this turned into a vent (O////_////O) by The-Workshop
not a vent just really wanna cry rn but i can't (this is gonna turn into a vent in 3, 2, I). It's just hard because (oh boy, here we go. brace yourselves), the voice in my head is screaming at me all these awful things and i just (TRIGGER WARNING)
want to sl.it my throat open and end my fuc.ked up life bc i'm nothing more than a worthless peice of sh.it. I know that's all i am. the voice is right huh? Fu.ck I'm sorry it's just I'm so messed up right *now
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10 Aug, 2019, 8:42 am
also, this is on this acc bc i ran out of posts on my alt
10 Aug, 2019, 8:52 am
Whao
I remember sometime i hear screams in my head
But don't do that please..
10 Aug, 2019, 9:18 am
Don't do that, I once slit my windpipe on a hunting/bowie knife (With CS:GO print design on them, you know.) and let me tell you, It's most painfull thing, especially when your choking on your own blood, choking only adds more pain in the nerves, thankfully I only got through my windpipe and have a quiet voice today but if I ever try to go out that way again you best bed damn sure I decapitate myself.
Hurt like hell, I wear chokers and bandanas around my neck sometimes to hide the scar although it's not too noticable.
Actually, just don't try any type of suicide method, I just got out of that sh!t and losing a friend like you is just gonna put me straight back on.
10 Aug, 2019, 9:34 am
hehehehe... that sounds awful... (also, deleted your second comment bc it has my age and i don't wanna reveal it yet)
10 Aug, 2019, 12:33 pm
i wanna say something helful but all i got is boy if this aint a mood
10 Aug, 2019, 12:41 pm
'i tried commiting suiucide last night im never doing thst sh.it again i almost killed myself'
10 Aug, 2019, 1:23 pm
Your not worthless!
Everyone on this planet is here for a reason!
Don't be like me :(
I don't cry very often because I used to tell myself that if I cried, I was being weak! if you feel like crying, find someone to hold you so you can let it out without hurting yourself :(
10 Aug, 2019, 5:14 pm
@everyone (bc i'm lazy) I have a reason I haven't but if something happens to that reason im done for. No, I won't say the reason just know I should be OK for awhile
10 Aug, 2019, 5:15 pm
also, i have no control over what the voice says. it just says sh.it to me to make me want to die.
10 Aug, 2019, 6:20 pm
Eh kinda' hard when it's screaming things you ; n ;
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also, for anyone who's wondering the voice sounds like a blender and my voice together (vague i know)
10 Aug, 2019, 7:20 pm
it's not your fault. im better now im more focused on soccer rn