it was honestly really fun and also funny because i swear i specifically ended up against one of my friends and her dedede and our matchups were simultaneously intense and hilarious

we also used custom stages aND SOMEONE DOWNLOADED A STAGE OF MR. KRABS A.SS AND THEN ONE OF MY FRIENDS GOT STUCK IN IT FOR THE LATTER HALF OF THE MATCHUP AKFGSKSKDGSKS
so yea

usually i dont really enjoy smash much since im pretty a.ss at it but today was surprisingly rlly fun

lmao that sounds great
mr krabs' booty is too strong to escape :^((

if you ever host while im on & there's room for me in the room, i might pop in, im unlikely to fight though unless it's a IvI
(so, actual IvI or a "FFA" if the other people in the match dont try to fight too. i prefer proper IvIs with only 2 people in the match though cause the more people in a match, the weaker attacks are)

sigh nintendo your number censor is pain

^ ive already joined corndog's lobbies a few times and acted like a loon in them lmao

also since your controller sucks (rip) you could try fiddling with the control settings. change the button layout a bit, map the A button to somethin else so you dont have to rely on just down bs, up bs (and side bs?) and grabs-

@grumpybritishperson
lmao this post is still funny to me

also i might possibly delete the comments on the posts we've been talking on, just in case someone does snooping and happens to stumble upon them? maybe, maybe not, idk i jus know ppl like to go snooping thru other ppls old posts sometimes, i am No Exception
idk what do u think. wont do it w/o knowing what u think, also if i do delete them ur free to screencap the convos if u wanna save em for whatever reason lol

@Elininjakat

Yeah that sounds good, I don't mind. That's probably a good decision. I think we try to balance using swap doodle and colours, using swapdoodle for stuff that doesn't need to be answer immediately (concepts for RP stuff, art, fluff, etc) and colours for more seriously stuff or just to have a conversation. Idk, hopefully that makes sense.

I kinda forgot what you put but hopefully everything goes well. I think the whole GameStop thingie sounds good, maybe including the dinner afterwards would be cool too. There's a few conventions in your state: a few anime cons, the big one being Chicago comic con and probably alot more.

I love you and you better take care of yourself. (Also I think one time when I was hearing your voice, I think you were either telling me to get out of bed bc you wanted to do smth or you wanted to commit arson??? Idk, both sound plausible.) Weh, ilysm!!! <3

@grumpybritishperson
aight ill prolly go through and delete them after i hop off the comouter later since i dont feel like it rn lol eli lazy moments :sunglasses:

yeah that sounds good!!! hmm im not super sure abt an anime con since, while my parents are definitely into anime and might like it, /me/ being the one offering to go might b weird since im not as into anime
though...... i have been wanting to sit with them in their bedroom more and watch more of the shows theyre watching/spend more time w/ them, so. maybe if i do that it wouldnt be quite as weird, Not At This Moment since my dad's still sick and i dont wanna catch it but maybe in like a week lol

me telling u to commit arson is 1OO percent accurate lmao
also i still wanna play my actual copy of pokepark on my Actual Wii so what i think i'll do is go hardcore 1OO percenting my actual copy, and only progress storywise up to where i've played on-stream and when ive caught up ill go back and befriend every pokemon in every--

area since Yeah. i wanna play funny pokemon game in my own time too
plus, although i have already 1OO percent that game, that was on our old wii...... that ryan threw out......... so yea that old file is lost and so i wanna reclaim it dhfjdgsjd

love u hela!!! weh <3

OH YEAH I F'CKING FORGOT THIS YESTERDAY LMAO
yknow how on swapdoodle we mentioned the ultimate forms n such that bane n juskurae would have??? i drew a thing of bane but forgot to show u :skull: i'll send it on discord in a lil while

@Elininjakat

I forgot to ask but how are you doing? I'm still feeling a bit down but I should be fine so, or unconscious lmao

I'm thinking about Lana again, but I'm gonna try thinking more about what until the morning as my emotions are still pretty raw. I feel like overall, you're just more considerate and more aware than Lana. She can care, you just need to tell her directly and she can't really tell when someone's down and they're not face to face with her or not speaking. I'm gonna stop now.

I love you, have fun and take care of yourself. I might need some fluff rn. <3

@grumpybritishperson
i try my best to really be aware of everyone around me, if someone's tryna say smth in vc for example but theyre being spoken over, i'll specifically call out and say "what, [person]?? what is it???" just so they dont get ignored fhfjdjdh, i just wanna make sure everyone's doin alright :')

yeah i recommend thinkin abt it tomorrow when u feel better, ur head's not clear when ur tired and not feelin well and u also just dont want to jump to conclusions too quickly or anythin

i sent u a lil fluff on swapdoodle!! its not much but i hope it helps a lil, ilysm and just wanna give u a big ol hug to help u feel better!!! i want to sit and let u lay ur head on my lap as i gently pet ur head, or like, run a hand through ur hair as we just,,,, idk. talk abt dumb sh/t lol
i love u!!! take care hela, i rlly hope u sleep well <3

@Elininjakat

Thank you for the note. My head's still hurting from the headache but I'm just hoping it passes, but if it gets too bad I'll ask my mam for medicine.

I'm very glad that I have someone as caring as you are, being so caring to others. I'm greatful when you check up on me, it shows that you care for me and that you're very observant. I try my best too to make no one gets overtalked, like today; even though you were mute I still tried to keep quiet for you along with the others. It wasn't perfect but I tried.

For now, I'm just gonna relax by watching YouTube and drawing some stuff, maybe expect some swapdoodle.

I'd love to use your thighs as pillows! Just us lying on our bed together with some light pjs on, me lying on your stomach as your legs are wrapped around me like a neckrest, that just sounds wonderful!! God I just wanna feel your bare skin upon my own, like being able to my face on your abdomen as snuggle and snooze off into night, changing positions to suit our comfortability. Is- is the headache making me crave you? Idk.

Hope you doing well, love you!!! <3

@grumpybritishperson
dont stay up too late!!!!! i already said this but staying up so late when ur not feeling good is a terrible idea >:[[[
try to go to bed at least kinda soon for me, please??? ;v;

tfjfddisjd thank you, i'm just. doin my best lmao

awh reading all that made me smile, i'd just love for that to be possible!!! unfortunately it's Not and it wont be for a while, but /someday/ it hopefully will be, and when that happens i think we'll both be very happy :D
also if the headache's making u crave cuddles....... honestly mood lol minus the headache part

ilysm!!! hope u have fun drawing/watching yt, again dont stay up too late pls :quasarshaking:
weh <3

@Elininjakat

Don't worry I'm not gonna stay up too late, or at least I'll try.

And hey, just bc it's not gonna happen, doesn't mean we still can't fantasy about it. I know for sure that I'm fantasing everything we could do together and stuff I could to do you/stuff you could do to me, it's like a video game In a way; when it's first announced, it's not gonna come out within that very week obviously, games take time to make so when you've waited all that time, you end up with that product in your hands and you're able to play that game, it just takes some time that's all.

What are you up to? Or more what are you gonna do? My answer is quite obvious but with whatever you do, I hope you enjoy and have a good time. Love you so fricking much!!! Weh

@grumpybritishperson
it is At Least One A.M. for u rn so u better be sleeping :squint:

ye thats true!!! i am Impatient and want it now tho >:c why must we be overseas from eachother aidhdupshcukjsjd!!!!!!!!

i just saw swapdoodle and MATILDA IS SO CUTE (like u) I LOVE HER I RLLY WANNA DRAW HER do u have a tag in mind for her if i do, cant just use #matilda since that is a Generic Name and you rarely get lucky w/ having a generic name tag being free/with nothin in it so. Hm
bc i know riley/s tag is #rileygoat...... whenever i actually post a drawing of them lol
anyway aside from that im vibing, mostly watching yt, may play pokepark or acnl idk but i got plenty of time to just Chill since my brother's at work so its nice n quiet :]
love u hela!!! take care, ilysm <3 <3

@Elininjakat

#Matildahedgehog?

Also I think why by people don't draw hedgehog sonas is bc probably they're hard to draw without going to the sonic type of design and just hard to draw in general lmao. Btw I wanted to make her shorter than Riley, quite a bit shorter. So there's that.

Yes I have slept. I just woke up now but I'm probably gonna go back to sleep soon after typing. Glad to hear that you're giving tho, I think I might ask my mam to get me a Wii instead of pc parts so I can play some games on their, maybe tho, still debating. I really do wanna play sonic heroes and other GameCube/ Wii games but I also wanna give installing an aio watercooler a shot, this is kinda difficult lmao. Ummmm I chose sleep.

Love you so much! Take care, let me know if you need anything. Also I love the art you did for her, the clothes were very experimental, so you can pick and choose whatever clothes you want for her. Yes it's fursona, I don't care for titles.

Love you weh!!! <3

@grumpybritishperson
its rlly funny that my fursona is most likely the tallest out of u, mine, and lana's fursonas, but irl i am the Shortest lmao
do u think u could doodle like a sloppy ref showing matilda's proper colors, like. either here or on your ipad idrc which, ik u said "light beige" for her body but i like to get Hyper Specific n so im not rlly sure dhfkdhsgd

hmmmm. i mean if your pc's cooling system is currently fine, i'd prolly go with the wii for now since, like. water cooling is cool (pun not intended) but a wii will give u more options for like. new things to do with it
u could always do water cooling at a later date dgfdgfjd, thats my two cents anyway

im glad u like it!!! i had to keep tabbing in and out of swapdoodle to reference ur art lol
hm,,,,, i will prolly mess around w/ outfits in the future then >:] im not the best outfit designer so i will just have to F/ck Around an Find Out
now im just thinkin abt riley i havent drawn them in a while nor ever made a--

proper refsheet for them/may want to change a few things abt their design so ! yea

also i wanna mention my dad had me try raisins earlier and i actually liked them, so. woohoo new healthy food i can eat

love u hela!!!! hope ur sleeping well, ik u dont dream a lot but i hope u have wonderful dreams anyway <3 weh

@Elininjakat

Unfortunately I didn't get any dreams but I did get some good sleep, although my iPad hitting me on the head was very fricking fun >:[

I've sent a little reference for her underbelly furpattern, it's only a shoulder shot but we talk about more on discord.

Well the reason I want to get a watercooling unit is bc I wanna test myself to see if I can install one and I want to maybe overclock my computer in the future and it really isn't a good idea to have a air cooler for that, unless they're a REALLY good one. A Wii doesn't cost that much so I'll save up for it or wait til Christmas.

I hope you're having a good day and slept well. Good to hear that you're trying new things to eat, it helps to expand the collection of foods you'll eat. Love you so much!!! Weh <3

*wasn't very fricking fun

@grumpybritishperson
good morning/afternoon!!! i just slept in a bit which isnt Bad bc i was tired,,,,, but i didnt get to say hi to my dad before he went to work which stinks ;v;
aside from that tho i slept well!!! ALSO HOW'D UR IPAD HIT U ON THE HEAD FGFJSJDHD D:

,,,,, ur brain is bigger and better than my tiny little impulsive brain lol yea watercooling's prolly better then
hmnhghghg theres so many game-related things i wanna get for a variety of purposes (new wii w/ gamecube compatibility, capture card for them AND my switch, n3ds xl, old gameboy consoles........ just old sh/t in general to either fix up and restore or just have fun w/ certain game libraries) but i do Not Have A Job and i dont wanna beg my dad to get me all this since itd be prolly several hundred dollars...... but /also/ i wonder if itd be good to wait on all this for when i move overseas, bc whats the point of building up a collection like that when i wouldnt be able to take it w/ me lmaoooo--

in the NEAREST future though i should probably get a new battery for my current 3ds xl since the bottom/back of it always creaks EXACTLY where the battery is so i think it might be swelling up :grimacing:
the battery itself probably isnt that bad since it can still hold quite a long charge, but i know after using my 2ds for YEARS its battery got super swollen and didnt hold a charge for long and we eventually had to swap it out
so Yea ! getting a new one for my 3ds is prolly the best if i wanna use this thing long term (which i do) lol

aside from all that, im gonna have breakfast now!!! ilysm and hope ur day is going well too!!!! i plan to try n make a new refsheet for riley since i wanna change their design a lil so we'll see how that goes

love u!!! weh <3

@Elininjakat

Hello! Glad to hear you're doing alright.

I had prop up and it kinda just fell on me, normally I'm able to bat it away but I guess not this time.

Hm, it depends. I guess for small projects/ items you probably can get them once you have a job, but I'd say it be best to get the bigger stuff like consoles when you move over here. Then it won't as much as a pain in the butt to get them transfered from America to England. I have ALOT of patient, especially for stuff that I'm passionate about. It's a skill that requires both mind and body, and alot of time along that.

Hope you have a good morning, I'm about to go out and walk the dogs now, I'll see if I can catch everything interesting for ya. See you soon!!! Love you so fricking MUCH, OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!

@grumpybritishperson
im glad ur doing well too!!! i hope u have fun out there w/ the puppy squad :D

yeeaaaaaa i rlly need to learn patience lmao one of my biggest weaknesses rn is that im not very patient,,, i Try to be but its very easy for me to start getting frustrated if smth isnt going the way i want it to immediately :') i gotta work on that
i think small projects like fixing old gameboys would be fine since theyre not much bigger than a ds, plus theyd be good experience for me since theyre pretty easy to take apart and clean since theyre not super complicated

me forgetting the rest of ur comment holup

ok there we go Uuhh. ive had the same thing happen to me w/ my 2ds, i used to hold it kinda on my chest/a little above me, but if it slipped it would fall and smack me in the nose lol that happened to me a lot, im a lot more careful w/ my 3ds tho so smth like that has only happened once w/ it

aside from that, ive been tryna change up riley's fur pattern,,,, rn its this kinda ugly beige, idk why i picked it like that :skull: so im tryna not only make their fur a nicer color, but also Not one solid tone of color. maybe white and brown? im messin around rn so we'll see lol

love u hela!!!! ur SUPER DUPER COOL and AMAZING and WONDERFUL and SWEET and ilysm <3 <3 <3

@Elininjakat

How are you doing/feeling? I hope you're doing well. For myself it's been a bit uneventful, however I do plan to see what that idv event is so that might be interesting. I've been thinking a lot about you in recent months and just how much I love you. Like, thank you for everything. You mean the world to me and I just wanna show my gratitude to you and make so so happy in many different ways. I've also been thinking about pc parts but shhhh, that's not important compared to you.

Love you, weh!!! <3

@grumpybritishperson
im vibing rn!!! glad to hear ur doing well :D
aaaa i wish u could see the stupid lil smile on my face!!!! it makes me so happy to know that /you're/ happy >v< you absolutely brighten my day no matter whenever i feel down, make a boring day fun, and make an already good day even better!!! you're so cool and i hope i can give back the joy you've given me tenfold!!!! :]

anyway not much is happening rn lmao, uuuh. ate a Lot of raisins. like. definitely way under the serving size but definitely a lot
plan to go play some pokepark until i get bored!! ans then either draw or play acnl, maybe both. not at the same time ofc lol

ilysm and hope u have a lovely night <3 weh

@Elininjakat

Awwwhhh, thawk you!! ;o;

I try my best to make people happy. In a weird way, making other people happy makes me happy. Not bc I have guilt or anything, it's just seeing or hearing the similes on people's faces fills me with glee and joy. And I'd do almost anything to ensure the safety of those people, especially you. You're my will and determination. I know that sounds very cheesy and super hero like but it's true, the people around me are what allow to push that little hard, to get up when I've fallen down. SuperHela I guess imao...

How is pokepark and acnl going? I'm kinda interested in playing the former, but I'd probably want to do with an actual Wii instead of an emulator. My brain works in mysterious ways as seen by above.

Love you and make sure to take of yourself, I can't wait to speak to you soon!! Weh <3

@GrumpyBritishPerson
i dont think its cheesy, i think its rlly sweet!!!! :D tbh if i didnt have you, lana, matthew etc. i would probably be Very Down. Very, Very Down. i care a Lot abt u and abt them and so i wanna try n look out for yall too!!!

just played pokepark for two hours straight and had a Lot of fun!!! havent played acnl yet but im gonna brush my teeth and then im gonna play it for at least a couple of minutes for the sake of my dailies n such lol, its a bit late so after that ill go-

to bed lol. my 100%ing brain is kicking in rn for pokepark and so ive been making friends with A Lot more pokemon than in the dolphin playthrough fjfofgskfmlfjsf

ilysm and hope u sleep well tonight <3 remember to take care of urself!! :D weh

also sometimes i wonder if my messages get repetitive, since theres only so many ways my brain can figure out how to word things fsvclsjlcsclc

update: i did not play animal crossing lol rip
i found a three days grace song on yt though, put it in the playlist. i feel like it kinda fits luchino, thinking about judy (and Maybe Robert but mostly judy) so Ye

im /actually/ goin to bed now lol, gn!!! ilysm <3

@Elininjakat

More I hear you talk about pokepark, the more I wanna play it myself. An emulator sounds fine but I think I'd like it on the original console (I have tenancy to not really play emulated games for a while), so hopefully I can get one soon. I'll probably be 100% it too.

I don't think their repititive and even if they are, they still hold that same meaning as the first time. I probably repeat some stuff as well so it's fine.

Ah, bit unfortunate that you didn't play acnl. I listened to the music you sent and it was pretty damn good! Like I was worrying at the start that it was gonna have a dark and sinister tone but then it turned itself around. Might listen to it more.

Love you so much my little pumpkin pie, take care of yourself and I hope you slept/ hope you have a good morning. Love you weh!!!<3

Umm so I'm not doing good rn. I'm feeling a bit tired and ill, it's not from a sickness but I think it's from all of this stuff with Lana. This stuff is just really stressful and I don't think I can take being with her anymore, if it's causing me to be like this then I should probably break it off very soon. But I'm going to be patient, I'm going to wait until tomorrow and if she "forgets" then I'm ending the relationship, I'm not putting up with her anymore.

I know this is probably not the nicest thing to see in the morning but I just wanted to you know how I'm feeling, you know, like how a couple should. I love you Elias so much and I'm so glad your life in my life, you're such a wonderful and caring person and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. <3

Love you, weh

@grumpybritishperson
pokepark is v fun!!!! in the first tame the environments are a little generic (meadow... beach... volcano... cave....) but theyre a lot better towards the end of the game, AND the second game's especially fun to explore :D i srsly cant wait to get to the second game and play through it because it's my favorite of the two, it improved upon a lot of things, not just story and environments but ALSO gameplay since u get four options to play as, not /just/ pikachu
i just adore these lil games!!!!! and im having a lotta fun w/ my playthrough on both dolphin (...putting aside laggy crunchiness) and on my actual wii ^v^

i realize i tend to like a lot of dark or sinister sounding songs whoops :') i usually relate characters to them though

as for stuff with lana..... ouhg. yeah, the point a relationship starts actively stressing you out is where you should cut it
personally i do feel like it could still work out with a little more time but :grimacing: if she does forget--

the thursday meetup then thats a Pretty Big F/ckin Yikes. i mean, sometimes ppl just forget and you cant always knock em for it but since you've been tryna figure that out for like a week or so, if she forgets then thats. Very Unfortunate. im afraid im being mean but its like forgetting an important/mandatory business meeting at ur workplace (to a lesser degree) and you Dont Wanna F/ckin Do That
i really hope you're able to feel better soon, ilysm and seeing u down is Not Fun!!!! D:

also AAAAAA SAME HERE!!! i dont know When or even If things will ever work out but YEAH!!!!! i wanna be able to wake up in the morning and just have u by my side, and then we both get up and eat breakfast together, and then we just!!! do so many things together!!!!! i love u!!!!! so much!!!!!!!!!!!

reeling it back fgfjdkshdj, ily too <3 and ay, i'll never mind if you got smth to say and ur not feelin too good, im doin my best to always listen!!!

i hope ur day turns around and you feel better, ilysm<3 weh

@Elininjakat

Thank you for your support and advice. I think for I'm just gonna take it easy and attempt not to think about stuff, if I can. I think might need a fluff session/ appointment with Dr ninjakat if that's possible? Thanks. I love so much, weh!!! <3

@grumpybritishperson
one fluff appointment, coming right up >:]
yeah!!! do things that are Fun and Go Have Fun and just relax!!! maybe sit down and draw?? play a game??? smth???? idk but either way just do things u enjoy and relax!!!! and in two hours i will be in vc so then we can f/ck around and have fun :D

i love u!!!! so much!!!!!!!!!! <3 weh

@Elininjakat

Well today's session was a bit short so let's maybe try again tomorrow, I'll probably need it lmao.

How are you doing btw? I've sent fluff for your pleasure, hopefully you'll like it.

Love you so incredibly much!!! Weh <3

@grumpybritishperson
yeee, tomorrow will be Lots Of Fluff! :D
and thank u!!! i will take a look

hmmm. this post is lagging so i'll ping you to another one, it'll take you back to that dragonfly one bc i deleted the old comments so. why not reuse it lol