i dont like to delve in myself for ppl. its stupid.
tl:dr, i hate myself but what else is new. venting on a kids app, making it a spectacle.

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that being said i dont like living really, im afraid of judgement from others and i dont like making eye contact with people. i try to be "in the middle" as possible with my identity but i dont think ppl look at me as that. i dont think i pass well. thus it goes into no one liking me for me i guess.
but thats life, its funny.