How Colors Destroyed and Saved me CONTINUED by Rocky209

again SORRY FOR HORRIBLE GRAMMER!

sidenotes i forgot to add in the playback: even after coming back to colors and expecting backlash, you guys were really understanding and even some of the well known artists were understanding that I had to end my series. for that you have my deepest thanks always!

Also the part where I pushed away my friends, i was starting to become antisocial and depressed and i didnt want my friends to be bombarded with my constant sadness. Not only that, but i became so bitter and a very unappreciative butthole with my friends. Im not going to blame my problems for how I acted. I chose to be that way and it was a very stupid choice I've made. I would constantly ghost them as well and not get back with them for years at a time. To those reading this and affected by my actions, I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart. Sorry for being a selfish stuck up person I was years ago and causing emotional damage due to my selfishness and I very much understand if you dont want to talk or catch up anymore. I just want you all to be happy <3 thanks for watching!
#colorsrewind

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01 Jan, 2020, 1:47 am
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Wannabe_Bobo

01 Jan, 2020, 2:05 am

golly-
that brought tears to my eyes-

happy new year btw

Rocky209

01 Jan, 2020, 2:40 am

wannabebobo: hey thanks for watching! have a happy new year! :)

Supernintendrawdo

01 Jan, 2020, 2:49 am

Happy new year @rocky209

Rocky209

01 Jan, 2020, 2:53 am

Happy new year, nintendrawdo! :D

-Noodle-

01 Jan, 2020, 3:19 am

oh man this was really interesting!! Makes me wanna do something similar ;-; Colors makes me sad maN I list almost every friend I made here BUT it's nice looking back on everything,

Rocky209

01 Jan, 2020, 4:21 am

Asktoonlink: i encourage you to make your own! Its always nice to look back and see how this community made us grow into artists we are today! Friends that have supported you through out the years and the pros and con of this community. Thanks for watching, btw!

Invalidation

01 Jan, 2020, 9:05 am

I second that sentiment, the fact that a niche little application on the 3ds impacted you in such a way is fascinating! and it's amazing how it seems you've gained so much from the experience.

TikkiFalls

01 Jan, 2020, 6:20 pm

Happy New Year! I just realized it'll be my 7th year on here too... Man, even if we never interacted and I didn't go through the same experiences on Colors! as you, watching all of this made me feel.. Nostalgic. I got random little flashbacks here and there from 2014 and even earlier. And remembered the feeling of feeling eager to get onto Colors, drawing as much art as I can and interacting with the community. It was really nice :) (Although I did have some bad experiences here too)

It really is amazing how much a 3DS can impact our lives. And I hope your 3DS will be fixed real soon, Rocky. :)

Jalapeno24

01 Jan, 2020, 10:34 pm

Love you Rocky uwu

God, I was only 14 when I started Colors... now I'm 22. What a time.

Krazy Katt111

03 Jan, 2020, 1:57 am

^ same here!

anyway you got /death threats/ for stuff?? w.tf that's ridiculous. that makes me wish those peoples' 3dses wouldve blown up (but not literally lol) after they sent the threats cause if you do that you dont deserve to be on here until you learn to be better...

aside from /that/, it makes me glad that colors has done you lots of good :^)
i hope youll be able to get your ds fixed soon so you can post and do stuff however much you want without buggin author for her ds. (lolol rip author)

Krazy Katt111

03 Jan, 2020, 2:02 am

also id do one of these if my memory wasnt bad lol

pfft i couldnt remember enough stuff well enough to Make A Thing.

i can remember some things, like me being excited over that one old winged yoshi pic of mine getting into TWB, but chunks of other stuff's just not there for me.

Krazy Katt111

03 Jan, 2020, 2:07 am

^ (and i probably only remember the yoshi thing cause i posted comments about it on the pic itself. if i can reread something/see it a bunch of times then i can remember it half well)

ALSO ROCKEH YOU GOTS A SWITCH? MAY I ADD YEE?

i havent got my FC memorized yet but ill be on my switch in a few mins so i can go see it and ill dump it here (i guess)

Krazy Katt111

03 Jan, 2020, 3:28 am

i had to do a thing and totally forgot about posting my fc

rrreeeee

im in a smash match rn so i cant really go get my fc but if i dont forget later ill come post it lol

Krazy Katt111

04 Jan, 2020, 2:19 am

AAAA I FORGOT AGAIN

but here it is now:

IO74 - 774 five - O nine O six

Rocky209

05 Jan, 2020, 6:25 am

Invalidation: i know! Its kinda weird to say that a tiny community of artists has helped me so much to become the person I am today! <3

Tikkitoon: Happy new year!! So youve been here since the beginning as well, huh? I guess we'll reach a point where we'll be known as colors vets x) its awesome to hear youve gone through some good times but not the bad ones :( it is crazy how a little handheld changed us so much! Hopefully we can interact more in this new decade!! :)
Jalapeno: love you more, bro úwù its insane how we were just kids in this app! Makes your back hurt thinking about it!

Krazykatt: yeah dood :( it was awful! Im just glad they didnt find my address xD even tho most of them were just twelve year olds, I did have some haters already over the age of eighteen threatening me as well which really freaked me out! So I just left in hopes of being forgotten and my sister kept telling me that people were asking for me which made me avoid colors even more! When it all died down, I came back and to my surprise, i recieved no hate and a warm welcome back!

Yeah x) I really need to get it fixed because author uses her DS more than her switch?? What a grandma B) lol but Im also the one to talk xD haha

Heck yeah! I remember back in the day when all you did were mlp and colorful yoshis! They were so cute! I was big on mlp but never really drew much of it since a lot of folks outside of colors would judge me for drawin ponies from "a show meant for five year olds" :'/ thats why I love the internet so much cuz you could draw mlp and everyone (even non mlp fans) would enjoy it! Speaking of mlp, i feel like drawing some ponies now :')
Also yeaaas!! Got the switch at day one! (Not really lmbo) and you got smash!! We should play together sometime! Also no worries!! Im gonna go ahead and add you right now! Thanks a ton!!

sushisnatcher

18 Jan, 2020, 10:56 pm

Wow, I remember CHS. At the time, I was jus starting on Colors, but I remember seeing it. This place was a bumpy road for me as well, but hey! Garnered some wonderful memories! I’m proud of you Rocky!

Rocky209

14 Feb, 2020, 11:47 pm

Vallejo: All this magic wouldn't had happened if it weren't for you along with many others and I can't thank you enough for being there <3

Sushi: Colors really was an app full of pandemonium but we got so much good stuff out of it :) thanks a ton man! Seeing how you've dealt with a lot in this app, I'm happy to see you're doing well and with such huge improvement! I'm ery proud of you as well <3

madwurmz.com

12 Apr, 2020, 10:20 pm

wow!

A-Man 1502

14 May, 2020, 3:16 am

So yeah, this was a great rewind and context read <3
I'm still so sorry about all the hardships you've gone through, you're such a strong and talented individual, always a great inspiration, than and now! xO
Glad it went from everyone hates Rocky to everyone loves Rocky x)c
love ya man x) no need to tell you to keep being great because you always are, and I'm veeery sure you'll keep being awesome B)

Krazy Katt111

23 Oct, 2020, 2:09 am

oh heck i hsvent been on here in s while, i thought id been here but apparentky not

anyway
poppin by here to ask: have you got a discord, rocky? and if so can i add ypu on it?

Rocky209

25 Oct, 2020, 3:49 am

Krazykatt: heya! Hope you've been doin well!
and yes I do! My discord is Rocky209 number:7221

uina

26 Oct, 2020, 1:39 am

i could barely remember what colors was like (due to being 12/13 at the time) but i do remember how wonderfully nice you were! I was most def annoying.. but you meant a big deal to me with the remaining memos i have now! I dont think i should be gushing over you sm since i rarely was around (i think??) anyway tldr im excited to be back on this platform and to see you here as well! - joliye

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