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Do you want to talk about it?
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@radfood5 past trauma that i cant get rid of. ive been thinking about it for weeks now and it wont go away

also something im more angry about than upset but im not opening that can of worms

im mostly just angry that i cant get rid of these stupid thoughts

@chellybean ty bro

Huh, yeah, I know the feeling...

I have a few memories bugging me nonstop.

@radfood5 the urge to drop all my friends and stop trusting everyone is too overwhelming.
your friends hurt you so whats to say your new ones wont

Yeah, I get that, I really do.
I have trust issues, and paranoia.

I only really trust a few people, but I don't fully trust anyone, really, not even myself.

@vaporeon adafadsgdf thank you, i'll be fine i think :)

@radfood5 i dont really think i have paranoia, i just think people will hurt me based on past expiriences. some people i trust almost immediately because i guess i can read ppl pretty well, and i can kinda tell if they would hurt me from their personality. like i know chelsea wouldnt even think about doing stuff to upset me, because she isnt that kind of person

but for the most part im slow to trust

To be honest, I really hope I don't come across as spiteful or like I'd hurt people on purpouse

Ig I worry about that a lot because my art is so edgy

Idk I just think edgy art equals spiteful, but only about myself tho

@radfood5 bro if u want my honest opinion i dont think you would hurt anyone on purpose. you might do it by accident but i know you wouldnt do anything intentionally

Well, I'm glad I don't come across like I'd hurt anyone on purpouse

well I will admit I've had dumb outbursts sometimes, I seem to only get like that when I'm forced to pick a side on something without time to think about it

@radfood5 yeah i know :')

i dont think ive had an outburst but idk