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rando post cause im not comfortable talking about this with most people
cole (rebonica on butterfly) is still continuing to obsess over me and seeing that gave me ptsd or something because i started hyperventilating really bad
i want to tell him to leave me alone but im terrified of him

@ender1872
i can tell him to leave you alone/stop being creepy n obsessive if you're cool with me doing that, i havent been on butterfly lately but i'll be there in a heartbeat to help ya

if you dont mind, yeah. faye did that but i guess she deleted the comment and i dont blame her

@ender1872
told him on his latest post, i aint deleting it so if it disappears thats him doin it

alright

thank you eli it means a lot

@ender1872
glad i could help!! just hope you feel better soon

huh. i just got done talking to faye and apparently she didnt delete hers either. but before it was deleted i copied it so i have proof of it existing

you see all of the supportive comments get to stay. if he didnt want people commenting at all he would have deleted them. this just proves he's trying to hide what he's done. he says its in the past then why act like its recent.

@ender1872
da.mn did he delete mine too already?? i wonder if he realizes that it just makes him come off even more scummy
theres a difference between avoiding drama and then hiding stuff, i was trying to be as chill as possible in what i said but i guess that's how he's gonna be
im only kind of aware of what went down between you two, but either way cooe should learn to move on if hes so worried about upsetting you, since its his want to hold onto it all that causes problems

cooe. lmao *cole

yours is still there for the moment. if he was so worried about upsetting me then he wouldnt have called me the r word when he knew i had autistic family members. faye's comment was also very chill sounding too, it was even worded so other people looking wouldnt know who they were talking about. i was referred to as J.
if/when yours gets deleted i have that copied too. i told sleepii about it too.
and lmao i have a problem of misspelling peoples names as well

@ender1872
it doesnt really sound like cole's gonna listen then, if all else fails i could like,,,, make a post or smth on butterfly about it?? not at this point in time but if things get worse (like idk he tries to,, do smth???? like harass you) then i would
and alrighty, if he does delete it then yikes
im Not great at responding atm im tired, im goin to bed soon actually
i just hope it all goes well and again, that you feel better

yes go to bed if you're tired. if worse comes to worst, sleepiis gonna send me screenshots of cole being a bad person, i could post it if he denies everything. his big excuse last time was "its in the past i changed and if you dont believe me you're a horrible person" or whatever
i'm also gonna go to bed soon lol

yea im goin to sleep after posting this comment :clap:
i really dont like when people say stuffs happened in the past, that they will change/have changed from it,,,,, and then they Haven't, that bugs me to no end, theres someone im aware of on discord who's harassed some friends of mine, said hes sorry (albeit in an immature manner), and then turned around and been nasty still
even then tho, the difference between him and cole is that like?? he's really young, he's like barely I3 while cole is. uuhhh I6-I7 ish? i think? regardless age, both should be held at least somewhat accountable, but the guy harrassin my friends is young and has time to change and can get his act together and mature
cole has Not changed. he should know by now how treating people like this is sh.it, but he doesnt and hes going to keep going over and over it feels like from what i know

i dont eve n know if i worded all that properly but just. Cole Bad Vibes
im goin to bed now agfjsd i hope you have sweet dreams!!

whoops forgot ping @ender1872

ok yes good night, he responded with "I never asked to be like this, now did i? hm." which is just, what.
im gonna say smth and go to bed gnnn

hah @ past me who was gonna go to bed but ended up leaving at 12:30 a m because cole would not shut up

@ender1872
rip, what went down exactly?? i know there was smth about fae affirming cole's actions but i dont really know past that
you dont have to say but Man, i wanna punch cole in the junk

ok so i told cole to leave me alone. he shouted and screamed at me and called me a pedo for saying i loved kiwii platonically.
i told him to shut his trap and calm down. he did but it was all "poor me you never loved me none of my illnesses are faked this is all your fault you hurt me and if you dont want to be my friend you're a bad person" and i repeated that i did not want him talking to me ever again. he then went into "PLEASE. PLEASE JOSEPH. I WAS NICE TO YOU. I WAS NICE BEFORE THE DRAMA, RIGHT?? YOU KNOW I WAS NICE. JOSEPH PLEASE." and that went on for a bit. at this point i was straight up terrified. he's obsessing over me this bad, and i didnt want anything to do with it. meanwhile his gf was saying thing like "nono you dont understand he's really not ok in the head you cant hold him accountable for anything he's done to you" and i was just so stressed i said i was going to bed and to not talk to me anymore. i hung around for a bit, and all i saw was faye affirming cole and telling him he wasnt the bad guy here. and iw as just so shocked and unable to process it i went to bed. apparently after i went to bed faye just started lying about me and i think sh.ittalking? kiwii stepped in and thats all i know

i have screenshots i could get to you if you want the details, sleepii probably has a lot more cause she went on after i went to bed

@ender1872
hOOoollllyyy f.ucking sh.it im going to implode cole's face in
he needs to f.uck off and leave you the hell alone and stop treating you like this
his gf doesnt help this either, whether he's actually got mental illnesses or not cant excuse any of this nonsense he's pulling
it can /explain/ it, but not justify it. and even then, i say explain lightly bc GOD YOU DONT JUST DO THIS TO SOMEONE????
god d.amn though with faye, from what i know they really don't like taking sides but. thats what you did faye, you took cole's side for--what reason????? what the F.UCk
im really sad all this sh.it is happening to you man, is there anything i could do now to help?? somehow????

and yea if you could provide screenshots thats be good, i'd highly prefer over discord but ik you dont have it, so maybe sleepii could in that case?

I think I'm mostly fine. sleepii has a discord, just say "hey can i get the screenshots of cole being a f.ucking dum.bass" or whatever
here's mine for now: https://postimg.cc/gallery/KLcGP0W
he also tole me i was faking my diagnosed illnesses but wouldnt specify lmaO
one of my favorites was "I THOUGHT YOU WERE GAY??"
wow ok i just realized my way to cope with traumatic sh.it is to just joke about it whOOPS
like in my head im doing a default dance while making pog face

@ender1872
i think i added her at some point in time but i dont remember if we're still added or not, ill have to see tomorrow (as well as for ur screenshots)
also GOD that kills me, not exactly in a funny haha way but in a confused way, like?? cole,,,,,, bruh
i was going to have smth more insightful instead of bruh but i am braindead lately lmao
and hey, even if that coping isnt the best way in the world, it's honestly a much better method than most things ive seen/heard about relating to coping

yeah i was like "ok i have a girlfriend i wouldnt cheat on for people several years younger than me like you would" and he said "ARENT YOU GAY"
but yeah hopefully he takes a godd.amn hint and leaves me tf alone
my brain be like: hrng ok this is a tramatic thought, hes cried about it for a bit and i dont think hes gonna feel better. oh i know, we should turn it into jokes.
i guess it works cause im already over faye

@ender1872
i died whoops
anyway!! me too man i hope he leaves you be and you can both just move on from all this stuff

do ya wanna jus,,,, vibe n talk about other things for a bit

yes i would love to do that
im down to talk ab whatever, kirby, hollow knight, whatever is interesting to you atm
i love just chilling and talking lol

@ender1872
epic!! im in a bit of a weird mesh of a jojo, kirby, digimon, and hlvrai mood all at once lmao
the fella i posted earlier on my alt is a kirby oc for an rp me n my friends are starting up on discord!! hes gonna have a friend but i am discovering shes gonna be A Lot harder to draw, at least for me,,,, she's a bird/mini pterodactyl enemy known as a flappy that's only shown up in One game (air ride) but i still rlly like it

o o h
yes the friendly man you posted looks like a herald
i love him
*looks up flappy* A W she looks like she could be in the flower land in triple deluxe

@ender1872
im still torn on a name for him,,,, i like herald but for me it doesnt feel IOO percent right for him, ill prolly come up with somethin eventually tho lmao
yeye she could!! but alas she's only in one game :pensive:
amusingly i didnt even find out about flappy through air ride, i found out about it through a cancelled kirby game (only known as kirby gcn/kirby adventure)
the game is also why funne golem guy on my alt exists, because the golem and flappy can both be partners in the game!! the game seems to have had mechanics recycled into star allies, which is epic, but sadly not those partners >:(

grrr @ hal labratories stop bringing back meta knight and triple d i mean we like them but we want to see our old friends again,,, where is the justice for the freaking frog from triple deluxe and the metal snake i died to so many times in the arena as a child
also!!! not to change he subject, but im going to a dnd session tomorrow!! i'm going to be a smoke genasi rouge, im very exited!

@ender1872
someday theyll be back,,,, someday maybe,,,, also would the frog happen to be One Lava Boi? cuz there is a lava frog in like, super kirby clash, ive never played triple deluxe surprisingly but Frog sounds familiar
also yooo dnd!! ive wanted to play dnd but the one session ive been a part of was a mess and it gave me a bad first impression, i was way too overwhelmed,,,,,, dont know anyone else who wants to play it either, there was supposed to be a kirby themed dnd thing in one discord server im in but it silently died before even starting
maybe someday ill get to play it tho,,,, i hope you have fun when u play it!! :0

yes the lava frog boi i thought he was ugly when i was like 9
yeah dnd is fun with the right dm! fun fact! genasi are elemental decendants, and the originals were fire earth water and air. but now we have stuff like ice and magma because my dad invented them which is pretty dang cool

yea the frog in kirby clash is the lava boi from triple deluxe

@ender1872
AHA, ive played super kirby clash on my switch and the frog kicked my a.ss a few times B) i eventually beat him but he was still annoying
also yooo magma sounds cool :eyes:
i feel like id probably really enjoy dnd, im just intimidated by all the stuff ive seen it has,,, i get confused n overwhelmed very easily with that kinda stuff sadly

you just need a good dm, one who can dumb it down for ya. my (almost) sister had never played dnd before in her life but my dad helped and her character was really well put together! we had fun and i told her character i'd gove her 5 gold if she ate moldy cheese which she didnt

@ender1872
nice!! maybe someday i'll find one... heck, my own dad has some sorta experience with dnd, hes just too busy a lotta the time tho so i dont think we could play
someday tho,,,,,

also like, unrelated but you obv like jojo yeye
if u want a recommendation from me for smth thats like, kinda jojo with slightly dumbed down weirdness and heck of a lot more humor, i highly recommend giving hlvrai (half life vr but the ai is self aware) a watch on youtube
it's gold and ive fallen into hlvrai hell lmao, it may be kinda related to half life but it's its own thing in terms of plot, u need no hl knowledge at all to enjoy it
i jus,,,, really wanna share it with more people agjfjfgsjd

yes yes you told me on butterfly and ive been planning on watching it just,,, ive been hella busy with my art stuff acK
and currently i am making all the room i my brain for boc album hype so haH
it's on da list broe dw uwu
also im getting kinda tired so if i stop responding assume ive gone to bed.
we can def talk tomorrow tho! (tho imma be gone from 3:30-6:00 est for dnd)

and i totally get wanting to share stuff with ppl lol
im gonna get obsessed with it just you wait

@ender1872
oH i forgot i mentioned it on butterfly agjfgdjsd sorry if thats annoying,,,,
and dw i get ya, both on the art n also goin to bed im feeling tired ln my end too lmao
that lines up with me pretty well since im usually not on colors from three to seven pm cst (since im on my pc around that time and im a dumba.ss who will definitely forget to check colors then)
i also got school n stuff so like,,,, somewhere in the ranges of eleven am to three pm i can talk, and then seven pm to like... ten pm latest usually, all cst, thas kinda how its goin since im on school

e w central time actually wait cst isnt all bad louisiana and texas are in central so uh
and dw i forget what i say to people all the time its not annoying at all lmao
my scheduele is like this:
waking up to going to bed: goof off online, maybe make a scratch project
bed to waking: make art and animations lol
and ya my computer is informing me i am at one percent so i will see you later

@ender1872
im in illinois actually, im jus on the very edge of the cst border lmao
and aight, gnight!! hope ya have sweet dreams man, was fun chatting for a bit :clap:

oh my god illinois/indiana are the most boring states i have been to
NOTHING happens there
in a truck stop in illinois i got hit on the foot by the door and it hurt and left a scar for a bit and im 90% sure thats the most interesting thing that happened in illinois ever
i bought some shampoo in illinois that i very quickly lost at a shower whoOPS

@ender1872
cant say i disagree tbh, if only for the fact i used to live in utah a while back and we had a cool swingset n tower thing i could climb up in our backyard
it was a mini playground, i was up there all the time and had a blast,,,,, we dont have that anymore in illinois >:(
my grandpa does have a pool here tho!! but me n my family dont go there very often

bro your life sounds so boring im sorry but its true lol
utah and illinois are both very boring but utah has mountains at least
lest boring state is florida, within 10 minutes of me crossing the state border i saw a car crash, highways signs saying there was a kidnapping, and highways signs saying an elerly person who shouldnt be unsupervised had gotten into a car and drove off

also dnd was epic, i pickpocketed a guy and got 20 gold and a chocolate bar, and then convinced another guy to buy me a drink (it was milk. gotta get that calcium)

@ender1872
hfkfhdjf it doesnt help that i basically never go outside (homeschooled), im always indoors and it probably shows because Man, my social skills are terrible
its probably why im on the internet/screens n games so much because i get bored Very Easily
also yooo that dnd session sounds epic,,,,,
i am extra braindead rn sorry i had a headache for half the day

bro ive never been homeschooled
all of the people i met that were homeschooled were the annoying kind of theatre kids
and yes the session was epic it was even more epic when i got a 21 on perception check

@ender1872
it's not bad but it cripples you social skills very easily since you can only really make lasting connections with online friends, at least in my experience
jfhfkdhfn a 2I on perception,,,, epic
i have no clue what my luck would be like if i did dnd more frequently, the one session i did do it was like,,,,, my luck was not amazing but also not terrible, jus kinda average

dude i cannot have a conversation with anyone but i am Learning.
uh one time i was trying to do a sneak attack on these goblins and i rolled a 1 and i ended up stepping on a bicycle horn
but yeah i have 1 +3 bonus on my intelligence, and i needed a perception check to see if this dude was lying, and i rolled an 18.
he was stretching the truth but he was cool

@ender1872
Augh, I Died
i think my social skills might improve when i get a job, because then i'll /have/ to talk with people face to face n i'll l e a r n
fgjggdjf rip in bicycle horn
that all sounds really fun tho!! hmmm,, is this a new campaign or an ongoing one?? cuz ik campaigns can take A While sometimes

i feel like id enjoy dnd (if i got a good dm) in the fact that its kinda just rping with extra steps, and i love rping a lot

ALSOOOOO WE SHOULD MOVE POSTS BECAUSE THIS ONES LAGGING BAD FOR ME, i could make a new one on my alt maybe

yes ok we can make a new post or i have an idea!! maybe we could do another rp cause ours kinda flopped lol
and yeah its a new one, we're planning on continuing it on tuesday.

@ender1872
hmm,, maybe!! im goin to bed in like half an hour tho so prolly not rping tonight, tryin to fix my sleep schedule and also remedy some eyestrain headaches ive been getting lately
ill make the new chat post itll be on my alt in a sec
also neat!! the campaign i was in only lasted a day or two, or at least my will to participate did.. it continued for a week after i stopped existing, then i jus left the discord it was a part of. might still be going, most likely isnt idk