I should be used to it by now.
Idk why i still get mentally strained by these occurences.
It happens everday or every other.
I really just cant deal with myself.

Half of the times it's other peoples feelings and emotions that are bothering me, they're rarely ever my own.

Oof.

I know what you mean. That's why I try my best not to get too involved with most people/friends I talk to. Especially when people bother them.

I try to hold back those feelings, but it ends up making me physically ill for a few days cuz I don't vent often. :'D ( I sure wish we had a punching bag, lol. xD )

re// >:(
my father will hear about this!

father:
me: oh y e a h . . .