On a side note I just wanted to say thank you for everyone who been Patient with me lately, this month hasn't been a good one and it got my mood into a funky limbo, I am trying to do better and hope to soon.

This past week been hard because last Sunday we had to put down are family cat of 20 years, we knew it was coming but that didn't make it any easier, and in that same few days was my grandpa University of passing so he been on my mind, I can't believe its been 4 years.

My Cousin who also had his Double lung transplant 4 years ago in this month has been Heavy on my mind. He ok right now but 4 years is marker that transplant lungs start breaking down and with the Corona virus going around I do worry for him.

I know everything happens for a reason so no matter what I can trust it will work out, I just want to let you all know what going on and I'm sorry for not being my normal self, thank you for hang in there for me, I do appreciate it!

On a better note, in May I'm going to open up DT so that be fun.

Also June I'm not doing a Species of the month, I'm going to take it as a break and try and catch up on things. I have fallen behind on my goals of drawing my adopted character in the month they were made and I like to catch up on them. I also want to do those AT and DT to and just draw some of my own stuff to.

No worries Species of the month will start back up in July.

Thanks for reading.

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Cell and its Auto correct

Two more things.
I'm hoping after the lock down over I can go to the doctor for a check up, I been having trouble with my heart lately and need to get it look at. Heart problems run in my family so I'm wondering if I inherited something. Or maybe it Stress?

A good thing is I was able to start working again, I started this week and it good to be back to work

My, it's been hectic. Im sorry it is like this, Shadow, I do hope this resolve. It seems there are just so many awful things happening all at once. Also, congrats on starting to work again! :D

Von is such a cool boy, I love him~

I know you've been having it rough lately Shadow and you know I'm always here for you, no matter what time of day, I will always be here for you and supporting you every step of the way!

Take it easy, you don't have to force yourself to get the SOTM done, you've already done a few amazing pictures for it. Your life and health come first, I know I don't pray, but I do wish you luck <3

Yeah, try not to worry about stuff on Colors, Shadow--just take it easy. I'm sorry things have been so hard for you lately. I'm always here for ya, too, and you've got our support. Hang in there! The sun always shines after the storm!

I'm so sorry about your cat, they really are like family :( Knowing you, though, I'm sure you gave them the best life they could've asked for!
It sounds like a lot of stressful stuff is goin on rn, so dont worry too much about inactivity or anything! Focus on your mental/physical health first <3

I'm really sorry to hear all of that Shadow :'( There's a lot going on in your life right now, and a lot of worrisome things... I'm praying for you, and I know God's got you and your family. Please hang in there and take it easy <3

This drawing of Von looks super good! I always enjoy your people style

*gives you hugs and tiny plushie von*