AAAAAH. ah. I was ELEVEN when I first drew on here. Now I´m eighteen, done with my a-levels, got to C2 on my CAE exam, scored a job with my very first application and found the love of my life and moved in with him. For a girl who had no will to live at fifteen I´m effing on a roll! On the off-chance that somebody reads this: moving out, therapy, education (school and personal interests) and asmr (to help me sleep) did the trick. And then there was the boy who sweeped me off of my feet.