I been depressed and Im mentally unstable. Im going to doctors after 5 years of abuse and years of depression an 17 years of being neglected and witnessing violence in my home. So many things have happened to me and im indenial. I keep having mental breakdowns and feel so lost.. I feel like im not good enough, my art is not good enough. Its so hard to make friends, its so hard to trust people. I dont want to hear im sorry anymore. Im so confused and feel pathetic.. why am I even here?
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24 Jul, 2019, 2:45 am
Hey..you're not alone..I FEEL like you
I know how it feels to be lost, can't trust with pepole ect..
I have these feelings too
Sooo hey let me say you're not alone ok?
24 Jul, 2019, 3:17 am
I can't say I can understand/have experience with the abuse and neglect, but I just wanted to say I know how it feels to be depressed and to feel like it'll never get any better, as well as the frusteration with art and making friends, but I just wanted to say, it does and will always get better eventually. It could take years, it could take an hour, but eventually you'll be happy again, and you won't have to deal with all the crap going on now, and until then, unfortunately, you just gotta keep going. Seeing a doctor is a definite step towards that happy time, though.
If you ever need to just vent, I'm here.
24 Jul, 2019, 3:15 pm
You have a reason to be here, it's just that the people around you.. they don't care. I mean this in a serious/none offensive way: you have a better purpose and are suppose to live happily, but you'll need to find a way out of your situation. Something or somebody could help you with your depression, you just can't give up until it finds you, or you find it.
24 Jul, 2019, 4:26 pm
I don't want to say I feel exactly the same because the way we deal with these emotions and the way we're diagnosed are all very different. I don't even know what it's like being neglected or abused... however I don't believe you don't have a reason to be here. Everyone has the right to pursue happiness, and that everyone includes you. Don't let these things be the reason you can't jump back up again, instead grow and learn from it. i don't want you to feel lonely, because I always fear that and it's something I wouldn't like to see my friends, or anybody, feel that way. so please, if you need to talk you can talk to me(as someone who experiences anxiety a lot, talking makes me feel a bit better and i wouldn't mind talking to you!). And if you need to, seek professional help. Somedays will be better than most days, they just take a while~ :)
24 Jul, 2019, 4:36 pm
Hey, believe it or not, I've been there. I've delt with it since I was little, but the problem got solved. Never think you're not good enough. You are good enough. Your art is amazing. You don't need to question your abilities, you don't need to impress anyone. All you need to do is draw what you like.
It might seem hard now, and you probably feel alone and lost, but I promise that it will get better. Don't think that it can't be fixed, it can.
24 Jul, 2019, 4:38 pm
Re- Good! Hopefully that goes well, and if not you can always find another. You juat gotta find the right therapist for you, yknow?
24 Jul, 2019, 4:45 pm
Re: Me too, I'm sure you will, it'll take some time though
26 Jul, 2019, 5:16 pm
I think your art is very good. I hope you receive the proper treatment soon \:
26 Jul, 2019, 7:43 pm
No problem