pride?? sorry, did you mean-- by moe_broey
real sad boi hours??? yUh, baybey!!!
drew this a while ago if i'm entirely honest, just been iffy on uploading. realizing i'm trans hasn't been easy, felt like i've lost a lot when i came out.
gunna dye my hair blonde and try to forget it all :^))))
oh yea, and in case if ya'll wondering about the ref image, i originally drew this on a different canvas size, changed my mind, saved the og to my sd and traced it onto this canvas. everything is still by me!
#uh #thatsprettygay #pride #lmao
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26 Jun, 2019, 12:23 am
may i ask
what you lost?
26 Jun, 2019, 3:03 am
@Maginka i'm trying my best, haha! thank you so much, though.
26 Jun, 2019, 3:17 am
@lemonboy gosh. it's a lot to get into. but basically, the life i could have had, if i had just lived up to what society, friends and family expected me to be.
from small things, like wearing the clothes i like that now seem too feminine. to bigger things. like my long time friend, once my partner. some family members, some i'm out to and they drag me through hell for it, others i can't even risk it. at least with being bi, they can ignore it. but gender? pronouns? name? when they ignore that, or actively scruntinize it, it hurts.
26 Jun, 2019, 3:21 am
(contin) if i had just been a girl, things, would have been easier.
but...
i would have hated ever single moment of it. that subtle yet distinct discomfort. once i figured it out, i could NEVER go back. i'd rather die.
in conclusion: being trans sucks. but trying to be cis when you're not sucks even more. at least, even when i want to die now, i refuse to. because, i have a future i'm fighting for.
26 Jun, 2019, 3:55 am
O hello Im a trans guy too :^) I bleached my hair too,, yea it sucks but stay strong dude. I'm with you!