autumn last year up until late february this year was probably the worst time of my life i’ve experienced so far. my depression began to rule my life and there wasn’t a week where i didn’t feel like jumping out the nearest window. my mom got me with a therapist behind my back, and while i was mad at first, my therapist has really changed my life. there’s still a lot i can’t do as well as i could when i was younger and a mountain of things i still struggle with but i’ve been able to finally enjoy things. i got through a long and exhausting vacation just fine. my mom threw a kitten at me, once again behind my back, and while i still kinda resent that i love kassie a lot (when she isn’t biting the living heck out of me). since school started i’ve been taking two more medications, one a general antidepressant and one for anxiety and my life has improved a lot. i still fall, but this time i can finally pick myself back up.

so basically, even though i wasn’t incredibly open about it all this year, thanks for continuing to support me in whatever way you do, whether it’s the occasional comment, like, or maybe you follow along my thread on flightrising. whatever it is, thank you and i wish you all good luck on whatever trials you are facing yourself <3

Aah Happy New year Ems!! I'm sorry stuff's been hard, but I'm glad your starting to do better now <3

punch those walls hard and victory screech

Re: thank you so much! X3