i feel like this is all a dream

she died when i was asleep, at night, and i wish i was there to say goodbye

i regret so many things. like how i didn't squish her face and tell her how much i love her every day. i regret not giving her as much pats and hugs as the other dogs. i really just wanna see her galloping around in our backyard again, so bad

im so sorry i didn't make a better contribution for her. im so tired. i love you and miss you so much already ginger