Some days... by Murjana

(Drawn before recent events) "I'm sorry, did I upset you? Did I make you CRY? Oh, that wasn't my intention AT ALL! Why... I wanted you to SCREAM..!" Some days, this is me. Unfortunately I have anger control issues, so this is followed by screeching rage and chasing with knives... Which I did exactly ONCE before I started on my medication. Now everything I feel gets stuck behind my teeth and supressed. It's still THERE, I just... can't get it out. Pete makes for a lovely pressure release valve.

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
30 Aug, 2012, 10:49 pm
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MyFaceYourFace

30 Aug, 2012, 10:57 pm

Note: Do not upset you . . . .Ever

EpicMaxum5

30 Aug, 2012, 11:00 pm

koopcakes?1!?1! :O (it's a creepypasta lolz. just google " CupCakes Creepypasta ") :P

Likeponies

31 Aug, 2012, 12:11 am

Youre very good at this! I liked some of your pictures ;3

Murjana

31 Aug, 2012, 12:15 am

I've read Cupcakes. Not all crazy ponies are rippoffs of it or Rainbow Factory or any other FiM pasta. Some of them are based on real life. And to Face: Don't worry! My meds make me 95 percent safe for daily exposure! And the remaining 5 percent is saved up specifically for family functions. I don't hardly EVER stab people anymore!

ravenflight

31 Aug, 2012, 2:00 am

Hey murjana I am sorry...i just learned she was okay...but i got my 3ds taken away before i could tell you...I'm so sorry...I didn't know she was in the hospital...she didnt tell me another one of her friend told me she was gonna do it then i saw the pic and I.....I'm sorry.............I just keep s.c.r.ewing up.....

BeckyBoo89

31 Aug, 2012, 3:55 am

Hahaha, if you lived with my brother... Your meds probably won't even control that! XD And yes, Zalkion the razor-toothed space dragon! Haha, got the tooth reference from my lizards! They look fairly harmless, but when they (accidentally) bite you, it's really bad... So I looked in Zach's [my lizard] mouth, and omg! It was like a couple rows of tiny, razor sharp teeth! I swear he must be a 12-inch landshark with legs! XD And, yeah... Feminine stuff drives girls crazy... I mean me. So when I was growing, I totally spaazed out!

SS and Meiko

31 Aug, 2012, 6:43 pm

I take meds, but it's to keep my disorders under wraps. -.- I got diagnosed with every disorder when I was two, doctors don't know what the f*ck I am.... F*ckin doctors can go to he*l. ....OK, NOW MY MOM'S BF WON'T LEAVE ME THE F*CK ALONE. I'M SICK OF THIS. HE CRITISIZES ME, PLAY-HITS ME WAY TOO HARD, AND THINKS I'M NOT WORTH SH*T! I WANT MY FAMILY TO F*CKING DIE!!!

Murjana

01 Sep, 2012, 1:18 am

Sakine, mur,der is not the answer. Save up some money and hire a hitm- I mean move out. You can only stabalize if you're in a positive enviroment. I've found that all the pills in the world don't help if you're being harassed every day.

BeckyBoo89

01 Sep, 2012, 5:30 am

True. Turn that anger into something great! That's always what my dad says...

Mag7gio

01 Sep, 2012, 12:33 pm

Ah ah ah ah!! It's tatoo? X-D Nice

Author

02 Sep, 2012, 4:30 pm

Oh, we must be kindred spirits of a sort. I take meds for anxiety[clinical hypochondriasis] and therapy for depession, which I used to take meds for til my suicidal tendensies where manageable. [that explains a few drawings...]

SS and Meiko

05 Sep, 2012, 10:56 am

Thanks man.

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