re//ok! uwu so it was the evening , i played dqb 2 and just on my right leg i saw a spider with a little body and very long paws walked here xD it was so cute <3
re//well it's about a girl , Max , a photography student , who one day saw her old friend being killed by a guy and she discovers that she can go back in time so she try to help this friend to not be killed uwu
re//ohh i see uwu well the world of science is incredible but for me the most interesting is the brain , like to understand why people become "bad" or "good" , how one thing can change someone , the feelings , how it does to minimize a trauma or strange thing like when u sleep on ur right side u do less nightmare because of part of the brain and just how it works , that's so impressive! There are still a lot of mysteries about this organ making it more interesting uwu sorry if i have talked too much xD it's just that it's something that fascinates me , sorry again ^^'
re//UwU also cuz i feel like something change in my style , idk how say that but all i know is that's better now so.. i can maybe come back tomorrow uwu
Re// Well I have Snapchat, that’s kinda the only other social I have, mom and dad aren’t fond of social media really so you can believe how much it took convincing for snap lol
re//Grazie mille!! ^^ ok so : that's a real honor that my queen wants to see my art and say that my doodles are amazing , lady i'm really touched by what u said U///U
re//UwU also..can i ask u something? don't u think that Chibi is a bit...a strange this time ? idk how explain just if u want understand look at the post of #Osdoodles (the doodles like the last one)
re//u remember that my ex best friend chibi ink has a new account ? well idk why she ask me that -if i want that she follow me , and after she writes few message on my doodles 1 2 3 and 4 i'm confused about this tbh --'
re//mmmh ig she's nostalgic , and she want erase the past.. but i don't want , i feel really happy now even if sometimes i feel bad . i don't want this sh!t again..
re//aaaw grazie mille you're sweet uwu uk she's like a lot of people in my city and also the world , they think the world is just trade , a gift for a gift , they don't want "lose their time for nothing"..
re//well nothing much , she said that even if she tried to do somethiing for me i will make a wrong , that my word don't harm her , ect... and on a doodles draw' she said that i'm like the first time that we met but tbh..absolutely not..i not longer have an innocent thing..but ig i'm still broken ..*sigh that's maybe what she tried to say but i don't think so..
re//oh oki sorry xD Well not really cuz i don't see them much and the only members that i see sometimes don't really like me or just don't care ^^' wbu ? owo
re//i know it.. years after years nothing has improved in good.. like people destroy me more and more , i feel more sad , best friends ? pff that's bullsh!t , a big mess ! every time i changed for an other person they hurt me more ..and now everybody forget me ! yeeeeaaaa!leave me die alone that's true ! why care about someone who everybody think he's angry or tired everytime ? why? well because i can't be sad!! Yea people with NO FUC.KING HEART CAN'T CRY ?! YEEEEAAA!! Why try to understand when it's more easy to let it down everything!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! YEA ! NO HOPE WITH SOMEONE DISAPPOINTING ! I KNOW! I HEARD IT!! "I'm dissapointed.." THAT'S SURE ! WHY BEING PROUD TO HAVE A FUC.KING SH!TTY KID ?!! *sigh just called to find a solution to a problem and after what ?! THEY LET ME DOWN!! Emotions ? Feelings ? naaaaaah that's just for the FUC.KING SH!TA.SS ! yea i forgot that the life IS LIKE THAT!
yea..sorry for vent..i'm just angry and sad right now...don't worry that's not your fault..
re//yea ! but i'm not the best xD tbh i just do sometimes mini dances when i sing because it's soooo boring to just don't move -w- also i know a bit dancing the waltz but like i'm alone i can't really xD other questions?
re//ohhh awesome idea! owo mmmmh..maybe ur sona Mirilla Rose and Waluigi ? like u didn't draw u married if i remember or Prairie and Sardonyx? ok say me if u prefer an other idea xD
re//well.. i started sunday , just after that i said that i was in a good mood , i talked with my friends' grand ma' (in whom i trusted a lot) and she said that she can't called me by Os or Oscar because i don't look like a real boy for now.. after today she accept to "do an effort" but she still condered me as a girl..So after a big drama about a thing i was very angry and i started to say to it's idiot to say "i will do an effort" but just for one thing... and after that my dad yelling to me when i come back cuz of that : "SHE'S A OLD PERSON! DO AN EFFORT U TOO! U NEVER DO EFFORTS WITH NOBODY! SHE DO A LOT AND U NOTHING! EVERYBODY IN SCHOOL WILL CALL U OCEANE SO WHY WE HAVE TO CALL U LIKE THIS ?! U WILL NEVER YELLING TO UR TEACHERS RIGHT?! SO FOR NOW U ARE A GIRL AND LIKE THE LAW DOESN'T CONSIDER U AS A BOY U WILL STILL BE A GIRL!!" so..now when someone do "a lot of "good" things" this person can do anything and i am the monster ? ok.. maybe i shouldn't yell but ..they just don't
(suite) want understand that i'm not too young to be just..me.. they think that it's just a teenage crisis.. yea that's sure i'm just a stupid idiot selfish kid who makes whims.. Yea why try to help me to feel better and being me when u can be just A BIG AS.SHOLE SELFISH BECAUSE YEA IT'S SELFISH TO JUST DON'T WANT CALLED SOMEONE BY THE NAME THAT HE CHOOSE TO FEEL BETTER JUST BECAUSE HE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE A REAL BOY!!! YEEEEEEEEEAAAAAA !!!THAT'S PERFECT TO THINK THAT ! WOOOOOW U'RE THE BETTER PERSON OF THE EARTH B!TCH!!! *sigh sorry for vent..
re//grazie.. but idk..my dad wants that i apologize to her .. so it's me who suffer but it's my fault?...why the FUC.KING life is like this..i just want runaway and never see them again..but i can't cuz they're my SH!TTY parents.. even if my mom is more kind.. Why am i always a monster ?! because i didn't give them gifts ?! But WHY MAKE A GIFTS TO PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS SAY : SHU.T UP! STOP UR STUPID LAUGH , .. Yea they maybe do things for me but i don't want to people who say like HAPPY B-DAY but who always want something in return.. ok maybe i can "try" to be better but they will always think that i'm the bad guy in the story.. i'm fed up..
re//well Link (the main character) must help the princess Zelda to protect the triforces so for that he helps everybody in Hyrule and explores dungeons to kill the monsters create by Ganondorf (the bad guy) and after helping everybody and recovered the medallions to open the door of the Ganon's castel he has to kill him for the peace it's just a summary cuz the story is a bit more complex tbh xd
re//oki so : i..walk like a cat in a way , i mean like when i put my foot on the ground i don't put my heel , idk why i walk like that xD it's just a strange habit now when i was very young (i was 5-6 year old) i was A BIG FANGIRL cuz i made the mistake to say to my old best friend that i fell in love with him but not him xD so i "harassed" him every days to love me , jeez this was soooooooooo cringe xD this is also why i never said my feelings to my old others crushes again also i can make the sounds of some animals! like wolf , cat , uh..like a roar but idk of what kind of animals cuz it doesn't sound like a lion or a tiger XDD mmmmh i can crack almost all of the bones of my body , it's no use but i can do it xD and when i was very young again , I WAS INVISIBLE!! like my old cat (Aelita if i remember her name) attacked me cuz i scared her (why i scared everybody ?! XD) i never was in pain even though i had scratches (idk how did i do that xD)
btw it starts to be a bit late for me like i have to wake up at 9 am tomorrow xD i'm so sorry my dear .. I hope u will have a good night and make sweet dreams! ^^
Comments
28 Jul, 2020, 2:04 pm
This is beautiful ! uwu good job!
also a ref can be a good idea!
28 Jul, 2020, 5:05 pm
re//it's oki dw! uwu
well ..idk i'm just tired of my boring artstyle --'
so..i take a break to try to practice a bit but idk if it will work
28 Jul, 2020, 5:20 pm
re//grazie mille my dear TwT
mmmh...maybe wanna know a funny thing that happened to me 2 days ago ? xD
28 Jul, 2020, 5:31 pm
re//ok! uwu
so it was the evening , i played dqb 2 and just on my right leg i saw a spider with a little body and very long paws walked here xD
it was so cute <3
28 Jul, 2020, 5:42 pm
re//lol it would be funny to see!! XDD
28 Jul, 2020, 5:53 pm
re//mmmh..idk xd
maybe because they're hairy or their beautiful eyes xD
and u why u don't like them?
28 Jul, 2020, 6:02 pm
re//ohh i see XD
28 Jul, 2020, 6:13 pm
re//just eating and watching videos
what about u ? uwu
28 Jul, 2020, 6:22 pm
re//ohh nice uwu
28 Jul, 2020, 6:52 pm
re//also i wanna ask u this , what do u think i have to improve in my art?
28 Jul, 2020, 7:12 pm
re//oki ! ^^ grazie!
28 Jul, 2020, 7:47 pm
re//uwu
btw how are ur cats?
28 Jul, 2020, 7:47 pm
re//oki np! ^^
28 Jul, 2020, 8:03 pm
re//good too uwu
28 Jul, 2020, 8:16 pm
re//uwu
also what kind of music are u listening?
28 Jul, 2020, 8:26 pm
re//ohh nice choice uwu
28 Jul, 2020, 9:42 pm
sorry i didn't know what to say xD
28 Jul, 2020, 10:12 pm
re//mmmmmh..maybe how do u think that our hazbin sonas became friends ?
28 Jul, 2020, 10:51 pm
re//ohh great idea uwu
also dw it's ok!
28 Jul, 2020, 11:08 pm
also aren't you tired at this hour? xD
29 Jul, 2020, 9:58 am
re//pffff XD
also Hello uwu
29 Jul, 2020, 10:11 am
re//How are u today? uwu
29 Jul, 2020, 11:13 am
re//i'm good too uwu
and what are u doing?
29 Jul, 2020, 11:22 am
re//just redrawing some old drawings on my sketchbook uwu
29 Jul, 2020, 11:51 am
btw how are ur familly ? owo
29 Jul, 2020, 12:05 pm
re//the best activity EVER lol xD
btw they're good uwu
29 Jul, 2020, 12:18 pm
re//a lot of doodles from my 3rd and 7th sketchbook uwu
29 Jul, 2020, 12:33 pm
re//uwu
also sorry if it will be very sketchy xD cuz i generally just redraw the pose
29 Jul, 2020, 12:59 pm
re//btw will take a break to play uwu
also how was your day? owo
29 Jul, 2020, 2:01 pm
re//mmmh good ig uwu
29 Jul, 2020, 2:28 pm
re//uwu
btw u're still doing the best activity ever ? xD
29 Jul, 2020, 2:44 pm
re//yay! xD
btw yep ! uwu
29 Jul, 2020, 3:23 pm
re//also i wanna ask u , what do u think of the ship between my oc Mihato and the oc that u create for me Orchidia ? owo
29 Jul, 2020, 3:47 pm
re//oohhhh i see uwu
29 Jul, 2020, 4:19 pm
re//not much , just a friend who came today to say hello , nothing more
what about you?
29 Jul, 2020, 6:42 pm
re//ohh awesome!! owo
29 Jul, 2020, 7:25 pm
re//well for now i filled almost 9 pages with doodles -w-
29 Jul, 2020, 7:42 pm
re//uwu
29 Jul, 2020, 7:49 pm
re//sill playing! uwu
what about you?
29 Jul, 2020, 8:01 pm
re//wow! OoO
Impressive! xD
29 Jul, 2020, 8:19 pm
re//also i wonder , other than spiders , do u have other animals that u dislike ? owo
29 Jul, 2020, 8:57 pm
re//ohh i see
mmmh i don't think that i have one tbh xD sorry
29 Jul, 2020, 9:23 pm
re//mmmh a lot!
maybe 20 or 30 ig xD
and u?
29 Jul, 2020, 10:03 pm
re//ohh cool! uwu
30 Jul, 2020, 10:53 am
Heya! uwu
30 Jul, 2020, 11:14 am
re//good and u ? owo
30 Jul, 2020, 11:48 am
re//mmh good i think uwu
wbu?
30 Jul, 2020, 12:07 pm
re//playing Zelda a link between worlds! uwu
and u?
30 Jul, 2020, 1:13 pm
re//ohh i see xD
30 Jul, 2020, 1:32 pm
re//yea! but i stopped 1or 2 days after cuz it wasn't the type of game that i prefer tbh ^^'
but it's a nice game!
30 Jul, 2020, 2:12 pm
re//also i wonder , do u know the game Life is strange? owo
30 Jul, 2020, 3:11 pm
re//well it's about a girl , Max , a photography student , who one day saw her old friend being killed by a guy and she discovers that she can go back in time so she try to help this friend to not be killed uwu
30 Jul, 2020, 3:44 pm
re//mmmmh maybe the old timey redraw? or maybe the draw' of sonally "let's do it to it!" ?
30 Jul, 2020, 4:07 pm
re//prego! ^^
30 Jul, 2020, 4:19 pm
re//mmmmmmh....maybe what do u think of science? owo
30 Jul, 2020, 5:44 pm
re//ohh i see uwu
well the world of science is incredible but for me the most interesting is the brain , like to understand why people become "bad" or "good" , how one thing can change someone , the feelings , how it does to minimize a trauma or strange thing like when u sleep on ur right side u do less nightmare because of part of the brain and just how it works , that's so impressive!
There are still a lot of mysteries about this organ making it more interesting uwu
sorry if i have talked too much xD
it's just that it's something that fascinates me , sorry again ^^'
30 Jul, 2020, 6:07 pm
re//aaaaw really ? that's so cute <3 uwu
30 Jul, 2020, 6:20 pm
re//aaaaw that's so awesome!! owo
30 Jul, 2020, 6:41 pm
re//mmh i don't think or i just don't remember xD
30 Jul, 2020, 7:24 pm
re//mmmh who are the parents of ur kittens? owo
30 Jul, 2020, 8:04 pm
re//very good uwu
30 Jul, 2020, 8:38 pm
re//well i think when i will come back i will post the doodles from my sb uwu
30 Jul, 2020, 8:54 pm
re//eh eh uwu
30 Jul, 2020, 10:09 pm
re//UwU
also cuz i feel like something change in my style , idk how say that but all i know is that's better now so.. i can maybe come back tomorrow uwu
30 Jul, 2020, 10:16 pm
Re// ah general kanobi
30 Jul, 2020, 10:32 pm
re//even if i don't improve much ? ^^' tbh it hasn't really changed ..i'm sorry if u will don't see anything >_<'
30 Jul, 2020, 10:44 pm
Re// I’m doing alright, nothing really interesting goes on in my life most of the time, wbu?
30 Jul, 2020, 10:51 pm
Re// Well I have Snapchat, that’s kinda the only other social I have, mom and dad aren’t fond of social media really so you can believe how much it took convincing for snap lol
30 Jul, 2020, 10:55 pm
re//R-really ? >///<
30 Jul, 2020, 11:05 pm
Re// ye I tried getting instagram as well but mom says no :p
30 Jul, 2020, 11:11 pm
re//ohh um......
How am i supposed to answer to that?! >///<
30 Jul, 2020, 11:43 pm
re//Grazie mille!! ^^
ok so : that's a real honor that my queen wants to see my art and say that my doodles are amazing , lady i'm really touched by what u said U///U
30 Jul, 2020, 11:51 pm
re//yep! Changing ur username didn't change your place on the throne! xD
31 Jul, 2020, 12:02 am
re//UwU
also..can i ask u something?
don't u think that Chibi is a bit...a strange this time ? idk how explain just if u want understand look at the post of #Osdoodles (the doodles like the last one)
31 Jul, 2020, 12:04 am
sorry to bother u with that..i just don't know what to think of this situation..--'
31 Jul, 2020, 12:17 am
re//u remember that my ex best friend chibi ink has a new account ? well idk why she ask me that -if i want that she follow me , and after she writes few message on my doodles 1 2 3 and 4
i'm confused about this tbh --'
31 Jul, 2020, 12:51 am
re//mmmh ig she's nostalgic , and she want erase the past..
but i don't want , i feel really happy now even if sometimes i feel bad . i don't want this sh!t again..
31 Jul, 2020, 1:24 am
re//Grazie mille for helping me..
and sure i will be careful dw
31 Jul, 2020, 1:32 am
re//aaaw grazie mille you're sweet uwu
uk she's like a lot of people in my city and also the world , they think the world is just trade , a gift for a gift , they don't want "lose their time for nothing"..
31 Jul, 2020, 1:41 am
re//btw let's change of subject cuz they are not worth it and that i don't want that u feel bad by my fault
So aren't you tired at this hour ? xD
31 Jul, 2020, 1:42 am
re//sure! same for u if u need help ok? uwu
31 Jul, 2020, 1:48 am
re//sooooo are your sleep problems getting better ? uwu
31 Jul, 2020, 1:53 am
re//Yay! i'm glad for u !! ^^
31 Jul, 2020, 2:27 am
re//UwU
btw i going to sleep cuz i start to feel tired , i hope u don't mind ^^'
Buona notte e sogni d'oro!
31 Jul, 2020, 9:41 am
Oh mah gwad-
this is I C O N I C !
Gurl, ur so talented ... I-
31 Jul, 2020, 9:58 am
Hello! ^^
31 Jul, 2020, 10:26 am
re//i'm good and yea i sleep pretty well uwu
wbu?
31 Jul, 2020, 11:01 am
re//wow that's really weird xD
31 Jul, 2020, 11:11 am
re//just listening songs and sometimes singing them
and u ? uwu
31 Jul, 2020, 11:59 am
re//ohh awesome uwu
31 Jul, 2020, 12:24 pm
re//oh uh you mean rn or in the past?
31 Jul, 2020, 12:46 pm
re//well nothing much , she said that even if she tried to do somethiing for me i will make a wrong , that my word don't harm her , ect...
and on a doodles draw' she said that i'm like the first time that we met
but tbh..absolutely not..i not longer have an innocent thing..but ig i'm still broken ..*sigh
that's maybe what she tried to say but i don't think so..
31 Jul, 2020, 1:07 pm
re//ohh oki uwu
btw it was good , and u ?
31 Jul, 2020, 1:24 pm
re//also can i ask u this , do u think that i improve a bit or not ? owo
31 Jul, 2020, 1:42 pm
re//Yay ! ^^ Grazie !
31 Jul, 2020, 1:49 pm
re//UwU
also are u still playing ?
31 Jul, 2020, 2:12 pm
re//nah i'm just doing nothing xD
31 Jul, 2020, 2:24 pm
re//lol xD
Nothing time!
31 Jul, 2020, 3:01 pm
re//xD
also i will maybe open the collab , u think it's a good idea? owo
31 Jul, 2020, 4:35 pm
re//oki uwu
idk what to talk about now xd
31 Jul, 2020, 5:48 pm
re//sure! uwu
31 Jul, 2020, 5:59 pm
re//Oki! it will be fun! uwu
31 Jul, 2020, 6:30 pm
re//UwU
btw i wonder do u have ever played at Shantae ? owo
31 Jul, 2020, 6:45 pm
re//same! uwu
31 Jul, 2020, 8:15 pm
re//well i don't know her much but i think she's a smart and strong girl uwu
and she's so cool!
31 Jul, 2020, 8:38 pm
re//uwu
also i wonder , who is the character from Sonic that u like the least ? owo
31 Jul, 2020, 8:53 pm
Re: Thank ya Miry!
31 Jul, 2020, 9:05 pm
re//i think amy and sticks the badger
31 Jul, 2020, 9:23 pm
re//yea poor marine..
also yea , tbh i dislike Sonic boom idk if it's just in French that sounds like that but the characters looks soooooo silly
31 Jul, 2020, 9:41 pm
re//i really wonder why and how people create this abomination , they killed the saga..
31 Jul, 2020, 10:04 pm
re//yea..and they think that stalked someone because it's ur crush is cute but it's totally not..
it become an obsession and not love --'
31 Jul, 2020, 10:10 pm
re//also i finished ur request! uwu
and tbh i like how it looks so i hope u will like it ! uwu
31 Jul, 2020, 10:32 pm
re//eh eh glad that u love it! uwu
31 Jul, 2020, 10:47 pm
re//UwU
btw what are u doing now?
31 Jul, 2020, 11:06 pm
re//oki! uwu
31 Jul, 2020, 11:27 pm
re//welcome back ! uwu
also wow u're fast!
31 Jul, 2020, 11:39 pm
re//GOTTAGOFASTER FASTER FASTER FASTER FASTER
Oh jeez that i love this song XD
31 Jul, 2020, 11:58 pm
re//Ohhh yay!!^^
she will turn to..21? if i remember correctly
01 Aug, 2020, 12:24 am
re//Yea my memory hasn't deceided me!! lol xD
btw i hope she will have a great birthday! uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 12:36 am
re/ohh yea sure do what u want uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 12:53 am
re//prego! uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 1:04 am
re//yeeeeee!!sure!! i love this movie! it's beautiful!! ^^
01 Aug, 2020, 1:05 am
also grazie! uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 1:18 am
re//yea Hayaho Miyazaki did a really amazing job uwu (and the others people too!)
01 Aug, 2020, 1:34 am
re//ik uwu
but i wonder do u know the movie Princess Mononoke from the same studio ? owo
01 Aug, 2020, 1:45 am
re//oki ! i'm going to sleep too so xD
goodnight , sleep well and sweet dreams my dear ! uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 10:34 am
re//Hi Miry!! ^^
How are u today ? and how did u sleep? uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 10:55 am
re//pretty good even if my stomach start to hurt ^^'
and yea i sleep well uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 11:19 am
re//dw i'm alright uwu
btw so cool ^^!! good luck! uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 11:48 am
re//just playing zelda ocarina of time cuz i'm too lazy to draw -w-
01 Aug, 2020, 12:06 pm
re//uwu
also how was ur day?
01 Aug, 2020, 12:50 pm
re//ohh something bad happened ? if u don't wanna talk about i understand dw ! uwu
mine was ..normal so boring
01 Aug, 2020, 1:43 pm
re//ok ok i just hope that everything is alright for u
01 Aug, 2020, 2:02 pm
re//well she will turn to 23 this september
yea she's ten years older than me , ik that's much xD
01 Aug, 2020, 2:26 pm
re//well other than my parents and me , nobody live here (if u mean go along in this way ^^')
01 Aug, 2020, 3:09 pm
re//oh oki sorry xD
Well not really cuz i don't see them much and the only members that i see sometimes don't really like me or just don't care ^^'
wbu ? owo
01 Aug, 2020, 3:36 pm
re//ohh awesome! owo
u're lucky! uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 4:13 pm
re//no i took a break to draw uwu
and u?
01 Aug, 2020, 4:51 pm
re//yee drawing time!!
btw Princess Hilda from zelda a link between worlds uwu
and u?
01 Aug, 2020, 5:15 pm
re//ohh great! good luck to finish them! uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 5:35 pm
re/uwu
btw still no news from the court ?
01 Aug, 2020, 5:52 pm
re//Yeah! It will be sooooooo satisfying! ewe
01 Aug, 2020, 6:08 pm
re//yea ! xD
01 Aug, 2020, 6:26 pm
re//well very good i almost finish the shading tbh uwu
and u ?
01 Aug, 2020, 6:51 pm
re//yea! uwu
also oki i understand xD
01 Aug, 2020, 7:16 pm
re//ohh i'm sorry for u
i hope u will feel better soon OmO
01 Aug, 2020, 8:04 pm
re//grazie mille ! ^^
01 Aug, 2020, 8:37 pm
re//yea i'm just a bit tired -w-
dw
and in my desc it's just a random thing , nothing serious uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 9:04 pm
re//Yeeeee!! Congratulations!!! ^^
01 Aug, 2020, 9:11 pm
re//uwu
also u're working on which one now ? owo
01 Aug, 2020, 9:53 pm
re//ohh awesome ! uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 10:31 pm
re//uwu
also i wonder , do u know Lore Olympus ? owo
01 Aug, 2020, 11:16 pm
re//well it's a weebcomic about the love story between Persephone and Hades but in a more modern world uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 11:26 pm
re//uwu
01 Aug, 2020, 11:59 pm
sorry idk what to talk about xd
02 Aug, 2020, 12:11 am
re//well idk what to write and i don't feel to find something happy so to avoid to write a big sh!t i prefer just dots
02 Aug, 2020, 12:57 am
i'm sorry to worry u..
02 Aug, 2020, 7:13 am
Heya Miry! I have a question, ya don't mind me asking right?
02 Aug, 2020, 9:19 am
re//yea..
btw wanna chat?
02 Aug, 2020, 10:16 am
re//grazie mille!
btw how are u ? owo
02 Aug, 2020, 10:30 am
re//eh more bad than good tbh
btw what are u doing?
02 Aug, 2020, 10:38 am
re//ohh so cool!
also grazie!
02 Aug, 2020, 10:40 am
btw nothing just waiting 13h or 14h to come back to my house
02 Aug, 2020, 11:37 am
re//i'm back! sorry for late ^^'
well i was in the apartment of my grand parents , i would have preferred never to go tbh..
02 Aug, 2020, 11:45 am
re//i really wonder why everything wrong with me..
02 Aug, 2020, 11:56 am
re//yea but i think it's impossible..
02 Aug, 2020, 12:42 pm
re//i know it..
years after years nothing has improved in good..
like people destroy me more and more , i feel more sad , best friends ? pff that's bullsh!t , a big mess ! every time i changed for an other person they hurt me more ..and now everybody forget me ! yeeeeaaaa!leave me die alone that's true ! why care about someone who everybody think he's angry or tired everytime ? why? well because i can't be sad!! Yea people with NO FUC.KING HEART CAN'T CRY ?! YEEEEAAA!!
Why try to understand when it's more easy to let it down everything!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! YEA ! NO HOPE WITH SOMEONE DISAPPOINTING ! I KNOW! I HEARD IT!! "I'm dissapointed.." THAT'S SURE ! WHY BEING PROUD TO HAVE A FUC.KING SH!TTY KID ?!! *sigh
just called to find a solution to a problem and after what ?! THEY LET ME DOWN!! Emotions ? Feelings ? naaaaaah that's just for the FUC.KING SH!TA.SS ! yea i forgot that the life IS LIKE THAT!
yea..sorry for vent..i'm just angry and sad right now...don't worry that's not your fault..
02 Aug, 2020, 12:43 pm
*disappointed
02 Aug, 2020, 12:55 pm
re//dw it's ok
it's like an habit now...
02 Aug, 2020, 1:20 pm
re//grazie..
02 Aug, 2020, 1:38 pm
also sorry , i know that i'm not the best compagny that u can have..
02 Aug, 2020, 1:39 pm
re//no no dw it's ok
02 Aug, 2020, 1:52 pm
re//grazie mille Miry you're sweet..
well..you know except the bad moments of my life i don't have much as a type of conversation ..sorry
02 Aug, 2020, 2:08 pm
re//ok sure!
02 Aug, 2020, 2:12 pm
re//well if i don't bother u , yea!
02 Aug, 2020, 2:27 pm
re//Yea!
02 Aug, 2020, 2:42 pm
re//Wow yea they're fantastic!! OwO
02 Aug, 2020, 2:55 pm
re//uwu
also what are u doing rn? owo
02 Aug, 2020, 3:12 pm
re//ohh nice! owo
me just playing go vacation with my friends Alexya and Gabriel (they're cousins uwu)
02 Aug, 2020, 3:13 pm
also Alex' said that ur drawings are beautiful!
02 Aug, 2020, 3:28 pm
re//UwU
also grazie mille for ur songs , they make me in a good mood uwu
02 Aug, 2020, 3:40 pm
re//eh eh UwU
02 Aug, 2020, 4:00 pm
re//Yeee!!Congratulations!!
02 Aug, 2020, 4:17 pm
re//UwU
also how was ur day ?
02 Aug, 2020, 4:58 pm
re//bad and awful..
02 Aug, 2020, 5:25 pm
re//it's ok ig...
02 Aug, 2020, 5:37 pm
Don't be sorry, im late as well so sorry about that, anyway what happened to Mentos? Ya 'n her seemed like good friends
02 Aug, 2020, 6:36 pm
re//aaaw grazie mille
*hugs back
02 Aug, 2020, 6:53 pm
re//UwU
also are u still drawing?
02 Aug, 2020, 7:00 pm
Ah alright, i was hoping she could teach me a bit of japanese but i guess duolingo will help me instead
02 Aug, 2020, 7:11 pm
re//nah
i just watch videos uwu
02 Aug, 2020, 7:31 pm
Well i could but it seems like she doesn't wanna talk in english or something 'n also why is her username in ya friendlist? Did something happened?
02 Aug, 2020, 7:40 pm
Thats understandable i guess, well thanks for the help!
02 Aug, 2020, 7:55 pm
re//yea
also how are ur kittens?
any fun moments with them? owo
02 Aug, 2020, 8:11 pm
re//pffff xD ok i see
02 Aug, 2020, 8:32 pm
re//uwu
btw do u have future video games that would interest you ? owo
02 Aug, 2020, 8:40 pm
re//ohh i see
also wow i saw the trailer , it will be amazing!!
02 Aug, 2020, 9:27 pm
re//uwu
also do u know HuniCast ? owo
02 Aug, 2020, 9:43 pm
re//yee Ashley Nichols Art! uwu
02 Aug, 2020, 10:24 pm
re//no , i would like to draw but i can't really cuz of my headache.. yea this day want me dead ;m;
wbu?
02 Aug, 2020, 10:57 pm
btw i'm going to sleep cuz my headache hurt so much -w-'
sorry..
good night and sweet dreams!
03 Aug, 2020, 10:12 am
Hello! OwO
03 Aug, 2020, 11:15 am
re//mmmh like a mix between good and ok
wbu ? owo
03 Aug, 2020, 11:45 am
re/drawing and listening music and u ? uwu
03 Aug, 2020, 12:07 pm
re//ohh so cool! owo
btw just my sona Ossy and his "backstory" uwu
03 Aug, 2020, 12:46 pm
re//uwu
also i wonder , how many "request" do u have left to draw ?
03 Aug, 2020, 1:54 pm
re//grazie mille!! >w<
03 Aug, 2020, 2:21 pm
re//UwU
also do u remember the old design of Sonic from the movie ? omg it was soooo strange XDD
03 Aug, 2020, 2:51 pm
re//and the first time i though it was a joke but no XD
03 Aug, 2020, 3:13 pm
re//yea thanks.. -w-
but i also wonder if they didn't change how Tails should be in the movie xD
btw are u drawing rn?
03 Aug, 2020, 3:41 pm
re//yea but it's hard to stay focused xD
03 Aug, 2020, 4:02 pm
re//King Dice in the cow boy outfit from Tomodachi life uwu
just cuz it fit him really well xD
03 Aug, 2020, 4:34 pm
re//dw u don't uwu
well i didn't continue cuz i wasn't in the good mood to play it this week sorry ^^'
03 Aug, 2020, 4:55 pm
re//aaaw really ? xD
03 Aug, 2020, 5:19 pm
re//ohh so how do imagine that ? owo
03 Aug, 2020, 5:32 pm
re//Haha xD
no no u're not weird! that's..kinda cute
03 Aug, 2020, 5:49 pm
re//well if it happend it would be an honor to hear ur voice uwu
03 Aug, 2020, 6:03 pm
re//yee i hope uwu
03 Aug, 2020, 6:26 pm
re//good i'm doing the shading uwu
03 Aug, 2020, 7:04 pm
re//uwu
also what are u doing?
03 Aug, 2020, 8:12 pm
re//Grazie! uwu
btw ohh i see
me just trying to draw the collab with chelsea
03 Aug, 2020, 8:32 pm
re//grazie! ^^
03 Aug, 2020, 8:50 pm
re//well today my friend Alex' called me to go tomorrow in a Laser game so idk when i will come back sorry ^^' but i'm leaving around 14h
wbu?
03 Aug, 2020, 9:03 pm
re//oof xd
03 Aug, 2020, 9:32 pm
re//for now nothing , i mean the mii ask just normal things , not much funny things happened
03 Aug, 2020, 9:45 pm
re//mmmmh what do u think is ur worst default ?
03 Aug, 2020, 10:13 pm
re//mmmh idk
not for now
and u ?
03 Aug, 2020, 10:34 pm
re//mmmh being always woken up at 7-8h by my cat yelling me to leave my room
after i don't think i have really other habits
do u have other questions?
03 Aug, 2020, 11:00 pm
re//yea ! but i'm not the best xD
tbh i just do sometimes mini dances when i sing because it's soooo boring to just don't move -w-
also i know a bit dancing the waltz but like i'm alone i can't really xD
other questions?
04 Aug, 2020, 12:16 am
re//eh eh..junky food xD
but i'm not getting fat! rather the reverse , idk how i do that i just have a strange body xD
also grazie! ^^
04 Aug, 2020, 12:42 am
re//Yeeeeeee sure!! ^^
so what to draw today ? uwu
04 Aug, 2020, 1:11 am
re//ohhh awesome idea! owo mmmmh..maybe ur sona Mirilla Rose and Waluigi ? like u didn't draw u married if i remember
or Prairie and Sardonyx?
ok say me if u prefer an other idea xD
04 Aug, 2020, 1:26 am
re//oki! uwu
just one thing , uh..what kind of dress do u want that i draw?
04 Aug, 2020, 1:58 am
re//ok! i will try my best ^^'
04 Aug, 2020, 2:22 am
re//grazie uwu
tbh i already finished the first sketch xD
but i'm gonna clean it tomorrow when i will be less tired if u don't mind -w-'
04 Aug, 2020, 2:50 am
re//lol same xD
good night and sweet dreams my queen !<3 uwu
04 Aug, 2020, 4:24 pm
re//glad that u like it! uwu
also Hi!! i'm sorry for late ^^'
eh i'm not very good tbh...
wbu?
04 Aug, 2020, 5:05 pm
re//dw..it will be ok ig..
so uh what are u doing rn?
04 Aug, 2020, 5:29 pm
re//ohh nice!
just eating pasta with sausage
04 Aug, 2020, 5:46 pm
re//yee
also how was ur day?
04 Aug, 2020, 6:15 pm
re//well..to be honest really really sh!tty ^^'
04 Aug, 2020, 6:32 pm
re//it's an habit now , yea it's always my fault.. *sigh
04 Aug, 2020, 7:06 pm
re//well..
i started sunday , just after that i said that i was in a good mood , i talked with my friends' grand ma' (in whom i trusted a lot) and she said that she can't called me by Os or Oscar because i don't look like a real boy for now..
after today she accept to "do an effort" but she still condered me as a girl..So after a big drama about a thing i was very angry and i started to say to it's idiot to say "i will do an effort" but just for one thing...
and after that my dad yelling to me when i come back cuz of that : "SHE'S A OLD PERSON! DO AN EFFORT U TOO! U NEVER DO EFFORTS WITH NOBODY! SHE DO A LOT AND U NOTHING! EVERYBODY IN SCHOOL WILL CALL U OCEANE SO WHY WE HAVE TO CALL U LIKE THIS ?! U WILL NEVER YELLING TO UR TEACHERS RIGHT?! SO FOR NOW U ARE A GIRL AND LIKE THE LAW DOESN'T CONSIDER U AS A BOY U WILL STILL BE A GIRL!!"
so..now when someone do "a lot of "good" things" this person can do anything and i am the monster ? ok..
maybe i shouldn't yell but ..they just don't
04 Aug, 2020, 7:11 pm
(suite) want understand that i'm not too young to be just..me..
they think that it's just a teenage crisis..
yea that's sure i'm just a stupid idiot selfish kid who makes whims..
Yea why try to help me to feel better and being me when u can be just A BIG AS.SHOLE SELFISH BECAUSE YEA IT'S SELFISH TO JUST DON'T WANT CALLED SOMEONE BY THE NAME THAT HE CHOOSE TO FEEL BETTER JUST BECAUSE HE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE A REAL BOY!!! YEEEEEEEEEAAAAAA !!!THAT'S PERFECT TO THINK THAT ! WOOOOOW U'RE THE BETTER PERSON OF THE EARTH B!TCH!!!
*sigh
sorry for vent..
04 Aug, 2020, 7:14 pm
i though that she was a kind and understanding person..that she would help me...
i feel like ...betrayed..
04 Aug, 2020, 7:22 pm
re//grazie..
but idk..my dad wants that i apologize to her ..
so it's me who suffer but it's my fault?...why the FUC.KING life is like this..i just want runaway and never see them again..but i can't cuz they're my SH!TTY parents..
even if my mom is more kind..
Why am i always a monster ?! because i didn't give them gifts ?! But WHY MAKE A GIFTS TO PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS SAY : SHU.T UP! STOP UR STUPID LAUGH , ..
Yea they maybe do things for me but i don't want to people who say like HAPPY B-DAY but who always want something in return..
ok maybe i can "try" to be better but they will always think that i'm the bad guy in the story..
i'm fed up..
04 Aug, 2020, 7:36 pm
re//dw u managed to make me stop crying it's already a lot
also yea unfortunately..
04 Aug, 2020, 7:48 pm
re//grazie mille Miry
04 Aug, 2020, 8:12 pm
re//yea if possible -w-'
04 Aug, 2020, 8:34 pm
re//mmmmh how long have u known One Piece? owo
04 Aug, 2020, 8:50 pm
re//Woooow i see OwO
04 Aug, 2020, 9:47 pm
re//eh kinda
04 Aug, 2020, 10:09 pm
re//just playing one of my favorite videogame Zelda Ocarina of time to relax a bit
wbu?
04 Aug, 2020, 10:29 pm
re//ohh awesome!!
04 Aug, 2020, 10:31 pm
can't wait to see it! uwu
04 Aug, 2020, 10:52 pm
re//yee! ^^ good kuck!
04 Aug, 2020, 11:15 pm
re//prego! uwu
05 Aug, 2020, 12:55 am
re//well yea but idk what to talk about xD
05 Aug, 2020, 1:23 am
re/oof xD
05 Aug, 2020, 1:33 am
btw i'm going to sleep cuz i start to be tired
i'm so sorry..;m;
buona notte e sogni d'oro! <3
05 Aug, 2020, 10:57 am
Hello ! ^^
05 Aug, 2020, 12:38 pm
re//good and u ? uwu
05 Aug, 2020, 1:04 pm
re//mmmh i think yes uwu
05 Aug, 2020, 1:22 pm
re//playing Zelda Ocarina of time and i will maybe draw later uwu
wbu?
05 Aug, 2020, 2:04 pm
re//ohh so cool! owo
what are u drawing?
05 Aug, 2020, 2:34 pm
re//ohh awesome uwu
good luck!
05 Aug, 2020, 3:09 pm
re//well Link (the main character) must help the princess Zelda to protect the triforces
so for that he helps everybody in Hyrule and explores dungeons to kill the monsters create by Ganondorf (the bad guy) and after helping everybody and recovered the medallions to open the door of the Ganon's castel he has to kill him for the peace
it's just a summary cuz the story is a bit more complex tbh xd
05 Aug, 2020, 3:57 pm
re//yea right xD
btw she's good uwu
tbh she's trying to chase my mom's dog in the garden xD
and yours?
05 Aug, 2020, 4:38 pm
re//mmmh idk xD
i do have a lot so idk exactly the number sorry xd
wbu?
05 Aug, 2020, 5:25 pm
re//yee xD
also are u still drawing? owo
05 Aug, 2020, 5:50 pm
re//yep! uwu
05 Aug, 2020, 6:59 pm
re//uwu
also i wonder , who is ur favorite character in One piece? owo
05 Aug, 2020, 7:42 pm
re//ohh nice choices! owo
well i haven't watched a lot of episodes but for now i like Sanji and Chopper uwu
05 Aug, 2020, 8:15 pm
re//pretty good and yours ?
05 Aug, 2020, 8:35 pm
re//for the lunch a kind of pasta alla carbonara (it's same but just a bit different) and potatoes and cream with a meat donut for the dinner
wbu? uwu
05 Aug, 2020, 10:02 pm
re//grazie! uwu
btw ohh great! owo
05 Aug, 2020, 11:20 pm
re//mmmh...maybe about any fun facts or anecdotes about us?
06 Aug, 2020, 12:24 am
re//oki?
so who starts? xD
06 Aug, 2020, 1:16 am
re//oki so :
i..walk like a cat in a way , i mean like when i put my foot on the ground i don't put my heel , idk why i walk like that xD
it's just a strange habit now when i was very young (i was 5-6 year old) i was A BIG FANGIRL cuz i made the mistake to say to my old best friend that i fell in love with him but not him xD so i "harassed" him every days to love me , jeez this was soooooooooo cringe xD
this is also why i never said my feelings to my old others crushes again
also i can make the sounds of some animals! like wolf , cat , uh..like a roar but idk of what kind of animals cuz it doesn't sound like a lion or a tiger XDD
mmmmh i can crack almost all of the bones of my body , it's no use but i can do it xD
and when i was very young again , I WAS INVISIBLE!! like my old cat (Aelita if i remember her name) attacked me cuz i scared her (why i scared everybody ?! XD) i never was in pain even though i had scratches (idk how did i do that xD)
Now u know that i'm really so weird! XD
06 Aug, 2020, 1:17 am
btw and u ? uwu
06 Aug, 2020, 1:49 am
re//oof XD Rip ur grand ma finger!
06 Aug, 2020, 2:07 am
re//pffff xD
I would like see that one day
06 Aug, 2020, 2:23 am
btw it starts to be a bit late for me like i have to wake up at 9 am tomorrow xD
i'm so sorry my dear ..
I hope u will have a good night and make sweet dreams! ^^