no empathy by TrashPanda
i just- when someone dies i dont feel anything. i dont know how to comfort someone if theyre mourning. when an animal dies ill be sad for a bit then be fine. i dont care if i hurt someones feelings, sometimes i laugh. i pinned down my cousin and held a butter knife to his throat when i was 10. my parents just yelled at me and did nothing. i lost most of my irl friends cause they all say im mean. so i put a mask on infront of the current ones, but i feel as if its breaking. i wanna know why(cont)
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21 May, 2020, 5:38 pm
im like this. why do i wanna steal, why do i like fire so god.damn much (i dont go lighting sh.it yet, dont worry) why can i be so f.ucking ruthless. my mom and were arguing earlier and she said "i have too much going on in my head to deal with you right now" (her best friend just died) and i almost said "aw poor you, do you need a tissue? maybe some chocolate?" and if she had said something along the lines of "my friend just died why would you say something like that" i would respond with 'not my problem'
21 May, 2020, 6:36 pm
^ LMAO EXPIRED
'die by I0-2-20XX'
or 'Birth before 4-IO-IOXX'
21 May, 2020, 7:19 pm
^lmao guys that's morbid xDDDDDDD
Heya. I don't know how old are you, but everyone has a different perception of reality. Something that hurts you might not hurt other person and viceversa.
Maybe you have alexithymia tho lol, I don't know XD
22 May, 2020, 6:54 am
@XNei_YuiX
ok after a quick google search alexithymia is def not it XD i just have a really hard time figuring out how to help people or what to do when say, theyre sad, or upset. i also have a hard time reacting when i get gifts from people, i get anxiety and have to fake a happy response
22 May, 2020, 1:24 pm
re// june 5th! i was born a day before 6/6/6 so thats fun
22 May, 2020, 1:38 pm
re// my friends birthday was yesterday, another friends birthday is on the 28th, yours is on the 30th, my moms is on the 14th, and mine is on the 5th.
lots of birthdays
22 May, 2020, 5:51 pm
@-Ender- And mine is on 29th, deal with it lol ;)
@Roseheart just chil lol. I asked for your age because maybe you are just finding out how and who you are. Maybe you will change after a few years (I'm not attacking you lol, everyone evolves from time to time) or maybe you are just like that. But if it really bothers you, I would suggest talking to a psychologist, if you see it as a problem, that's it lol.
I guess everything should be fine as long as you don't hurt others and more important, yourself lol