i always try to stay neutral, but i've seen how hateful hrm has been. hell, even seeing a post she made about fandoms being terrible or such felt uncalled for
i'm not good at dealing with these situations, but if hrm (and goofy, she's supporting her actions) is going to continue acting this way, it's not a good thing.

the general insult fest from mell and you isn't that great either, but you have a better purpose for acting the way you do. it's a.. bit more acceptable, i guess

pleasedonthatemeforanything

and honestly, yeah, proof is important
i even talked to someone earlier and we both had to provide proof for a fairly confusing ordeal between us
we sorted it out in the end

i'm very slow at commenting eek

idk stringbean very well at all but harrassment for little reason to /anybody/ is unacceptable
even if you have justified reasons i still feel like it teeters on a fairly fine line, which is one reason i'm a bit blegh towards how mell and truth responded
i support what you're tryin to do but not the exact way you're goin about it, especially since this spilled onto nova's posts

.. honestly know what im gonna give up on tryin to stay neutral im just tired rn
hrm and goofy have said some s h i t and they need to get a grip on the situation and understand that even words can be hurtful
even an abscence/lack of words can also hurt depending (butthatsnotrelatedtothis)
generally, the messed up garbage that hrm in particular has said is a reason i stay quiet in this community
i don't like being involved with stuff like that
hrm's also bugged me in the past (and goofy) whenever they've traced and such either without credit or little credit
this all started cuz you mentioned to hrm to give credit right? i commend ya for doin that when i'm too much of a wimp to do so lmao
tracing can be good, but IF AND ONLY IF you say, trace basic shapes for a pose to try and understand it more, things like that

im rambling random things i should go snooze
tl:dr for my thoughts i cant word: hrm and goofy, hrm in particular, c h i l l . goofy, stop letting hrm be such a d.ick to ppl

idk how old goofy is but if shes the older sis of hrm (i think thas the case) then she needs to set a good example, not encourage the opposite

,, i'm I5 (I6 this year) and here i am dealing with stuff in a better way than them
i just have extreme questions on how people like them can act the way they do
like-- i traced off my tv in the past when i was what, ten? but then i realized very quickly i shouldn't and even if my art was garbage back then i tried to improve it and i say i'm at a decent place now with my art
hrm and goofy as well need to realize that tracing isn't a good thing for the most part (> points to pose improvin stuff for good part) especially since they dont give credit
tbh they probably do need the harsh way of truth about stuff

i'm a wimp and tend to chicken out at stuff but even i'm willing to accept when things gotta change/be improved upon

and yes

yes it is nova > wheeze

Okay, just read this. @Truth do you have any proof of them manipulating me? I've been manipulated before because I'm generally a nice person and help my friends out a lot. So, from past experience I know early signs of manipulating.

i'm not gonna stick around much longer, just gonna chat with my friend and then snooze
y'all can talk on this post but try not to get in another giant argument
keep it civil

@Truth and @Mell I hope you're happy. You just did the same thing to HRM that happened to stringbean. Great job! (sarcasim at its finest)

^^^ what space/rob said tbh
i just didnt have the courage to say it because im a wimp as previously stated
either move on and forget or try to solve things peacefully

plsdontshooteitherofus

I'm done with this! JUST BECAUSE I SAID I'M BI DOESN'T MEAN I'M DATING A GIRL!!! YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT WHO I ACTUALLY AM YOU DON'T KNOW IF I EVEN LIKE ANY GIRLS AT THE MOMENT!! JUST BECAUSE SHE'S MY FRIEND AND I'VE BEEN DEFENDING HER DOESN'T MEAN I'M HER GIRLFRIEND OR SHE.S MY GIRLFRIEND!!! SYH

@NovaGryf I've just had a bad day and I'm kinda' starting to realise how toxic HRM has been. @Inferior I couldn't see their desc. I un-followed them... wot an a$$

@Truth hi, sorry for my behaviour recently I just have been going through some stuff rn and I'm just really angry and sad at the same time lmao

if you read that... ^^^

yea... I unfollowed gnome and I'm gonna un-follow goofy and I guess since I had only just heard of you two recently and me and HRM had been friends for awhile I was mad and again sorry for my attitude recently. I'm now relising how toxic she was. Another factor that played ino this whole mess is: I'm a leo and leo's like being right so I guess that came out a bit... Once more sorry for everything recently and I hope that you and Mell can forgive me. Thanks for reading this (if you have lmao)

yeah again I'm really sorry. Like I said I'm starting to realise how toxic she is. She actually reminds me of a literal sociopath I know. Just a little bit.

also tomorrow I'll look at the first post because my 2ds can't function properly with the posts comments lol. I wanna see what happened.

also, one last thing. do you know how to unblock? I wanna unblock you two :)

okay! ^ - ^ but seriously, you know how to unblock people on here?

okay! I cam do that tomorrow after soccer. I have to go like forty-fifty mins away from where I live for a soccer game tomorrow. We better win! anyways it's like 1am for me rn so I should probaly get some sleep. G'night

Guys look I know you all hate me but people make mistakes. I'm really sorry about what happened. I know what I did was wrong guys. And you all helped me see that. I just want it all to end. Maybe I was over reacting when I got mad.... And I never made another account Named Evil Gnome? I don't even have another email to make another account. Guys please I didn't make another account! I don't even talk like that. :/ And with the tracing issue the only pictures I ever trace where I few DBZ ones and they wheren't fan art. It was a screen shot taken from the cartoon. Plus when I do trace I modifie the original to make it look better and I do all the coloring myself.
But every one makes mistakes and the issue about me being mean I regret all that. I am truly sorry.. So please I learn't from my mistakes so give me a second chance. I won't do it again.. I promise.

Im HRM speeking btw;
First off, i can truly see why you guys think im toxic, I can see why you all believe her here. Its not because they're right, Its because some of you guys just started learning about the fight "now" for me though the fight has been going on for like 5 months, And @truth about the tracing thing i did not yell at @mell about it, I told her to leave me alone "nicly" I reasoned and got like 1 o/o attitude, but i did not, yell. I yelled once she REPORTED me for measly tracing? I don't trace all my art, all the requests I've done myself alot of art i've done myself on that newest krillin and 18 i clarified that i "traced".

enough about the tracing. According to colors! i have raw anger issues. (maybe i do) Its just I pretty much have been on the same battle zone for 1'OOO years. And its all just starting to get me sick, and I sound "angry" because what do you susspect.

A breif summery on what happens in Nova's chat:
mell comments something like, "oh boy this place is

And I'm not the kind of person who likes to be mean. I only get nasty when something is bothering me... And even then I need to control myself better. I'm older I can do better then that. So I admit my wrong and a promise not to do it again. The only reason I came to colors was to improve in my drawings and have a good run on here. You all tuaght me a lesson, I need to work on my anger issues.
And if I hurt you Mell I am truly sorry. I hope you all take my apolige. I am really sorry.... I just want a good time on colors...

cringie" I reply with, well it would be cringie regardless, cause all chats are cringie" she gets "angry" and calls me all kinds of sh!t, I tell her to chill, than all he.ll breaks loose.

i want to tell you something @truth and @mell: when i first met mell i didn't know things where going to take such a horribal drift.

I know in every fight i don't have really "proof" pro say. But I want to say that;
Im not a mean person irl.
This is only the colors world war 3 for me.
hell i stole someones account once because i was a little as$hole.

I apologized. now me and her are friend.
and me and mell did to let go. I made a chat saying world war colors has ended, lets all be normal. Eddie apologized, Nova apologized, everything was on a trail of lights. Till a friend @TurtleTroubadour said mell was still brewing up trouble.

I was using sware words in a bad way, when me and mell very first started i know I was swareing alot, i didn't really think that It would really count that bad, i

thought i was doing right.
But i soon realized not, i mistakes i was putting myself in other ppls possitions and I was commenting when i couldn't even see anything.
i was to soft and week seeing nova being hurt my mell, she was lieing, nova was just as bad as a enemy with her than me, she hated mell, so did i. I thought what i was doing was right.
I apologized after though, I made that chat post-

Till like i said @TurtleTroubadour told me that mell was cousing trouble. I didn't know what she was talking about. Turtle told me she said really hurtful stuff to me and told me what she said even, I got pissed that she still wasn't letting go, and the way she was holding a grudge like that.

once again I got to mad. Im always digging myself in a hole. I swared to much, was being a bit to vilant (like i always am) Than everything happend.

also the over observive eddie thing i thought mell said that Nova told me mell said that.

I was confused and only getting one side of the story.

I couldn't see online comments and when turtle told me that I was in a really happy mood, i was smiling crying from happyness, but than it all just became so bad, like a drout just happend. I tryed to agnore it and stay happy.

But when ever something happens I always feel like i need to fight, like theres something that tells me "to keep going" I don't like that about myself. I have alot of down falls that i truly hate about myself.

I told that i would vow to protect stringbean yesterday, make it a safe place for him. Thats what i did. I deleted my accounts. I wanted to keep that vow, i thought it would be better for the community, I came on colors hoping to make friends and share art, but i realized that i just made this site a battle zone.

all because those misstakes i made. Im to emotional, (i always have been) I get angry to easily, I also like i said i didn't know that sware words where going to hurt that bad in such a derastic sens, ok. I didn't know ANYTHING.

Yea guys maybe this hole thing was a misunderstanding. Me and my sister made some mistakes but most people do. And you all have made mistskes at one point or another. It's just one part of being human. But if we admit to our mistakes we can improve so in the future this doesn't happen again. And this hole fight in genrole there where some parts I was a little confused with. And that was another mistake. But my as my sister said she was in a fight with another girl but they're good friends now. And in real life me and my sister are real simple and nice people. We would never bully for fun we only get mad when someone is bullying us.

I really just this all to end. I'm asking nicely and apoligizing. I hope you all can take a second to hear our side of the story...
And once again I'm truely sorry.

I was stupid
i was mean to a sertent extent
I was thinking about my point of veiw to much,
but it doesn't matter.

I was doing what i thought was "right" aslong as I was following that than theres no assumptions that im a bad person.

I made misstakes, i am still learning. I apologize once again

fighting is all a missunderstanding, as long as what we where doing we thought was truly "right" theres nothing else that needs to be said.

Look at it in my point of veiw, a confused moron dwoddling around cant see comments sees friends exploding sees the sitr falling.

You shouldn't susspect less from me.

and the resent fight i was going a little far.

but mell said i called stringbean a f.aggot and wasn't rootin tootin, and I never said that, everything in that whole fight i was aiming towards @truth, i wasn't even trying to hurt stringbean I was agnoring him because he wasn't even saying much, I didn't know "what" to say to him.

Sis I didn't know you delted your accounts.. I thought colors took them down...

*site

yes i deleted my accounts.
cause i thought it was better for everyone you where in isz when i was counting down.

But sis I think we've said enough. I don't want this post to crash. We've made our point so let's just wait and see what they say.

I hope you all take the time to read this. We are both very sorry.

yes i guess so.

but bottom line is that I didn't "know" the true damage that i was cousing to the community, you two also have a hard time "understanding" I just hope that you understand this, (and now you know why i truly deleted my accounts) I felt like i was everyones burdan, the last countdown post i made i kinda regret to a sertent extent on what i said. also i don't even know who the @TheEvilGnome is, i can't make accounts and he also commented on my countdown post.

Anyways i hope colors will be a better place without there main burdan.

im sorry again.

it isn't bs.

read your zodiac and you'll be surprized on how much it matches up to you.

anyways bye.

1: Apoligizing does change you as a person. What else do you expet me to do hm? Be the same imature person or grow up? And in oder to grow up I need to first make clear I am sorry.

2: About the traceing issue alot of artists do that. You wouldn't know becuase you don't draw. I've watched tips from other artists saying tracing can help you draw atomeny better. And when I ever I do trace I say it's traced but sometimes I don't becuase of the camra icon. I try not to trace but it is a big help to learn how to become a better artist.

3: Yea @ThatEvilGnome wasn't me. lol

4: Perhaps I'm not setting a good example for my sister. And I need to improve in that area.

But I want you to take a good look at my comments. Is what I'm saying imature? Is it mean? Am I harrasing you Mell? No. I'm ansering you. There's nothing wrong with that.

All I can say now is I'm done. I'm not talking about this anymore. You can keep cutting at me but I won't care. And don't say I'm throwing insulsts at you cuz I'm not. I'm just simply saying to leave me alone. And I'll try to be a better person.

So goodbye.

yea I agree with you, I replied to her saying it was wrong.

I'm late to replying AGAIN but once more I agree with you completely. I can't believe she's trying to manipulate me into going on her side again.
Also, my legs are covered in mud rn from soccer we tied ; - ;
1-1.

my legs are clean now! I'll go try to unblock both of you soon.

I'll try on my Ipad tomorrow my friend is borrowing it rn but they'll give it back tomorrow for sure.

I'll try getting discord soon too. ^-^

You are all literal children.

dude this has passed just let it go. also, fyi HRM was very toxic. (I say that because I feel like you and HRM are friends) Now, you can leave us all alone.

I'm merely stating a fact. It sickens me how people rebuttle over the lightest of things. Both sides are in the wrong. The difference is that one side is trying to make up for it. I find it quite clear you haven't let it go though.

Mell I'm just wondering if you know how to unblock people. I finally got logged into my gallery on an internet browser but I haven't found any thing aboit unblocking people yet.

@Zamasu-EXE I have gotten over it completely. Now, please don't start anything else, thank you.

also death threats can't be forgiven and Mell and only wanted HRM to give credit to things she traced and then HRM exploded and made it into this whole mess. Now, this is last comment I want to see on this topic. Thank you. Goodbye

Yet you said in your own comment to me, and I quote, "hrm was very toxic". You also have to consider the fact that you droned on until the wee hours of this morning. Even now your side has not at least accepted the apology. You want peace, but only if it involves your side winning, and it's repulsive.

It's a death threat. Grow up. You act like they will act on it. I've had people shout death threats at me in person, yet I still forgave them. You're only making yourself look worse.

Mell can you also tell Truth I have discord? Could you also tell her my tag. It's in one of my most recent posts ^-^

yeah I was ignoring him anyways.

okay! thanks!

How very manipulative Mell. And how wrong you are to assume I'm Goofy Joy or her alternate account. I am a voice of reason. You are a scum who thrives off of making others do your bidding. Your cowardice is no excuse for you to shamelessly throw an apology back to the givers face.

I could only find 'account settings' and, there was no 'blocked users' button but, you guys can still talk to me on my discord but I won't be on there time but, I'll still be able to go on there most of the time.

@Zamasu-EXE I actually was gonna ignore you anyways fyi. maybe if you could actually read you would be able to see I said that I was going to ingnore you anyways.

Belle I wasn't talking to you. I would also like to point out that putting down an @ before a user doesn't tag them.

I know that, I'm not an idiot. Also, it's called defendong your friends but I guess you wouldn't know what that is like since you don't have any because you're too annoying for them.

*defending

anyways... Mell I'm wondering if you know any other ways of how to unblock users on Colors?

If you don't its fine. I have discord now so we can talk on there! <3 ^u^

I wasn't on anymore but I forgot to log out so it might of said I was still online. I can probably go on today tho so it might work then. Also is there anything I can talk to you on that isn't colors?

Okay! Tell Truth I'll be on discord in 3-4 minutes.

So then she can send another friend request

Mell, do you know Truths tag? I could try sening a friend request.

okay.

just wondering but, how did you two meet?

ah. Sorry for replying late I've been watching a movie

okay!