i know a bit of how you feel-- not exact but similiar. it really makes you feel like trash lol ahh.... im sorry youre in such a boat.

hey though
if you take things one step at a time, maybe you can crawl out of the hole youre in. i dont know where to start but somewhere?

gotta try to believe that anyway.

the things like not knowing how/being able to talk to people without stumbling over yourself, that can get a bit better with:
practice, getting more comfortable with it, and/or getting your self esteem up.

it's easier said than done but i think it's doable.

but then again im an idiot in a hole myself and ive yet to get the drive to really get fight to get out... stuff can feel like there's so much to do, to work on, where do you even start? so you put it off and waste time...

also what screwed up on your xbox?

hmm you probably use a one right? those are probably tougher than 36Os to mess with but idk...

depending on what messed up on it, you miight be able to look up junk online and maybe fix it. if you have no means other than your ds to do that with, the ds' browser can load some sites. some not so well, but it's better than nothing.

^ and since the xbox is f**ked up, no need in worrying that youll reeeaally mess it up while trying to tinker with it in an attempt to fix it

you cant do that much harm to it if it's almost dead as is lol

ohhhHHHHh i see

stuff for 36Os should be cheaper now (cause heck we got a new xbox headed our way next year) so when youre finally in a position where you can get stuff for it it shouldnt be too painful price wise.

still sucks all around though :^(