Im scared of hurting anyone regardless of how much pain i have regardless of how dangerously upset i am yet i always end up hurting everyone around me and it makes everthing so much more worst

My ocs constantly getting rejected and voided, never good enough for anything does not help, ocs, my characters is the only way i can cope and its hard when you dont even believe in them anymore

I think that venting is a- ok, cuz then you can just get some of the steam out yk? don't think of your feelings as a burden, feelings are feelings and you are able to express them however you want, even through art. There may be people who aren't as approachable, which is definitely unfortunate. However, don't feel scared to show what you're really feeling. It becomes too much of a burden to carry and will just drag more into a pile of messy stuff. Just say how you feel, don't feel the need to work around it cautiously. I think there's always someone willing to listen to others, kinda like the whole "i don't want to be heard, i want to be listened to" thing which is understandable for everyone! If someone is getting angry for this, it'd prob be best to steer away from that negativity. Maybe you could write down what you're feeling? draw it? whichever way you want it as long as it isn't harming you or anyone else :) it may be hard to write/draw/speak it, but it all takes baby steps. Coping with ocs are understandable, every oc has a piece of us i think which is why we're so connected to them... I do this a lot haha. Sorry for the big paragraph, but I hope it gets better. It may not be now, but there's always another day:)

re- Np my guy, hang in there! even when the times b tough >:)