fu.ck dude im sorry you have to go through this, im going through similar shi.t too :(
it helps knowing at some point well be able to transition and truly be ourselves :) ily nohomo

re: i like semi came out to my mom by explaining my social/chest dysphoria and anxiety and that
it was really distressing her bc she said she hated to see me unhappy with myself and tried to get a counsellor thats aware of trans issues but i opted out last minute cuz i got too scared tp go lol
ive kinda just been bottling up everything my whole life and its hard to vent but i litterally trust you with my life lmao

Oh yea last week my mom and i were at a post office and the lady at the counter said to stand back so i did but she said 'not him' and my mom said 'HER" in front of a bunch of ppl. i legit wanted to keel over and just walked out. the thing is i present very masc and theres no girls in my area who present masc so everyone was confused af
Oh this is long shi

You're a boy and you're valid

-Rad dude