ty to all who commented on the last post i'm sorry it was edgy and honestly why do i even post vents
the thing is, i've always been bullied and picked on about my weight. it's just sort of taken over my life and controlled me ever since i realized "hey, i'm bigger than most people here (school)". my self esteem is so cripplingly low that these thoughts of "why couldn't you be thinner" and "ew you look awful" take over most of my brain.
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01 Sep, 2019, 6:34 am
i'm 140 lb. and around 5'3 now. i'm not obese, i never was. in retrospect, i'm just a tad overweight, i guess. people need to shut the hell up about my weight though, it's ruined my life. i used to just laugh along with it, but now it hurts. every time someone makes a joke about it i just laugh awkwardly and try not to get upset. i sound so fu,cking basic but honestly,.,,
01 Sep, 2019, 6:36 am
also, i will talk about it once i start therapy again. or i'll at least try to, i guess. thank you all for your help. it's good to know people care. i'm just a stupid dude with a 3ds and issues, tho.