa.

@Free_Flying_ ksks, i love Canada. Free healthcare seems great, and convienient

oh hell yeah. dude canada rocks. i'm glad i live here.

the free healthcare IS nice. so therapy is covered :) but dental isnt. unlike you guys, even if its for like 16 years i think.

@Free_Flying_ we just get insurance, that even then may not cover what ya need. I want eye contacts, but my insursnce may not cover them depending on the eye clinic. I wanna move to Canada in the future, and maybe New Zealand,

i've never been to NZ but i hear it's better than most places.
thing with canada, is that we are NICE. like, majority of ppl are nice. sure we might be di.cks here and then but that's cos yall deserve it lmao.

canada is awesome come live here.

@Free_Flying_ ya'll seem wayy nicer than Americans. I get surprised when peole in America don't understand why we have such a bad reputation.

lol you guys are fine. sometimes. your politics is just wack and your riots are retarted

@Free_Flying_ are history, and whole system has a bad rep. I can understand riots, but I wish the people incharge could just care about others more than themselves.

yeah. welcom to earth lol.

#fffc