Cycle by Hoobspower
You ever just remember why you hate yourself? And realise it's due to the amount of sh!t you dealt with as a kid, and since talking is one of your few coping mechanisms, you use it, and use it, and use it, and use it, and use it, and use it. Until it annoys everyone you love and care for so much, they start to hate you? And how that constantly rienforces negative thought processes you try to fight and change, but will always constantly and continuely, without fail, come back. And now you (cont)
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24 Feb, 2020, 1:16 pm
Have immense trust issues with not only your family, but your friends and anyone else you happen to be close to. Always just waiting for them to realise that your a failure and nothing more than what you can offer on the outside, and even that never adds up to anything significant, so you try to change what makes you unhappy, but then that makes the people you care about angry with you, so that makes you feel awful and worse about yourself to the point you bloke out every memory you had growing up in those situations so you never have to deal with these issues again, but since you happen to be you, it's a never ending cycle of torment for yourself and the people you love and care
24 Feb, 2020, 1:19 pm
If you know someone that is dealing with depression, suicidal thoughts or actions, trauma (of any kind), unhealthy coping methods, any type of mental illness that causes themself or those they care for harm, either physical or emotional
Please reach out to them, not talking makes everything worse, sometimes words are the only way to express yourself in a healthy
24 Feb, 2020, 3:19 pm
i hope ur safe and healthy n feel better because you are everything to so many ;m;
25 Feb, 2020, 4:10 am
re: idk how up it will get tbh and it would be nice to be able to say hai at least ywy i can give u my discord if u wanna keep in touch, i dont really come here much i guess lol it sucks tho cuz i dont talk much anyway but hope ur feeling bettr with this /ur desc. here