you're welcome ^w^

i hope you manage to get a therapist soon.
they help.
im in therapy again and it helps a ton after you have a few sessions in my opinion.

If you have health care you can possibly look up health and wellness centers near you, and apply for therapy there. you may or may not need parental signatures if you go to certain places at younger ages but its very beneficial.

i also reccomend expressing how you feel about germs and express it hurts you badly emotionally when they disrespect you

i think the dollarstore sells some

Good luck and stay safe

if you need to vent you can always vent to me btw

//re: for sure I wont leave