@UltimateUniverse She'll? She who? Anyways, it's hard not to when you have a voice in your head repeating every single word he says also, he typically yells everything at me

Just do your best to pull through. I've knew one person on here a few years back who considered the options but turned out fine by the end of it.

My apologies , I'm really sorry for you but the sui-cide is not a solution and I know something about it . Talk to your mother or a trusted adult if you can . And if teacher , seek help from everyone but if they say it will happen by itself and there is no other solution then try to avoid your father because maybe he will realise what he is doing . But I can't do much for you but I will always be there to support you!

I am very sorry for your situation as of right now. It must be seriously degrading to have your own parent yell at you of everything you do... It must be horrible.
I know it's hard to believe, but you've got to go on and push through the thick. I may not know the experience nor' who you are. Although, if you leave a message like this, you must be reaching out for a hand to help you. There are many, for example the ones in the comment section. Suicide will not only leave people behind, but the ones that love you seriously broken. They could feel guilty. Running away wouldn't be best either, the world would also be pretty cruel prepared or not.
You need to find someone who can help you, an adult, teacher, friend or anyone you trust the most. Don't be afraid to find the solution and fight back to live a happier day. The road is long but, only cause it makes you strong.
I can only say this much... because my father has been through the same thing.

Hey, I know this is hard.
but please don't throw your life away. Has your mom considered
Divorcing him? from the way he treats you and your mom and sister, I think that might be the best choice. He's probaly doing this to cut you down and build himself up. and you don't deserve this kind of treatment.