by Archive_of_Dreams
Black blood or Tears? Really what the differences ?
April been a crappie month, from the beginning to the end.
Here I though maybe things are looking better, I could make it out of these month with no more pain but I was wrong.
I hate April, I hate this month, I'm tired of losing things to this month, I'm sick of it.
I'm sorry, this isn't like me, I hate doing vents, I'm just tried
I'm not fine, not right now but maybe tomorrow will be better?
I'm going to bed.
I'll delete this later
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01 May, 2020, 5:51 am
I forgot the name of the poet but he would agree that April is a sad month :P
This whole virus thing needs to stop, and needs to stop soon.
It's all a nightmare, hope you can keep holding on just a little longer :O
01 May, 2020, 2:24 pm
I just want to say, it's okay to not be okay.
From my own personal experience, I feel sometimes we try to make ourselves happy and okay to push aside the pain, or sadness, or anger, or whatever it is to simply not feel it for whatever reasons it is we have.. But it's okay to have a couple days, to weeks, to even months where you aren't yourself. it's okay to have those emotions and feelings and to just be done with everything. Especially when life keeps beating you down.. Eventually things will pass and get better, sometimes it just takes longer than we would like it to take.
I have a hard time remembering this myself when I'm in a bad place, but you will rise and come out of this stronger than you were before.
As one of my favorite songs says, "You gotta taste the salt to love the sweet. 'Cause the tears remind me I'm alive, it's fine to not be happy all the time"
01 May, 2020, 7:51 pm
I'm so sorry things are so hard rn Shadow :( Like GalaxytheWolf said, it's okay to be sad sometimes or even post a vent!! We're only human after all.
It might not seem like it but I promise eventually it'll get better again, even though I can't exactly tell you when :( In the meantime if you need to vent or talk or anything, we're all here for you! <3