Rest by HolyPandaz
Lot of things going on here. Wanted to try a 'realistic' sort of thing and did this? Quite a different perspective and 'style' I don't do. #wipz #black #grey
I'll be honest with you guys. I'm extremely depressed. Thats probably my real art block reason right now. I'm sorry for my late arts. I am trying... I just feel like I'm stuck in thick wet concrete and can't find my way out. Everything is tiring and I've been putting extremely minimal effort into what I have to do. I hate myself for doing it and a lot of other things are going on and I've just become annoyingly complacent and other things and I'm sorry for how I am right now. To you guys and the people irl. I'm just not right and in a spot where I'm stuck and don't know how to fix it or get better or change myself. I'm so scared of everything though. I don't know what to do. I'm sorry I don't want to clog up the descript like this... just wanted to be real with you all. Might be a lil more active on my second acc since I've been really trying to get myself to draw everyday still and may post wips there. Haven't finished everything but I hope to soon. I'll...figure out a way to break this and post art cuz despite how I feel I really do love to work on my ds and post stuff here and talk with you all. Its really nice.
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03 Dec, 2019, 10:44 am
I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. Honestly, if you have to force yourself to draw, that's a sign that you should take a little hiatus and focus on yourself. You don't have to worry about not being active that much, we'll be here for ya :)
03 Dec, 2019, 1:04 pm
I'm so sorry to hear that... It's not easy at all, but you're managing to keep your head afloat, which is an amazing first step. Hang in there, take it one step at a time, and feel free to talk to me if you need. You've got this!
03 Dec, 2019, 3:38 pm
Precisely. We understand you're always busy, which isn't a problem. Focus on you. We'll always have your back, no matter what. If you need us for anything, we're here. :)
03 Dec, 2019, 10:53 pm
I'm really sorry to hear all this... take all the time you need, you come first. The way you described it sounds so suffocating, in some way I could relate...
The AT can wait, it's perfectly fine my guy. I think you can dig yourself out of the concrete. If you need anyone, I'll happily give a hand :')
04 Dec, 2019, 1:10 am
it's okay pandaz, dont worry about being late with your stuff. i dont care at all how late it is and i dont think others do either (look at fade and blake). like-- that kind of thing doesnt matter to me, i know you wont forget it and youll get around to finishing stuff eventually, doesnt matter if it takes months and months.
i wish i could give you a hug and make things better for you :^(
i can understand how you feel with stuff, the complacent thing struck a chord...
04 Dec, 2019, 5:40 pm
Hang in there panda, like everyone else has said, take care of yourself, art will come when it comes and it will. Just take a deep breath, were here for you :)